| Hi. My name is Staci and this page is in memory of my Angels in Heaven that I lost to miscarriage. My first was my son, Cody James, on July 5, 1988. I was in my 18th week. On January 30, 2001 I was told that I was miscarrying again. I was at the beginning of my 8th week, with I believe in my heart, my little girl, Alissa Renee. I had just turned 18 when I lost my first child. I am now 31. No one told me what happened to my baby. And I didn't ask. I was youngs. I did not find support back then that I needed. I didn't know that it was out there. I didn't know how to ask for it. So, I handled it my own way, which was not the best way. I went down a bad road after that. But after a few years I turned my life around and straightened myself out. So, with this most recent loss, I was able to go through the emotions and heal, for both my children. --So if you have found my site because you yourself have lost a child, then please know that you are not alone. The help is out there. No one has the answers, but the support is there. We are not alone through this. Creating this page has also been a healing process for me. You will heal, in time. But you will never forget. We never forget our children. We may not have looked into the eyes of that child or held that child in our arms, but it was our child. And no one can take that away. It is important to be able to mourn for your child. The child that you so desperately long for.--I hope that my experience in losing my angels will help just one person out there that needs a shoulder to cry on. If I can help even just one person through their loss,and find a little peace within her own sorrow. I don't claim to be an expert, as I only have my own experience. I know the pain that such a loss creates. And the pain that I know is the pain that every woman feels that loses a child.--If you would like support or just some understanding mothers, then please join my community. The help IS out there. |
