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| CHAPTER ONE |
| January 7, 2002 It's the first day of my class. well, i won't say as usual, i already made a promise... no not promise 'cause that's meant to be broken, i made a commitment not to be LATE again... anyway I wasn't very late this time, not like before... The professor well, that's not what i want to talk about! After my third and last subject of the day I've had my duty...It's 5pm and I wanna go home now. 10:30pm, Haaaay, thank God my sis is finished with the computer so continuing my story. a little traffic as I went home, and i took advantage of the trip, sarap matulog sa sasakyan eh...hmmmm.... I reached home almost 6:00 pm, not bad. I thought the weather is cold, and it makes me want to sleep so after i had my supper, i went straight my room and rest. What am I doing? As if someone will have the interest of reading this! hahahah. Okay I just want to have fun. This doing is something I can look back after maybe a year or so, when I'm working or been so caught up with my married life. I wonder what would I be then. Am I still the same old me? Well, time would only tell |
| January 8, 2002 Grabeh panahon... The sun's up, but I feel cold. Got stomach ache pa. I have to get up and rush to the CR at 4 am in the morning, eh, I wouldn't care to wake that early! Puyat ako, I slept last night around 12:30am, listening to my sister's conversation in the phone. Lakas ng boses! Anyways, I thought my stomach is aching, so I decided to sleep na lang till 10:30 am cause I don't feel well, but actually should be at school @ 8:30 for my duty. My class starts at 1pm BUT to set the record straight! Damn, I was late again! What is the matter with me?!?hahahaha... I don't like my get-up, today. I'm not comfortable. I want to go back home and change clothes. But what am I going to wear? I don't have much on my cabinet. I'm more into shirt and pants, but sometimes I thought I gotta wear something sometimes. Why does it ever matter--what I wear? I'm going to school to learn, not to model whatever is it i'm wearing. Oh how I wish those people I'll come pass by have their eyes closed, so they won't see me at all. Or could be that I can buy the nearby store an "invisibling-drink"; so no one would ever notice my presence. |
| January 9, 2002 Hmmm, guess what I'm late again! I'm freezing to cold. I almost didn't take a bath, and if that happened, I'm gonna have to hate myself afterwards. Maybe next time, I will entitle this thing "My Battle Against Lateism." Nothing interesting happened today. Only that I have to survive a little ";articulation"; against my ";boss"; for taking too much time out, rather than managing the computer laboratory. I got worried. She said, she would have given me a memo. If that's so, this would be my first time to be fired from my first job! Huh! Pleeeez! What to do next? I feel like dancing again! But I don't dance. I can't dance. But heck! What iz dance? As long as you can wiggle your bon-bon, it's still dancing, right? And I want to do that, wiggle my butt, and jiggy on dancing! I'm going to do it in my room, so no one can see how awkward I can be at times. |
| January 11, 2001 Hey. You didn't skip 10, I really didn't write anything yesterday. I was tired. I went home at seven and want to sleep. I've seen Lord of the Rings, and that's yesterday. It's the First Show. I met with my classmates as early as 9am, cause I thought I can still catch my 1pm class after watching. However, I wasn't able to do it since the movie starts at 10:40 and will end at 1:40. It's 3 hours long. And so okay, I enjoyed the movie but I feel bad about not attending my class. Why, it's my first time to cut class. It is my choice so I can't blame anyone, specially myself. I can make up to it! Today, is of course, My Birthday! Need I remind other people to greet me. It's important to me, it's one of the things I enjoyed paying attention, it feels great. Specially from those people whom you never thought would say 'Hapi Bday to you'. Well, that's the way it is. Forced or be surprised. I want to treat my friends but the problem is of course economics, and lack of confidenc. I mean will do it no matter what if I really liked to, but afraid of the after-effects. Someday maybe when I'm working and earning big, I would love to celebrate my birthday with my closest friends, rather than visitors (which will happen tonight) You know, whatever that means. I like new things, fresh ideas, and unusual situations. But of course that depends. I think the best description for that is adventure. I'm happy with what I've chosen, of what is happening in my life, but I don't want to stop there. I'm going to do them all! |
| CHAPTER TWO |
