Today 120402

Men Suck.

Okay. So your in a long term relationship, longest4uorhe, yet u still haven’t achieved even halfway equal rights in the house? Man I hear u!

I’ve been with this guy for nearly 2yrs now, and after a year of suspecting- I’m finally getting proof he’s seeing someone else, and I’ve no right to even ask questions over a msg left on our phone, in my name, because he says so. This coming from a control freak boyfriend who caused an argument which sent me to jail for the nite over a friend of mine not being allowed to call- because I was forbidden with this guy. It’s total b/s.

On a lighter note though- I’m surrounded by gorgous guys on a daily base and one in particular I’d like to apologize to tonite. D, man I’m sorry I was a wipeout at work tonite- I know no one wants to know my probs and I should leave them at home, it’s just hard when u’r faced with reality head on 5mins b4 work, yet your still denied an explanation.  I think u know how I feel mate, and so I’m sorry for being a prick. I thank you for your patience. I’d love to devote more space here…but as we ctill haven’t socialized yet….i’ll leave a little room for later.

Furthermore to todays crap, Ms D. I tried reaching u today and your cell phone was out, where u at now? Hope all is well.