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ISSUE #53 AUGUST - OCTOBER 2007
editorial
Welcome to the third issue of the OGT for 2007. It’s
hard to believe that we’re more than half way through the year, but it’s
nice that it’s no longer dark by 5pm and I’m hoping that the worst of
the winter weather is now behind us.
This issue of the OGT includes a tribute to Heather
Martin, a member of our community who passed away recently. Heather was a
very talented mental health nurse, scholar, artist, partner and friend.
The OGT extends its deepest sympathy to Heather’s family and friends,
especially her partner Pat.
There’s quite a focus here on youth within our
community. PFLAG South has recently established a support group for
queer/LGBT and questioning youth under 18 years of age. The group meets
monthly and is supervised by PFLAG members. There’s more information
about this on Page 5 of the paper. At the same time a new position
working with and for queer youth has been established by UniQ Otago -
Queer Youth Community Liaison – and this role is being filled by Dougal
Herd (see Page 5 for Dougal’s introduction and more details about the
focus and responsibilities of this new role).
In addition, one of the OGT’s feature writers, Anna
Chinn, has researched and written an extensive article about high schools
and their attitudes towards the welfare of their LGBT/queer students. As
you’ll read, this piece was sparked by an interest in .nding out whether
or not local schools have policies in relation to taking someone of the
same-sex to the school formal, but Anna decided to dig a bit deeper and
ask a few more questions. Anna’s findings are extremely interesting and
the OGT would welcome responses to this article from readers. Sometimes
of.cial policy and reality match up and sometimes they don’t, so now
that we’ve heard from the "top", so to speak, it would be
wonderful to hear from those at the "cliff face", those who are
personally affected by the policies and whether or not they’re
implemented and supported. The full article can be read on Page 6 and
there’s also details there about how to submit a response or personal
experience.
The second week of September will provide us with the
opportunity to celebrate our community and who we are. Pride Week Dunedin
will take place during 8-16 September and promises to offer a wide range
of activities. Page 8 outlines some of the events that are already
con.rmed, as well as those that were still being worked on at the time
that the paper went to print, so check it out and mark the week on your
social calendar. There’s also details there about where and when to look
out for Pride Week programmes and contact details for more information.
Organising events always takes lots of time and energy so let’s get out
there and show our support for those who are making Pride Week happen.
Until the next issue, stay safe and happy, and be proud of
who you are.
Tor Devereux, Editor
HEATHER MARTIN 1959 -
2007
A Tribute by Jane Woodham
There were so many facets to Heather; she was like a
kaleidoscope. You never knew which pattern you would see on any given day.
She had a way of relating to people that suited their need. To us
she was our friend, our playmate, someone we could share our inner child
with.
We first met Heather and Pat in 1998, not long after
arriving from London. We were living in Hamilton, and Pat and Heather had
just moved up to Whakatane from Dunedin. Cath Seeley took us to meet them
- two cool dykes up for a bit of fishing, she said. We drove there with
windscreen wipers on full in a wind that pushed the car over the centre
line. The fishing wasn’t up to much but a pattern had been set. From
then on, every time we drove to Whakatane Heather and Pat would watch the
sky darken and get the washing in and our first evening together would be
spent sitting in the lounge, huddled under colourful crochet blankets
crafted by a resident from Cherry Farm, watching the thunder and lightning
roll in over the Rangitaiki Plains. The following day, however, would
always be fine and Heather would have dreamed up a variety of things we
could do.
One day she asked if we would mind helping the family move
the cows from the farm to the run off, some 15km away. We have to cross a
railway line and SH8, she said, and the more hands the merrier. Ignorance
is bliss, and we readily agreed. Within hours we were dropped off at a
junction somewhere on the outskirts of Whakatane with instructions to not
let the cows pass at any cost. When we urbanites asked how to stop cows
they said just wave your arms up and down and say tsk tsk tsk, it’s
easy. We stood there for some time, enjoying the sun on our backs,
listening to the cicadas. When we heard the low rumble of hooves upon
metal we searched the sky for clouds but there were none. When we saw the
dark cloud of dust speeding towards us we thought it was a swarm of bees
and did nothing. Then, to our horror, around the corner of the road came
several hundred tons of dairy stock stampeding towards us. And it wasn’t
bravery that made us stand transfixed, waving our arms in the air. Just as
we were about to abandon pride and throw ourselves into a ditch, Heather’s
brother appeared on his motorbike and brought the herd to a halt, just
yards from where we stood. It was a memorable moment and a task we never
volunteered for again.