| I'm 19. I'm getting older. Yoko pa! But that's the way it is. I forgot to register my name for this May's election. But anyway, next time.... I don't know what to write except that I have to. I want to. I will write (or type). January 18, 2002 2:30pm I'm here on computer lab 3, killing my time, attending my duty, they'll pay me! Okay?!? Just this day I received my check. 1,016 pesos... for my half-month sacrifices. 4:50pm I'm modifying my webpage, again. I decided to display my picture, since last night. It still scares me, but what the heck, you know. It's just a picture. And it's just me. January17, 2002 It's Thursday... Nothing big today. Sisters, patoto chips and chat, at our room. I like this--ordinary days. Laughing and giggling, reminiscing. Someday, we will move out from that apartment. Praise God! January 16, 2002 9:30pm I'm tired and I want to sleep now. I enjoyed making Haiku. You can find an example of it at the left side of the page. We had an activity in our World Literature class, and that is to compose our own haiku. We were three, with Jean and Margie. Maybe I'm going to make some more...and put it here. January 15, 2002 4:45pm After my Duty I wanna go home! waaaaaaaaaaa! walang masakyan! 7:14pm I hooked on the net-chat. I really thought it's such a waste of time. But I liked it! It's almost my favorite hobby. I got a little addicted since I discover, I'm beginning to make friends, and have good chat with different kind of people. Although I know how easy it is to hoax what those chatters tell, anyway, it's just a chat! And I enjoyed it! January 14, 2002 Not much for today. I wish I have someone to kulit with. I deserved it! Hehehe... So back to business, to my resort. My notes. My worrrld. January 13, 2002 At the Church. I'm a King (or Queen)! I like what the message today. I always thought the same thing. I mean I thought in all our walks in life should we always have in mind that, the God who reigns on high is our God, our Father, our everything, and if only we accept His goodness in us, we will never be in want, not at all. Act like a King, think like a King, and speak like a King!! I'm going to Baguio this Holy Week. I am joining the camp. Nothing, I'm just a little excited. I missed the place. January 12, 2002 Yesterday was my birthday. And so? Well, I just don't want it end. Haaay... I want the greetings and stuff. The celebration. I didn't even have my ideal celebration! But that was just my idea, I never had the initiative. Anyway I was happy, my family was there, richard called, cherry texted, the rest were home, some friends too.... I wish that day, it'll never end so I always have other reason to be glad. At the Negros Gathering. I never had the chance to formally tell them, Thank you for making me who I am now. In short, thanks for making marks on my life. I'm so loyal. Not really, it's like I am taking care of a treasure in that place. I still don't know what that treasure is but I believe it's something precious. I'll be there whenever you need me. I will wait till you look at me! Hahahahah... DO NOT READ THIS PART: Hmmm... You don't want to read this... But what are you doing? You are not going to read this! Stop it! Stop it! Don't reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeead!!!! I'm warning you... If you don't stop, I'll come and take you with me in this computer. My hand will grab you and grasp you in all my might and bring you here inside. Well, now, what are you doing? What are you doing? You're still reading, I knew it! Don't let me catch you. Stop now! You think I can't do it? Huh? You think, you'll finish my stuff? Well, I preparing now, ready to break the screen so I will reach you! Wait, you wait! You're still reading. What the- Do not give me that smile, 'cause I'm going to do it! I will rub off your face and delete you! Kulit mo! |
| CHAPTER THREE |
| February 27, 2002 Whew! Time just passed by, so fast, two days and it will be March. On the other hand, I liked it too, because I wanted to finish school asap and work so I can earn my own money. Oh well, dreams came creeping again. Patience, patience. I just wanted to help make our world a better world to live on, Today was a good day for me. I am most happy to receive that grade in my Term's favorite subject. It is high. The thing for me is the trust that is in there. Again, somebody believed my potential. It encourages me to do better. I don't want to live so lazy and useless like how my family think so. I am not being dramatic or whatever, I like this challenge they are giving me. It's 6:35pm here at school, I think I should go home now, my duty here at comp lab is finish. And besides I want to change what I am wearing, for again, I don't like it. Haha. I should make myself more presentable BY well...geee... I need a diet! Alright alright, I will. February 25, 2002 Today, I came to visit my pamangkin Richel Beatrix. She's so cute and so little and so sensitive, I'm afraid to hold her. When we went there with my mom, and my sister and my brother, all we said was "Matangkad 'to"; That is because everyone of us seems so concerned whether she will be taller than her parents -- my brother and his wife -- because they aren't tall, they're short. So she shouldn't inherit that height, we all wish that. Two days of very adventurous time for me. Last Saturday, I should be at school for our make-up class with my very important professor and then later