By: Bejiita-chan
Prince Bejiita: And so it began, the years of my life went down the drain to the middle of the core of hell, as I stood there, weeping, wanting to at least see my Otoochan once again. But no, he wouldn�t have it. He took me away, he took me away from the life that I wanted, the life I was suppose to live, but then again he did save my life. If I were still on that planet when he, Freeza, burned it to the universe, I would be died with my people.
Fifth teen tormenting years of pain, absolute solitary, and there was nothing I could do about it. We found that Radditzu lived and came to Freeza with us: Nappa and myself. How little did he know that he was going to give his soul to a devil of hell? Mercy never came on the line of Freeza�s empty organs. I wish I could just dream it all away. But it still haunts me, still circles through my mind. Spinning slowly enough for me to Think and focus on.
So soon it goes away when I see the luminous face of the lower class saiya-jin. Kakarotto has a nag for taking me back to the real world, and not the past. He knows when I meditate on the pain. He says there is something in my eyes. It could be tears he is noticing, for I have only cried in front of his presence. Unfortunately, the baka knows too well of me, maybe because I express myself too much to him. He knows, especially, how to get around to me and lower me down to him. Pity is the keyword. Pity is all I ever gotten in my life, not power, not royalty, not even the damn thing humans call love. Oh, but yes, I have to remember the human mate of mine that I so regret till this day to ever touch.
It was NOT love, I can a sure you that. Maybe it WAS called passion, but there was no love coming from me. I have to admit, the human woman seemed to be a caring thing, and useful tool to have around. It was different actually having someone to care for you instead of you on the other end. I liked it; maybe I liked it too much. I took my pleasure beyond the limits into living a lie again. All I have ever done was to make mistakes and wait till the very end to get what I wanted. What I wanted from the woman was freedom. I never had experience the privilege to actually have something that was mine, all mine. The human mate claimed that she was mine, but I did not want her, I wanted more.
I cannot explain my urge for more, but I think what I wanted was power. I guess through my veins of pride helped me believed that I should be the one capable doing anything and everything I wanted. Though, ichi-nin was still there that would not bow to his Kami. Kakarotto is use to obeying rules of sort, but is he willing to obey his ruler? His Kami-sama? His prince? I was curious to resolve this lil conflict by examples. It was actually humorous to watch Kakarotto adapting to me giving him orders, sometimes I think he liked it more than I did. Supposedly, he thought I was happy, for I was, and that is why he enjoyed my smiles. He always told me I have a wonderful smile, though I cannot seem to know why he says that and those kinds of cuddle remarks to me. I do not feel comfortable with them; I feel my cheeks turning into a burning red every, single time he does it. Though I still smirk at the end.
So soon the thought of Bulma erases from my mind and concentrates directly on Kakarotto. Someday, hopefully, I will find a way to tell my human that I do not have this love for her. This love belongs to a saiya-jin of my own kind. My blood boils every time I see his beautiful face. He knows I�ll fall on my knees for him, but he still plays submissive to me. He treats me as the prince am I meant to be. He gives me more than I offer. He knows I love him so�
Son Gokou: The sweet sound on the birds singing in the wind. I love the nature around me. I grew up on this little planet thinking that it was full of never ending adventures, and I wanted to do them all. A curious little chibi I was, funny and that too. I never looked down just up, up to the heavens to where my ojiisan is. And boy, lookin� for those dragonballs sure where a hell of a time! Though, Bulma was kinda loud, still is. But the weird thing was I never thought of myself to be different from anyone else. Really I thought everyone had a tail at one point, I mean, look at all the animals, most of them had tails and so did I. Funny logic I thought of when I was so high, heh. Still I like to look back on it and remember just how fun Ojiisan really said life was.
Then after then fun comes the work. My dear old brother brought the work upon my friends and me. Then came Nappa, then �Gita, and then Freeza, the one who was the worst outta all of them. Though, �Gita wasn�t a burden in my heart, more like he filled in a hole in there. He gave me more out looks and more reasons than just one. And just to let you know, the first time I looked at him, right into his eyes, I could tell him and me were going farther, more than just fighting, more than just enemies. He wouldn�t leave me now, now that he finally saw me. I could just go into his mind and see that he saying the exact same thing: �Kakarotto is strong and powerful, and I will not give up on him.� Giving up he didn�t. Actually, I gave into him! Funny isn�t it? Vegita is so mysterious and powerful I just can�t help but smile at him and kiss up to him. I�m pretty sure he likes the neko act, but I think he�ll like it more if I call him Prince or Kami-sama, or maybe even Master? Hmmm� Notions ne? Heh, oh but I do love it when he TRIES to ignore my puppy dog eyes, then he looks over to me, smirks, motions me to come to him, I come then his tail runs up and down my back and he shares a gentle kiss. Oh� so romantic! I just can�t help to smile at his beautiful eyes, gorgeous body, strong build up. For a little man, he does have a big personality. Many corner and angles to it, and guess what! I know every twist and turn to it too! I�m so sneaky, I know just how to get under Vegita�s skin and make my way to his heart. He doesn�t like it when I do this, but I do! I think itz funny!
I have never felt this way and brag on and on bout my relationship when I was with Chi-Chi. Chi-Chi was always too serious, she tricked me into marrying her, and then taking advantage of me to have Gohan-kun. Though I love my son, I wish Chi-Chi wouldn�t have done that to me. But itz partly my fault as well, I�m way too nice. I allowed her, but I didn�t like it, and she knew it too. Thatz why I left her and came obsessed with the little prince. Not so obsessed I stalk him everyday, but more like in love. He was too priceless to give away. I knew he didn�t love Bulma; we had an affair when he was with her. Thankfully, he gave her away soon after he found out what love was and that I had it for him. Now we can never be separated. Just the way I like it! Ojiisan is proud of me I bet! I hope he can send down one of his cherry blossoms signs to me one of my long, happy days with my Prince!