But most of the time we would go fishing. Well, Pat
and I would. We’d work out the tides, pack our gear and head off to the
harbour. There we would stand, hour after hour, drawing on our rollups,
seldom catching anything more exciting than a suntan and a stingray. Just
as we were about to wilt we’d hear a chatter of voices and Heather and
Annie would appear, resplendent in enormous sun hats Heather had dug out
from who knows where, with the Sunday papers, an egg and bacon pie and
some of her Mum’s home baking. On one such afternoon Heather told us
that she had been informed that there was a dearth of children’s
entertainers in the Bay of Plenty and that, as a consequence, she and
Annie had decided to take up clowning. So began the short but glorious
career of the famous clowning duo "Nurse Egg-matic" and
"Bumble". Pat and I would drive two colourful, if slightly
nervous, clowns to a gig, wave them goodbye and go and spend a happy hour
in the nearest fishing tackle shop. Returning we would .nd two triumphant
if bedraggled clowns waving three $20 bills at us and demanding a
milkshake to celebrate.
Their most memorable gig was at Rotorua. We had two
cars with us that day and when they had finished Heather and Annie got
into the front car while Pat and I followed, watching the other motorists
double-take as two clowns sped towards them, leaning into the bend as they
drove around corners and throwing lollies at small children. Unknown
to us, the circus was in town that weekend and there, in the middle of the
domain, was the Big Top. It was a relatively small affair being surrounded
by a handful of shady stalls selling kites and silly hats, but to Heather
and Annie it was the highlight of their career. They spent a wonderful
afternoon strolling around arm in arm, peering into rubbish bins,
gathering a small trail of children and feeding on looks of disbelief from
the bemused stallholders.
Heather always had a well developed sense of occasion and
her spirituality was so natural it was infectious. One day she was feeling
sad because the persimmon tree in the garden was going to have to be
chopped down. The men were coming with the chainsaws in the morning, so
that evening she decided that something had to be done. Hearing her call
out, we walked into the garden and found her standing with an armful of
silk scarves and tinsel. We needed to apologise to the spirit of the tree,
she explained, for what we were about to do and to give thanks. So we
spent the evening holding hands and dancing around a tree decorated in a
multitude of colour, giving thanks for the shade it had protected us with
and the fruit it had provided us with. And that night we hugged a tree for
the first time.
With Christmas just gone, the four of us agreed to
rendezvous back in Whakatane for the last time. Mouse caught up with us on
New Year’s Eve and played the bagpipes and we arranged to meet on Ohope
beach the following morning for a New Year’s Day surf, just like we had
done five years before when we thought we were invincible and had all the
time in the world. The morning was grey and bleak and we told Heather she
shouldn’t come, but she understood our need for the benediction of a
surf on New Year’s Day. So, as Annie, Mouse and I caught a few glorious
waves Heather watched patiently from the back of Mouse’s converted meat
truck and prepared hot chocolate and pancakes for us.
If there is one thing I learned from spending time with
Heather it is how important it is to celebrate life, no matter how
difficult or sad things are. You could rarely walk anywhere with Heather
without her spotting something amazing. Whether it was a feather, a
pebble, a sweet wrapper, a child’s lost shoe, or some tatty piece of
kitsch in an op-shop window, she’d stop, hold it up to the light and
find beauty in it. And that’s what she did with people, all the strange
and wonderful people she came across in her life, and that’s why so many
of us hold her so dear.
Some BIG Changes For
UniQ Otago (with a wee history lesson)
Since the late 90s the Otago University Students’
Association (OUSA) has provided a paid coordinator for UniQ (the
organisation for queer* and questioning tertiary students in
Dunedin). This position has undergone many changes over the years
and a move into the OUSA Student Support Centre in 2003 saw the position
becoming a lot more support based while still putting on social events and
running political campaigns. In 2004, as there were (and still are) no
queer positions on the OUSA Executive, a UniQ "collective" was
formed. This group of elected students become the governance of the UniQ
Coordinator to ensure that the employed coordinator was addressing
students’ needs and following their directive.
