I have a fascination with words and language itself. I’ve been collecting little sayings, quotes, and poems since high school. I started with some little sayings that were in my workbooks at private school. From then on, my sources were endless. I saved anything that was touching or inspirational in some way.   I had a book full of these things, but whenever I lent this book to friends, I had a hard time getting it back. So the idea of a website to share these compilations was born.

   I will be the first to admit that I’m far from perfect. I was a teen mom. I’ve weathered divorce and had my fair share of heartaches learning my lessons in life. My website is my outlet to share things that mean a lot to me in hopes that this may help someone else who is going through similar life's troubles. My experiences have given me a twisted sense of humor, which will become apparent. Despite this, there is some level of intelligence somewhere in here. :)

With my spunky type of personality I usually am a cheering committee, all on my own, for friends who are down. Depression sucks... I know... I've been there a couple times with things I have been through. It is hard to get out of it, too. My advice, as hard as it may seem: find a friend you trust, or a professional if you have to, someone to talk to. Talking helps. Depression affects not only yourself, but also those around you.  In the end, you are the only one who can get yourself out of it. You need to love yourself and pamper yourself... and eventually there will be a light at the end of the tunnel.

"Take my hand, we'll make it I swear, Livin' on a Prayer" ~Bon Jovi

   I have had a few fears in my life such as being afraid of being on stage, being afraid of heights, and of confined spaces. So I faced these fears head on through modeling, skydiving, and scuba diving. I also joined Toastmasters International in February 2005. This is a great opportunity to get over fear of talking in front of people. June 2006 I was elected as Sergeant at Arms for our group. I set up meetings and introduced the Chairperson. Before I leave this world I want to learn to play the drums, and race a race car, travel to see castles, and who knows what else yet... so keep checking back for updates. My kids bought a drum set for me for Christmas 2004. I finally took some lessons in March 2006.

Over the years I have realized a few beliefs and views based on my experience which shapes ME, I guess. Just to give you an idea......

First and foremost I was raised Christian (Pentecostal, Evangelical). I used to go to church regularly but I have experiences in life since then that have tarnished some of those views and strengthened others. I am very open minded about 'universal spirituality', the law of attraction, and Karmic views. I believe there is Someone/something always in control... and He is my bestest friend. I know that because of events in my life that have no other logical explanation. I willing share these views, but prefer not to think I push views on others because we are all responsible for self and I hate it when people get fanatical about anything and try to push their views on me.

Causes that are dear to me:

Environmental concerns: I believe that we should take care of Earth, use resources sparingly and thoughtfully. I try to be conscious of my buying decisions; I recycle as much as I can; I subscribe to a recycling type newsletter, and I encourage others to do the same with the resources available.

Homeopathy/ nutrition: I believe in this fast paced world, too many people eat improper diets and that contributes to health problems which in turn affects everyone in one way or another. (Jobs, burdened health resources, costs etc). One person can affect so many others this way. I am willing to try natural foods and vitamins and proper diets etc, yet I still eat enough chocolate to kill a horse :p check out http://jrioux.isagenix.com This stuff has helped me tremendously. 

Child abuse: I could rant and rave about this one.... This is one subject I am be fanatical about!! I believe that children should be raised in a loving and respectful environment, yet still challenged enough to be able to grow to be independent. This, to me, is the basis of a strong society. I believe ALL the crime and horrible news stories can be traced back to a child who was neglected and unloved.

   An ex-boyfriend (Eric T.) once told me that I am like a forget-me-not flower, I leave a good impression on those who meet me. I hope that becomes apparent through your tour of my site.  ~Jackie