at noon, with my other classmates, end up having lunch with her... unusual, specially from her kind, her excellency, it's a pleasure for us. After that, someone texted me. Until now I still feel a little awkward having accepted her invitation for an EB. It's not my thing really.... Well, I'm avoiding the fact that I do. And so we saw each other there. Anyway I am meeting girls not guys because that's worse for me. It end up well to my judgement. I don't know if they even like me at all after that meeting. Ah basta! And then that same day also was my Mock Interview for our OJT seminar. What is wrong with me?!? I meant I should have made myself more presentable, a lot even. My mom confirmed it. Okay....I will be next time that's a promise. It was Sunday afternoon. Pity on me I did not go to church. But I did go to our community service, it's very far. We cleaned the cribs, for reason that I don't want to elaborate anymore. It was very tiring. And then it didn't finish there. After that that torture, I have to rush to my friends' place because I will be their daughter's Ninang. I will be a Godmother. I was late but they knew I will be so no need for my explanation. I forgot to buy a gift but I gave some money to compensate on it, and promise that next time. Promises, promises.... February 14, 2002 Happy Valentines too! Goshings... what a cliche.... Hearts, Flowers, balloons, Red.... and I am sour-graping, heheheh. Of course I am just kidding. I don't care a bit. February 8, 2002 What should I write? Oh yeah, grabe I was sick, and it was painful I almost didn't go to school because I just can't, it aches! Okay, so there's no sense giving all the details since I won't tell it anyway. And so I arrived late because I thought I really can't make it but then I gathered my feet and rode the first jeep that stopped our house. It was difficult for me. I have to be girly and feminine all the while. But the good thing really is that I managed to do what I had to do. I have suffered the pain yet I was able to conquer it! I am so glad it came to pass. February 3, 2002 I just missed this page. I am trying to keep up with my new online journal, but this is just unforgettable. I think I will have to maintain this one too. I hate my cellphone. Sometimes it's not working, and GRRR, I want to throw it away! I should buy another one. But I don't have any money. It's important. January 21, 2002 I get up late so I arrived late for my class today. and GRRRRR! January 20, 2002 Why is it that I wanted to call the people I wanted to call me, even if I know they won't call me. And if they called, what's the reason. Well, that person called, but I wasn't home. I went to church. Oh, I missed that place. How I wish, it didn't happen that way. Even from the start. But it happened. And some people want it back, I am one of them. The memories kept creeping my head. What if, what if. But it's already a fact and I realized how I should live with it, not for its form but for its true essence. What am I talking about? It's something I want, but I won't push it. I've learned my independence, my detachment, about the thing, and found it rather comfortable. Forget it! The fact that somebody missed me, made my day, my day! Januray 19, 2002 I don't know where to begin... Today I've attended the CS training. Should be 8 am to 12pm, but I arrived at the school at 10am. Anyway, so much for that. I had a day. I decided to go out with some friends. We were four; me, Donna, Margie, Gina. Ako ang taya. Just thought about it, trip lang. We had a great fun! So after that I went home, a little tired. I miss the chat-room. What do these people are doing? and all... At around 8pm we were in Negros. Well, I really never wanted it like that. Depressing, I can't feel hallucination. And I hate it! I don't wan it! Why?? Why did it have to be that way? I love those which in that box! I had my favorites, and love. Ones I can't forget. But then I'll have to wait till the stars shine bright above. |
| CHAPTER FOUR |
| March 14, 2002 I joined that early morning jogging which my sister Ankang had been promoting to me since lastweek. It was a youth activity of our church. It was fun...actually I needed much of it because I need to lose weight. Besides it's good for health. March 13, 2002 See I know this will come when it's time to celebrate the good-byes. So we went to my sister's house to have a little get together, though we with my family were the only one eating there, 'cause it's almost midnight so it's expected they already stuffed themselves. In about 5 hours they are leaving now. Happy trip! God bless you! My own time will come... March 10, 2002 I'm starting to get sad about this flying things lately. There's my sister and her hubby, and my two or three friends getting out of the country. It's like I don't want them to go, because I wanted to go too! Laughs! No, seriously I've always been like that since younger. Departure of someone makes me really really sad that it makes me cry. But not now anymore....I've changed a little. I made a tactic on how I can avoid such