At the end of the academic year in 2006 the UniQ
Coordinator’s tasks were split into three areas: support, events and
politics.This was because the workload was too much for a part-time
employee! OUSA then employed someone to coordinate the events FUNQ and the
Queerest T Party. The UniQ position was renamed the UniQ Support
Coordinator. However, still not all support tasks were being carried out
as the coordinator spent time on UniQ administrative activities. This
became an employment issue for OUSA and the UniQ Collective (who were both
the employers). If an employee signs a contract to do a job and then is
not able to do it, this is a breach of employment law. To reduce the
Collective’s liability, they were aksed to relinquish their employment
responsibilities.
NOW ... The UniQ Support Coordinator is simply a
"Tertiary Queer Support Coordinator" and the position is
independent of UniQ. This means the position will run in consultation with
UniQ, rather than be governed by it.
What does this mean for UniQ and queer students in Otago?
Queer support has become a pastoral care service of the
OUSA Student Support Centre running:
• Queer awareness
education
• The queer peer
support programme
• Social
facilitated support groups (DOC for male identified and POSSE for female
identified)
• The free queer
DVD/video/book library
• Ongoing promotion
of a visible, safe, queer inclusive campus at Otago University
UniQ is concerned with the social and political aspects of
the queer movement. It will be the social network for queer and
questioning students @ Uni and Polytech running:
• Fruit
Salad, 12-2pm every Wednesday during the Uni semester at Clubs & Socs
• FUNQ (queer
disco)
• Slice of Fruit,
11:15am every Tuesday, Radio 1 (91FM)
• The UniQ
newsletter
• And all the other
events/initiatives they plan to hold at the Polytech and University
So … watch this space as UniQ and the OUSA Student
Support Centre work together to make life free ‘n easy for all our queer
tertiary students and the wider queer community!
* Queer is a reclaimed word arising from the student
movement that acknowledges both gender and sex diversity. It is used as a
collective term that is inclusive and not exclusive to lesbian, gay,
bisexual, transgender, takataapui, fa’afa.ne, intersex and asexual
identities.
gay ski week nz 1 - 9
september 2007
Gay Ski Week NZ will celebrate its fifth birthday in the
aptly named Queenstown during the first week in September 2007.
Established in 2003 by Queenstown resident Mike Sanford,
Gay Ski Week NZ 2007 hosts an array of on and off mountain events with an
accent on après ski.
Gay Ski Week NZ is the Southern Hemisphere’s biggest gay
and lesbian alpine party and opens with a 5th Birthday Welcome Party on
September 1. Over the next 8 days the event features 5 ski days around the
Queenstown region, a dinner and cruise, several après ski parties, a
retro dress up bowls evening, a Central Otago wine tour and Queenstown’s
biggest gay and lesbian gig, the White Out Dance Party.
Each ski day, the Pink Bus will transport skiers and
snowboarders to and from the Crowne Plaza Queenstown (the official home of
the event) to the skifield of the day.
For more information check out the website at: www.gayskiweeknz.com
SS4Q (Safety In Schools
For Queers) Conference
by Dougal Herd (Queer Youth Community Liaison)
Over the weekend of the 7th and 8th of July around 100
people of all ages, from all walks of life and from all over our country
came together in Wellington for the second annual SS4Q (Safety In Schools
For Queers) Conference. The conference was held at the lovely marae on the
grounds of Wellington High School, which many of us from out of town were
calling home for the weekend.
The SS4Q Committee had a wide range of workshops, speakers
and panels lined up for us throughout the weekend which were intended to
arm us with knowledge and skills to take back to our regions to help
provide a safer school environment for queer students. Things kicked
into action on Saturday morning with everyone being formally welcomed onto
the marae. This was followed by an introductory speech from Nathan Brown
(the Out There! Coordinator). After a discussion of issues and obstacles
currently facing us in our regions we broke for lunch.
The afternoon saw the conference move up a gear as we had
our first workshop choice. We were presented with a selection of
workshops and were asked to pick two for the weekend. Workshop topics
included "Making Our Voices Heard", "Starting A Queer Youth
Group – Our Journey", "Supporting Queer Teachers",
"Queer Youth Activism", as well as many more. After our
first workshop choice we were treated to our first panel - "Trans
Youth In Schools". Three excellent speakers shared their stories with
us and this was followed by us asking questions. This panel was most
valuable and it was wonderful to learn from the experience of the
speakers.
