(in high school)...whenever i saw a girl changing clothes in the open - very much nude, you see girls in dormitories had no need for privacy. They would strip and change clothes in front of me. It used to affect me so much I had to leave the room. I don't know what I was feeling. I don't know if I was missing my friend or lusting over them. I really can't tell. Anyway, I was still not sure. However, that confused me so I used to go to bed when everyone was fast asleep and rise up very early before anyone was up. The new girl was an all-girls' school. I missed my best friend so much and knew things would never be the same.
When I was in the high school I was a "mother" after four years. Once a "mother" one was given a "daughter". It was in this relationship that I realised I am attracted to women. I had qualified as a "mother" and I was to be given a "daughter". At first I did not want one; however, I was told it was compulsory and she had already arrived. I had to go and meet her and welcome her to the school. I located where she was; she just stood there. I still remember like it was yesterday, she was so very beautiful. I have never come across such a beautiful girl up to this day. She was so peaceful to look at. She looked at me and smiled. She was the most beautiful dimpled girl I had ever seen. Oh my God! I immediately had a liking for her. She helped me take her bags to the cubicle where she would be sleeping. She was sleeping about one, no two beds away from me. I helepd her settle in and I knew I would have a special kind of friendship with her. I did not know that the friendship wuld turn out so beautiful!
She asked me if it was okay if she slept with me, as she was scared of sleeping alone. I welcomed her to share my bed and i did not find it odd because I had a cousin who had the same fear of the dark. So I was used to it. She told me to hug her goodnight and as i did she never let go. That night we slept hugging each other. We became inseperable. She would wash my clothes, prepare snacks for me, plait my hair and was always there whenever I needed someone to talk to. She used to adore me. We slept together every night. I loved her very much. Up to this day I still love her. I don't think I will ever find someone to replace her.
AFTER HIGH SCHOOL
One day I went out with my friends. I noticed that one of the girls was often staring at me. She had come with her boyfriend so I did not bother much. So we went clubbing. I became bored of the whole evening and decided to take a walk. I heard footsteps behind me. I turned and the girl who had been staring at me at the club circled her arms around my waist in a joking manner. I smiled back at her. She wanted to chat with me, and we chose a quiet place to sit among the shadows at the parking lot of the club and began talking. By the end of the evening we were great friends.We exchanged telephone numbers and promised to get in touch. I never suspected in the least that she was a lesbian. The next day she contacted me and I went visiting her two days after she had given me her address. I called her and she told me to just pop in to her place. We got talking and later she revealed to me that she was bisexual. You see, one cannot fully accept you you are a lesbian because it is not acceptable in society. It is more polite to be bisexual. Anyway, she told me she that she had suspected I was one as soon as she set her eyes on me. I confessed to her about the feelings i normally ahve for women and we realised how much we had in common. We are now lovers and I really enjoy our relationship.
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