a sad moment. What is it? I've decided not to care about it anymore. That's what they like then do it. I don't want to hinder their happiness. You hurt me, I will hurt you too. Hah! Tooth-for-a-tooth and an eye-for-an-eye. I will hurt you even before you do it to me.... Not a good way to solve things out but it's my last resort. All's fine with me, so that should be the case for you too. See, that's what I fear sometimes... when I start to become stubborn. March 6, 2002 At school, we watched that Sleepy Hollow film... and SO?? Hahahah!! Nothing remarkable happened today, well I went home to Laguna again and I rest there my little addiction. They have it....But I know it will be very soon be gone just like at home in Manila. So I didn't limit myself, I've drinked up to the last drop then I went to bed. March 5, 2002 Oh no no. How do I live without you? I discovered that our internet connection was cut off. I've been addicted to it and I don't know how will I get over with it if it's already gone...huhuhu. I was addicted to it. But I am trying my very best not to, but I am. Waaaaaah! I know what will they (my parents, brothers and sisters) say now, "Haha, no more internet for Jen-jen" Sheesh! What will I do? Or should I do something. Maybe I would just buy prepaid cards to access the net. Yes, it's my new Problem......... Last night I went to sleep at my brother's house in Laguna. What a nice place! Nice, because it's not like our house or apartment that is never clean and too small for us. My brother's place is a quiet place, conducive to those who wanted to appreciate a peaceful environment. Like me. March 4, 2002 Everywhere I go, I just love watching. Do these people think that I was thinking about what they are thinking? Hihihihi. Confusing huh? Anyways, today was fine, not much happened. I've been thinking about something since yesterday. At times, why do I tend to become so reclusive? Like I have this attitude of detaching myself from things going on. Not all the time really, there are just moments when it happens. It's like when, you're pretending to not to like something eventhough you dreadfully yearn for it. Pakipot it is. So, well I end up dead and unnoticed. But it doesn't mean that I don't like the thing, more like, I am shy about expressing my longing for it. WELL THAT'S ME. Some people just don't know how to handle such situations, maybe due to low self-esteem and self-confidence and afraid to be rejected. So resistant to being recognized, if it'll be so because you think it requires something in the end, or the worse if you'll fall short of not attending to their expectations. -phew!- Well, I still have to confirrm it, I'll try my best to get over it and show how this Jen works. March 3, 2002 Long busy day.... Gash I need to get up early even though I slept very very late last night, At 9:30 am I have to be in the Church to take video for its fifth year anniversary gathering. It was alright, I manage to do it properly and it was my pleasure to do it. Then at 12 I have to go for our community service. It went well. We had an activity with those little monsters. Those kids of 3-5 ages were so out of control! I could have whipped them. But nope, they were so innocent in their own ways. Though it was very taxing, you know the playing and all, I would say it was fun. Like getting back in my childhood days. I've always been that playful like running around, climbing anywhere like a monkey. I got bigger, it's not anymore like it was for me. March 2, 2002 11:00 p,.m. GRRR.... my brother just pisses me off! I hate it when he does that. He knew I am getting mad about him and he's still not stopping. And he does it like louder his voice so my mom would hear it and then my mom would come and interfere. Well, this are some of the times I really really hate, days I try to make myself used to, days I try to stretch my patience about. Hump! Anyway I am a very very understanding person, just that sometimes I turn to my surly acts making myself being irrational. I'll get over it. A while ago we went with my mom to Laguna and we visited Bea my pamangkin. She's getting cuter this time. I wonder how she'll look on the coming days. We rode a bus to get there and you know how much I love that... travelling and all. March 1, 2002 Last night, I was feeling tired and stressed so I never had a chance to be with my computer because I was dizzy and so I gave in to my good night sleep. Friday mornig, I was late at my first class, but it has been a long time since I've been this very late so I think it's just fine besides the teacher just had us watch this documentary film about the Middle Age Crusades. It made me wanna sleep again. Not a goody news I only got 2 for his subject. So I have to get up and show how smart I am. And then there's my corny next class teacher. She does things like making fun of some things and it was so...huh! I don't know I just wanted to show courtesy so I laugh at them too. And then I only get 2.5 from her? That's one of the thing I hate about teachers when they only see what they want to see and not the things they should see--the things I am showing them. Not like my Miss next class teacher here. This one's a genius. She just hit it off the class. And she gave me 3.5 not what I expected really for she is so strict with the grades. High standard. But I did it and... wow... I'm happy, that's it. "You do not prove something which is already true, only those which are false. What a very nice quotation! This great teacher I was talking about, liked it too. What more can I say, a literature teacher confirmed it. |
