
-by Michiru
I have just had my first wet dream.
At least in THIS lifetime.
I would say I'm fairly normal for a 15 year old. All right,
maybe not in the traditional sense, but generally speaking. I
sometimes sneak Playgirl magazines to my room, and page through
them, drinking in the sights of hard bodies. Lots of muscled arms
and legs and chests... flat stomachs... thick, hard staffs... I
imagine those men pushing me onto my bed, their weight heavy on me,
thrusting themselves into me. I imagine this in the heat of the
moment, my hand working on my own flesh, praying Kaasan doesn't walk
in. Delighted lust, shame, excitement, I-can't-believe-i'm-doing-this, shame, what-if-what-if-what... The heat of release... the imagery of the big, beautiful man changing every time to someone more compact...
beautiful... so good...
So I like to think I'm fairly normal. I've just never had wet
dreams in the night. My dreams tend to be kaleidoscope images from
the day, the past month, the past year, the past century... pasted
together in a riot of colours and black and white images that
sometimes comfort, sometimes console, sometimes wake me up in
terror, the scream barely caught in my throat. Memories that come
back, unbidden, people thought forever forgotten. But perhaps that
is what happens when you live the amount of centuries I have.
I'm rather glad that tonight my step-brother is away.
Sometimes he sleeps with me. It can be comforting to have a friend
close by. But the humiliation of this. I would not be able to bear
it if he had woken up to my panting self, sweat soaked sheet,
punctuated by my semen that coated my stomach.
I get up quietly, and move to the bathroom across the hall from
my bedroom, quickly as possible. I do not wish for anyone to see my
nude form in such disarray.
The dream.
Ah, it WAS exciting... Just thinking about it makes me harden
again, and my body just quivers, thinking about it.
I had been sleeping soundly, when the impatient rapping at my
window woke me.
Hiei was sitting on the tree branch outside my window, gazing
upon me impassively. His fire eyes bore into me as I got up,
wrapping my robe around myself modestly. I did not want him to see
how his mere presence affected me.
I hadn't seem him for sometime. He had been working in Makai,
leaving me to dream in the day about him. And he was there.
I opened the window, letting the chill October wind into my
room. "Hiei? What is it that couldn't wait until morning?"
"I must speak with you. Come," at this, Hiei had jumped from
the tree, and walked away. He clearly expected me to follow.
With a sigh, I jumped out the window onto the tree branch. I
suppressed a shiver as a cold gust of wind blew up my robe, then
jumped out of the tree, lightly landing on my feet.
He was on the sidewalk, fairly far away, and I ran to catch up.
My bare feet slapped the stone of the sidewalk, as the full moon lit
my way.
Hiei walked into some trees on the side of the road, and I
followed, cursing him under my breath. If he had wanted to speak to
me so badly, couldn't he have done it in my warm bedroom? I
expressed as much to the small yokai ahead of me. In return, he
expressed that I should keep my mouth shut. Though not as nicely as
I just said.
Finally he walked into a clearing of the small copse of trees.
He turned, the silvery moonlight bathing the features I had studied
so often. He looked fierce, his eyes glittering like finely cut
rubies. The white in his hair stood out, while the black seemed
like ebony. He was simply beautiful.
"What is it, Hiei?" I asked impatiently. I couldn't help it.
I was NOT a fire demon with a nice toasty body temperature. I was
in a human body, and the human body was practically screaming at me
to find HEAT. I was in a silk robe, and silk is not noted for heat
conservation. Especially with nothing underneath, in a vicious
autumn wind that smelled of frost.
"How've you been?"
"You knocked on my window at 2 am, made me come out in October,
very close to November, in this cold, to ask me how have I been?" I
asked incredulously. "Oh, I'm just ducky, Hiei. Freezing my
feathers off." I turned to leave.
I felt his hand grab the waist of my robe, and before I knew
it, he had pulled on it hard. I fell off my feet, and hit the
ground, the wind getting knocked out of me.
I closed my eyes for a moment, the grass under me feeling a
touch crispy, and very cold. When I opened my eyes again, Hiei was
hovering over me, looking down on me calmly.
"Hiei, wha-" I began to say. It was cut off when Hiei's mouth
covered mine. His hot lips firmly kissed me, his tongue darting
into my mouth.
My eyes widened in shock, then slowly closed. Hiei laid his
body on mine, as the kiss deepened. Warmth flooded my body from his
touch. His hand slid beneath my head, fingers clutching at my hair.
He pulled my head back, his lips moving to my neck.
