Where we came in
I was 32 years old and single again. I had a internet ready computer and had decided to see what I could find on an internet dating site. The questonaire was exhaustive and it supplied me with five people in the U.K. who matched my answers. "This is either the best internet dating site in the world" I thought or I had weirded myself out of the market. The Girl who was closest to me was called Susan Roberts. There was something about her eyes. I downloaded a picture of her and Expanded it to get a better look. I had seen those eyes before, they were so eerily familiar. So very known to me and yet, I hadn't met this girl before.
Didn't recognise any of her personal details. So i sent her an E mail and contacted her with an eye to a meet. She wrote back almost immediately
and seemed to have a delightful character. Then something odd happened. I got a reply mail from her to one of mine asking me how I had known her secret name.
I was mystified. So I looked at a copy of the mail i had sent her
and right there at the top I had quite clearly typed "hello suan...."
We met on Sunday the 16th February 2003. It was a cloudy overcast day. We agreed to meet at a local pub and Susan who was driving to meet me got lost three times and eventually phoned me to say she was in sainsbury's car park and I'd have to come find her. So i did.
I drove around the curve into the car park on my bike, throttling down as I did so. There right in front of me was a little red car. the window was open. I got closer and just then the clouds parted and a ray of sunlight shone down upon the car and lit it with brilliant sunlight. The car interior lit up and there watching me through the window were those beautiful soulfull eyes. And then she smiled, and my god i recognised her in a flash for who she was. I had my first flashback right there and then doing 40 miles per hour in a supermarket car park. It lasted less than a second but i recalled meeting Suan before. I knew everything about her including the fact that I had let her down badly so long ago. I spoke to her trembling through the window and she agreed to follow me to the correct destination.
When we got there she got out of the car and her beauty took my breath away again as it always had to Gar. As it has to me ever since. Her physical presence is so palpable to me i start to vibrate if she's within a quarter of a mile.
And she walked right up to me this little girl and squared off face to face with me so bravely and said to me so sweetly with no hint of malice in her voice.
" I don't know wether to Kiss you or Hit you for leaving me last time",
If you want to know what happened next. Well i'll leave it to the imagination except to say that she did kiss me and the only possibly correct destination after so long apart .
My home
Where else