| CHAPTER FIVE |
| April 15, 2002 It's April, flabbergasting! Whew! I'm happy, I have nothing to mind now about my school, at least about a month or so. A while ago we've done our last subject exam. The only thing I would be thinking about now: What did I get?!? So anyway, I know that I know that I know that I've done what I think is my best. All I have to do now is to wait... @_@ In case you're asking what is that for, it's like my eyes, big..and weary... Actually, I have so many things to fix yet, This vacation, I plan to have my OJT, on the job training. I stillll don't know where to do that. I've sent my resume and cover letter through my friend, for the Indonesian Embassy.... Well, a little waiting again about that. I'm starting to like that, waitings and all. Yesterday, me and my mom were listening to this preacher at the Church, well, it practically talked about that waiting thing. Like, everything has its own perfect timing. Sometimes you can apply that to things when you think God is not listening to you and you're just tired waiting and waiting and waiting.... Well, what it's really trying to say is that, maybe, MAYBE, you're not prepared to have His answer, so certain tests or circumstances are there for you to meet, so when it's time comes you don't have to worry, or be panicky..... Nice, Eh?!? I appreciate that thought you know. I always like going to that church, but it's a little far from our home. So I often attend to the neighborhood Church. It's great one too. Sorry if I seem shallow about giving reasons, well, whenever I gave shallow rationale, often times I do that to cover up my bigger thoughts. I become very very careless on giving much so you would often find me lying or joking about it. That's why most people around me, find me not serious rather. Hmm. So, as I was saying a little while ago, we with my groupmates at the CS (community service) were talking about finishing our CS documentation project. We're almost done, just this thing that's delaying the real completion. It's that certification. I don't want to take it yet, first because it isn't complete. Second, I don't want it unless it's complete. I want all our names in my group actually written in that certificate, and yet the social worker is just not cooperating, trying to be strict when he don't even have to! Like, we were felons trying to convince him of our innocence. Ughh! I just hate that sort of people! But anyway, some people are just like that. so glad my mom was able to fix it. I asked her to talk to that social worker. So...we were told to come back there with everything done. My mom is a wicked talker. haha..well, she broke to me that she introduced herself a lawyer of some sort, evidently they were terrified to know even if it's not true. CRAZY..?? |
| In case you wonder how come I never updated my entries, it's just because I was lazy! anyway, here's for my newest DIARY. July 31, 2002 It's July 31. Katapusan! Tomorrow is another month. la lng... The time is getting faster and faster!! And yet I feel I'm getting slower and slower. Wow, a nice saying! What do you want? What do I want? What do you want, Jen? HAHAHAHA! Tsk tsk tsk...I am so hopeless. Poor me, I don't know what I want. A while ago, I was asked by my classmate and friend about what I would want when she gets back from abroad. Uhh...'what did I say' huh?? I said the most impossible and until now I just couldn't understand myself for not being true (to myself)! July 19, 2002 Today is Friday! I am now at the computer lab 6, doing SA! I wish I am somwhere else, spending, but enjoying! weeeew!!! (give a round of applause!) Haay... well, I am full, I ate Paotsin--this popular dimsum here at CSB. I promised to get rid of it but then promises, as they say, are meant to be broken. And I am also feeling sleepy...See, I slept at about 4 o'clock in the morning and woke up at about 8. I didn't get enough sleep, just as usual. *YAWN* Last Monday, it was Tating's birthday, and it's also the election day (I didn't vote 'cause I forgot or could be worse, to register). No classes until the next day 16th. That day I decided to push my plan to hang out with Chelo at the Podium. (Hmm...now I am being specific on my description... I should stop). It was one extravaggant place, I never planned to spend my money of almost 300 pesos just for my food for "dinner"! And Chelo spent a hundred more than mine. Impractical! And untimely! And unusual! But then, I am open to this kind of reality...so to speak. And what matters, we were happy as a bee!!! July 11, 2002 I