Let's admire the pattern forming. Murderous filigree. I'm caught in the twisting
of the vine. Go ascend with ivy, climbing. Ignore and leave for me the headstone
crumbling behind. I can't help my laughter as she cries. My soul brings tears to
angelic eyes. Let's amend the classic story, close it so beautifully, I'll let animosity
unwind. Steal away the darkened pages, hidden so shamefully. I'll still feel the
violence of the lines. I can't stand my laughter as they cry. My soul brings tears
to angelic eyes. And miles away my mother cries. Omnipotence, nurturing malevolence.
Morningstar
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one?
Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright
before descent and in the morning there is nothing left but what's
inside of me. And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me
? And I don't want to fall into the light. Will you wish upon? Will you
walk upon me? I don't want to die tonight. Will you.
Midnight sun
What went down on the side of the road? What I saw at the edge of the
sea. Only those elements time cannot wear, and they follow. What seeped out
throught the cracks in time, what sucks out the color in me? What awaits
beyond infinity? Beyond and to all time I stand. What blew in with the
great gale? What weighed down the falling leaves? What came forth from
the remains? What has always lived and gone unseen? What has caused the night to fall? Who speaks of eternity? Who awakes to night eternally?
The Days of the Phoenix
I remember when I was told of story of crushed velvet, candle wax,
and dried up flowers. The figure on the bed all dressed up in
roses, calling.beckoning to sleep offering a dream. The words
were as mystical as purring animals. The circle of rage the ghosts
on the stage appeared. The time was so tangible I'll never let it
go. Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below.
No one could see me. I fell into yesterday. Our dreams seemed
not far away. I want to stay. I fell into fantasy. The girl on the wall
always waited for me and she was always smiling. The teenage
death boys, the teenage death girls..and everyone was dancing
. Nothing could touch us then no one could change us then, and
everyone was dancing. Nothing could hurt us then, no one could
see us then, and everyone was dancing. Everyone was dancing.
The Despair Factor
Along the path where the stream is talking, I breathe the mist and
continue walking. The wood it whispers in a language of it's own.
As a sigh escaped my lips I feel the light caress of fingertips that
steal away the breath and leave me on my own, waiting by the
stairs. Waiting, I despair. Do I hear the hollow sound, footsteps
resounding on this frozen ground, or the familiar disappointment
of the echoes of my own? Somehow I ended up here in between,
where there is always the comfort of knowing I'll never be seen
when I fall. I wait for just one touch and I fall. Weightless, endless,
faithless, I'll adore you. A single touch before I fade. Painless let
me pass through.
Third Season
Can you feel the pulse? Can you feel the heat rising from below?
Can you feel the energy gaining strength, oh so slowly?
But I'll wait... I'll wait... till the seasons change. I'll wait... I'll wait...
till the fall comes. And I'll give you a mirthless laugh. Can you
see the signs? Can you see the changing of the winds?
Can you see the stillness in the air? Calm will
remain...oh so shortly. But I'll wait...till the seasons change.
I'll wait.. .till the fall comes
Salt For Your Wounds
There's a tear in my heart where the blood ran out. There's a tear
in my heart where the love ran out. I thought we worked, pushed
toward the same ends, I'll never be so quick to trust again.
Disenchanted, disgusted, I regret that I trusted. I put my faith.
My faith in you, you poisoned me through and through. I though
we both shared the same injuries. Now I've found it's you who
injures me. My heart is cracked from being left out in the cold. I
know you'll pay for what you've taken - tenfold. Disenchanted,
disgusted, I regret that I trusted. I put my faith, my faith in them,
they twisted the knife further in.
Today's Lesson
Here is your lesson for today, ya better listen up real fucking good
! My cloud always has a silver lining, and I love everything that I
see. My world is wonderful and no one could ever hurt me. You
hate yourself, yes you do, and that's why right now I hate you.
You hate yourself, yes you do, and that's why right now I can't
stand you. Have you learned your life's lesson yet? No? Well let
me tell you something. I am your teacher, you have a lot to learn
from me, you must love yourself. You are my teacher you teach
me about my life. Theres a lot I can learn from you. And that's
why right now I love you... So fuck you!