FANFIC BY: Bejiita-chan
SONG: �Kiss From A Rose�
(Seal) 1994
INTRO:
ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
The first time we fought, the first night that I slept thinking of another sexually instead of my wife, the first time we shared an educated conversation. First time for everything�
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ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
Ba ya ha ya ah ah ah ah ah ba ba ya ya
ha ah ah ah ah ah ah
When I wanted and had the chance to kill you, I choked, and never came back to the thought of what I should have done. I never questioned pathetic emotions of love, but I did question my hate for you. I did not know if it was real or I was just kidding myself, but some how you knew� you knew everything�
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ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
Nothing I could have done would change the way you felt for me. Even if I begged for forgiveness, for something I had no intentions of doing, you would just �hrmph� at me and simply walk away. Jealousy, I suppose, was what you were capable of staring at me with, but why would you be jealous of me? I have nothing you want, need, desire. I have a wife, and you have a wife, I have a son, and you have a son. Maybe, just maybe, you gain these people to claim your own on purpose or to satisfy your own desires. What are your desires, Bejiita? I would like to know�
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ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
Ba ya ha ya ah ah ah ah ah ba ba ya ya
ha ah ah ah ah ah ah
You could never understand my so call desires. You would never change things either. Your petty hands cannot mold my life into how I could ever �desire� it to be. You�re nothing. You�re a toy, just a toy. A toy of pleasure, heroism, and� and yet, I still cannot understand why I cannot let you go. Days, months, maybe even years I can set you free from the obsession in my mind. But there�s no time limit to desires, if you want to keep faith in me, please, do believe. And so, you ask me, what are my desires? Well now, if I told you it, it wouldn�t be a desire any more.
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There used to be a graying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
I use to be alone in war, battle, schemes, but you came into my life. You were a light, which brighten the pity inside of me. You were, and still are, the healing drug of my wounds, wounds of mockery, hypocrites, and abuse.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.
And so my Prince I sing you a song, a lullaby that will enchant me to your heart. Just a phrase or two that was made for you. Will you listen?
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray.
...Kiss from a rose on the gray.
Are you listening yet? Can you feel, taste, and hear what I am wanting from you, my prince?
Ooh,
The more I get of you,
Ooh...................
Stranger it feels, yeah. (L)
May I touch you? May I feel you? May I be someone or something to you?
And now that your rose is in bloom. (L)
A light hits the gloom on the gray. (L)
Kiss? The first kiss, the first touch, the first taste. There was a first time for everything� let�s begin a second.
ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
Ba ya ha ya ah ah ah ah ah ba ba ya ya
ha ah ah ah ah ah ah
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There is so much a man can tell you,
..there....................woa...
So much he can say.
there's so much inside.
Where shall I begin? I cannot tell you, I cannot speak, I cannot even gesture the emotions that run my body. My flesh, my blood, oh kami, my mind� spins, spins around in circles. Cornering my faults, my mistakes, my grief.
You remain,
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby (L)
Hissing, pleasurably to myself, trying to get the feeling of you on me. Come to me now, my own. You remain mine, I am your prince, and you belong to me. We are the same creatures, not humans. Do not mate with a human! Mate with me, come with me� take my hand
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny� yeah. (L)
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
Ah, then the madness comes along: my obsession with you. Do you really think I was knowledge of your strength when I had a body to drool over? Smirking always help to hint to you that I admired your innocence. Just like a child, and yet, such a deadly child in war. Fight me Kakaroto, fight the urge of want in your blood. I dare you�
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Enchanting me? Oh, my dear Kakaroto, You may enchant me all you wish, for I have BEEN enchanted by you already. But are you under MY spell yet? No? Then listen�
Baby,
I've...
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray.
been.............. kissed from a rose on the gray.
Come on, hear me, talk to me. Let me know that you are truthfully listening.
Ooh, the more I get of you
...ooh...........the..
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels, ...yeah.
So I finally know what you want, eh? Pity, you do not know yet the real question.
Now that your rose is in bloom. (L)
A light hits the gloom on the gray, (L)
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I've been kissed by a rose on the gray,
...I've been.......................I've...
So may I kiss you? May I feel you on me? Please tell me my prince! I cannot no longer wait for you.
I've been kissed by a rose (L)
...been kissed by a rose on the gray.
You know how impatient I am. You know that I want you more than anything, more than life even!
I've been kissed by a rose on the gray,
...I've been.......................I've...
...And if I should fall, at all
I risk my life decades beyond decades for you. Only you. My sons as well, but you? Kami, you drive me insane! I left my physical possessions for you, now will you sacrifice for me? Only me? Am I the only one?
I've been kissed by a rose (L)
...been kissed by a rose on the gray
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There is so much a man can tell you,
..there....................woa...
So much he can say.
there's so much inside.
What can a man say? You will, and have, given a prince what ever he desired. Oh, but Kakaroto, do you even know what the real question is? Do you want to know? Do you wish to feed on me, and me alone?
You remain
you.......
My power, my pleasure, my pain. (L)
Submit. Be submissive to me. Beg for me, tell me you desire me, you want me. Come on Kakaroto, you know that you are the source of my power, you give me pleasure, and you cause me pain in the process. But that just makes my hunt more challenging. I love a good challenge.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah (L)
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
If submission is not in your plan to win me over, then I will force you to submit to me, your prince, your Lord. And do you know why force is the only way? Do you have a single clue Kakaroto? It is because I have waited, desired and wanted you for too long. I will have you, I must have you� I DO have you.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
So remember my dear saiya-jin, listen, listen to the words that I say and especially listen to your own.
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Baby,
I've...
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray.
been.............. kissed from a rose on the gray.
Yes my prince, I have been kiss from a rose. A rose that is the color blood, deadly with its thorns of revenge, but yet, so beautiful and pure of love for me� just for me.
Ooh, the more I get of you
...ooh...........the..
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels.
Even so, I still cannot understand why, why hatred instead of love? Why show hate instead of compassion, or at least companionship. Tell me my prince, whisper it into me ear. Fill me with knowledge, I want to learn.
Now that your rose is in bloom, (L)
A light hits the gloom on the gray. (L)
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Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray
I've..........been kissed from a rose on the gray.
And so I bow, bow at the accomplishment of enchanting you with my spiteful, but yet, loving plan of lusting you full. Getting you to a submissive state and begging for my touch. I smile, oh how I smile at you, my Kakaroto.
Ooh, the more I get of you
...ooh...........the..
Stranger it feels, yeah
stranger it feels. ...yeah.
But yet, I can never let you go. Oh kami, not yet, not till you say the words. Tell me them, say them loud and clear, like how water falls onto a rose�s pedal. The smell of rain in your mane and I savor it, the smell, the touch, oh the taste!
And now that your rose is in bloom (L)
aah-ee-aah...
A light hits the gloom on the gray (L)
aah-ee-aah...
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ba da ba da da da ah ya ya
ba da da da ba ba ee ah
Ba ya ya ba ba de ba da da da ah ya ya
Smirking, I admit. Yes, I am capable of being submissive. Heh, my smirk turns into a smile and yet, you smile back. Now I know, I understand fully. Oh Bejiita, you have loved me, and you DO love me. I love you even more my prince! You do not know how much I love running to your safety, just to satisfy myself, to say at least, to touch you. And I jump at the name �Kakaroto� because I know that your lustful voice will be calling it out. What a wonderful feeling to experience. Over joy I am, enjoying the pleasing moments of my prince and I. There is first time for everything, then comes seconds, oh but Bejiita�is the room for thirds?
Now that your rose is in bloom, (L)
A light hits the gloom on the gray. (L)