checked my e-mailbox awhile ago, glad to find out that Margie has something. Yes, missed her.....for one, her get-ups. Today, was rough for me. I know it's my fault. I was so wrong to have crammed. It's been like my attitude that I'll never be able to finish something if I don't cram. I hate it though, but it's always been the pattern. Why? I wonder. Is cramming the answer to all unfinished works??? Ironic. A while ago I was feeling down because of that project I have in my one subject. I was able to finish it but wasn't able to pass it. Thanks for my friends who heard my melancholy, I needed someone to talk to. There's this test of personality....I kindda like my results... Title was "Hue are you?" YELLOW ORANGE BROWN: You're a Troubleshooter You're the one who makes sure that everything is working, whether it has to do with the lives of friends or with something mechanical. You have the ability to see the needs of others and understand just what you are capable of doing to help. When you are committed and loyal to someone, you help him or her recognize their strengths. The passionate you requires a flexible, unconfining environment so that you can review all the facts before you arrive at an answer. You allow solutions to unfold without imposing you own will or agenda. The centered you forges plans that work. You gain the sharp vision to see which ideas have value and which do not. When all is quiet within, you home in on the best use of your energy. The emotional you avoids asking what's missing. Novel adventures seem to appear. Honor you forbidden thoughts. They are merely signposts to exciting new paths you nee to follow. Try yours too...click here July 3, 2002 well...now? i feel hungry, haven't had dinner yet. i am actually waiting for gina, told her that we'll go home together since we're almost neighbors. it'll only take about 20-minute walk or 10-minute run from my house going to her house. anyway i am supposed to be in a class this night but the professor is absent. and i don't like it for some reason like how i had to pay huge for this kind of happening. i don't want mama to worry about me being not able to go home early at night...though i'm old enuf... well! gina is here! June 25, 2002 I am here in the laboratory of computers again....Working. My class resumed last June 3 and so as my Job here as a student assistant. And the rate per hour went higher so good news for me. SO anyway, how's my day? Well, I had a great day. I woke up on the right side of the bed. As I open my eyes, I am excited of what God has in store for me. Oh life! Such Fun! Is something changed? A lot! I have been more appreciative about all the goings, lately. I don't know but some people just can't stop influencing you. You learn a lot and you grow from them. Am I this old already?!? I'm nineteen, and I can see just how time passes by so better enjoy every minute of it. Maybe that's what I've been...enjoying every minute. I don't want to miss a thing. Though, I did miss a lot of things. But it doesn't matter. Why, I am personable suddenly. Just like an eagle who just learned how to fly. Like, upon learning, I thought everything was achievable. But also, just like a newby, times when I also feel that lack of confidence, the doubt, and fear. My greatest adversary? Laziness, still. How many times do I tell myself to always pray and humble myself before Him. It's as important as breathing. Good thing I am trying to work this out on me. I will not elaborate more on these. Let them speak for themselves. Yes, this makes me happy! May 24, 2002 Yeah...huge blank there huh... I was busy...I was disconnected for 2 whole months... my vice is distracted...grrr... anyway....here i'm back! i am currently, actually in the department of foreign affairs (DFA) doing my OJT. I started since May 7. Not so long time ago, but it's been a long time. It was never my plan to stay and consume my 300 hours here. Because I've heard things.... But now, I would say I am enjoying...and learning a lot, A LOT... Yes, my education is applied... I mean, I can apply my course here. Those things, you know, projects we do, they're here, stacked... resolutions, reports, conventions, AND there were a lot of them....I never even bother to read them all because that's not why I am here....haha...I went to go online...just a little...I'm gonna read some of them, of course those I am interested with only. And so I'm like in the place where I can access things I never thought was easy... I hope it will last since I am active at school...so I decided to stay...a while longer.... Though, I would still want to experience job trainings from the Senate or Embassy... I don't know what to do first.... Silence I am working my way up the stairs. but I want it quiet... RING!!! My sister was telling me to still be active in this highest occupation...wonder what that is... Ow, Alright! Okay! I will, I promise...actually I do want to just that this attitude of timidity, well, it's there. I'll wait till they ask... |
| CHAPTER SIX |
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