I felt his teeth graze my skin, and his tongue traced wet
patterns. His dipped his tongue into the hollow of my throat,
eliciting a moan from somewhere deep inside of me.
I felt him open my robe, the palm of his hand sliding over my
chest, slowly. His fingers quested for, and found, my left nipple,
and he began to tease it, rolling it between thumb and finger.
Liquid fire raced through me at that touch, and I know he felt
me harden completely, jutting against his leg.
He smiled at me once before his lips enclosed my other nipple.
He began to suckle it, his teeth grazing it, tongue lapping. I
began to pant softly, my breath visible in the air. I softly
exclaimed aloud as his hot hand circled my throbbing shaft. His
thumb moved over the end, mimicking the motions his tongue played on
my hard nipple, making circular motions. My back arched with the
exquisite pleasure flooding through me, my hips making thrusting
motions, trying so desperately to get more of that...
Hiei's mouth left my nipple, and his lips softly traveled down
over my body, butterfly kisses over my stomach, tongue dipping into
my navel. He nuzzled the warm nest of hair, where my hard, tortured
flesh jutted out, all his contact with me broken in that area.
I gasped as I felt his lips on me, his tongue stroking my
length ever-so-slowly.
Putting his hand firmly on my hip, Hiei took me into his
mouth. He sucked on my staff, his other hand reaching under to
fondle my balls. He began to move up and down on me, taking me to
the very back of his throat, and then pulling up until only the tip
of me was in him, then down again. My hands went to the back of his
head, fingers plunging into his thick hair, urging him on with my
cries. "More, Hiei, oh, Hiei... Please! More! Oh!" I cried as
the pressure built higher and higher. Suddenly, every nerve aflame,
my body stiffened, and I came, flooding his mouth with my essence.
He drank as much as he could, some dripping out the corners of his
mouth as he concentrated on me.
I collapsed under him, a heap of twitching limbs. I felt him
nuzzle my ear, nipping the lobe gently, and he whispered my name.
It sounded like the breeze rustling through the trees. He said it
like a lover. It made my heart and soul ache for him.
He kissed my lips softly, and I tasted myself on him. I
hungrily devoured him in that kiss, yearning for more, for him.
He understood.
With a swift motion, he turned me over. I felt the cold grass
under my hot stomach, and I shivered. The night air caressed me,
teasing me with an idea of what was to come.
I felt Hiei's hands slide between my thighs, languidly moving
upwards. I shivered again, this time in anticipation. He spread my
legs, and then slid his body onto mine. His hot skin warmed me and
I knew I couldn't wait until it warmed the inside of me.
I felt his fingers slide between my cheeks, lightly circling my
tight ring. I felt a finger push inside me, and I gasped at the
tightness. It had been so long since I had done this... no, I
thought, I've never done this in this body...
Hiei pushed a second finger into me, spreading me a bit, then
added a third. Pushing them into me as far as possible, he touched
something inside that sparked a feeling that I wanted to explore
more.
"Mmm.... Hiei...." I murmured.
The way I moaned his name seemed to incite him. His fingers
disappeared, to be replaced by the tip of HIM. He pressed into me
slowly, and I opened myself more for him, accepting his length.
He began to thrust slowly, lips softly kissing my back.
I felt that spark again, and the rhythmic motions that rubbed
my insides so deliciously began to fan the flame, as hot as the man
who filled me. My hips began to move with his, speeding up the
motions, the exquisite tingling moving throughout my body, from the
centre, to my toes, to my arms, to my head. I began to buck against
him, softly crying his name over and over, and I heard him yell my
name for all the world to hear, as he exploded deep inside me, his
seed filling me. With two more hard thrusts, my world was a total
riot of lights, my whole body singing in ecstasy, as I sung his
name. Hiei.
It was a beautiful dream. Ended with him coming back to my
room, sleeping beside me. My beautiful Hiei, the one I want so very
much.
I wash my hands, after giving myself a quick wash, dreading the
sheet cleaning in the morning that I'll have to do.
Darting across the hall to my room, I close the door quietly,
and go to my bed, prepared to strip it.
A figure in my bed sits up, and I freeze. Omigod...
Shuuichi... I thought he was at his friend's... I can feel the heat
creep into my face.
"What took you so long?" A soft, deep voice asks.
"Hiei?"
"Who else did you expect? The Easter Bunny? Boing boing. Get
over here," he commands me. "I'm lonely."
"Hiei," I smile.
Who needs dreams when you have the reality?
All character copyright of the author of Yu Yu Hakusho.
All story content copyright 1997 Michiru