As the afternoon moved on we had our second workshop
choice, followed by a guest speaker - Louisa Wall. Louisa has accomplished
many great things in her life so far such as working in mental health and
human rights, representing New Zealand in netball and she is actively
involved in the New Zealand Labour Party. It was a pleasure to listen to
her experiences and wise words.
Saturday ended with a SS4Q party hosted by the glamorous
Ellie Kat who currently holds the title of Miss Drag Wellington. There was
an open mic section during the night with drag performances galore (my
drag personality Miss D made an appearance), as well as an excellent
violin number.
Sunday saw a reflection of the previous day followed by
another panel - "Successful Regional Initiatives". Three
speakers, including myself, spoke about our individual successes in our
regions and how that came about. We were then asked to get into our
regions and develop action plans and then report back to everyone with how
we plan to implement them.
It was then time to get together one last time and each
say a few quick works about our experience at the 2007 SS4Q Conference in
the form of a large circle outside in the sun. I must say that this
was a weekend I will always remember. I was able to learn and share so
much that I do not think I could have otherwise. The SS4Q Conference was
an incredible experience that allowed me to meet a bunch of truly
beautiful, incredible and amazing people. I simply cannot wait until next
year!
From Small Beginnings…
A gathering in February inaugurated a new venture by PFLAG
South (Parents, Families and Friends of Lesbians and Gays) aimed at
providing support for younger members of Dunedin’s queer community.
Following correspondence with principals, counsellors and boards of
trustees, high school students were invited to meet together to plan the
establishment of a drop-in centre where GLBT students, their friends and
supporters can gather regularly for friendship, information and
recreation.
After discussion it was decided to begin by holding
regular gatherings from 5pm to 7.30pm on the last Friday of each month.
Numbers, though still small, have grown steadily and activities have been
varied. We’ve watched a movie, gone ten-pin bowling together and enjoyed
an evening of creative art under the guidance of Lesley Hirst and Janet
Downes.
Safety and supervision is provided by members of PFLAG
South which has also sourced funding from COGS and the Lotteries Grants
Board. The group is also grateful for the support of Out There!, the queer
youth development project of the NZ AIDS Foundation, which contributed the
airfare for one of our members to attend the national Safety In Schools
For Queers (SS4Q) Conference in Wellington over the weekend of 7-8 July.
The group is looking forward to support from Dougal Herd,
who was recently appointed to the position of Queer Youth Community
Liaison. Entry to the youth group is free and not restricted to high
school students, but you must be aged 18 or under. For further information
phone PFLAG on 027-686-9304 or email [email protected]
NEW QUEER YOUTH POSITION
Hello Everyone!
My name is Dougal Herd and I am the newly appointed Queer
Youth Community Liaison for Otago.
You may remember the incredible Daniel Larson who was UniQ
Community Liaison last year. Well, I’m the new Daniel with a
twist! UniQ saw the need for a paid queer youth worker and therefore
decided to tailor the community liaison position so that its focus would
cater to the needs of our queer youth.
In my 10 hours a week I am starting to help out with PFLAG
South’s new youth group, attending SHIP (Sexual Health Information
Providers) meetings, attending the Working Together group meetings, as
well as attending training and workshops. It is also in my job description
to form a good working relationship with schools, which I plan to start as
soon as I have a couple more resources at hand.
It is a pleasure to be in this position and to be working
with such wonderful people. Hopefully you will be hearing more from me
soon. Please feel free to contact me or pop on in and see me at any time:
Dougal Herd Queer Youth Community Liaison Student Support
Centre, OUSA, University of Otago, Cumberland Street, Dunedin
Phone: (03) 479-5445
Mobile: 027-330-3366
Email: [email protected]
Dunedin Schools Given
NCEgAy Grades
by Anna Chinn
GRADING CRITERIA
Not Achieved = School
demonstrates homophobia by requiring students to sign weird form before
they may attend school formal with same-sex partner.
Achieved = School
pays lip service to diversity and to safety for all students, but specific
discussion of GLBTI students’ welfare avoided. Weird form not present.
Merit = School
goes beyond lip service to acknowledge existence of GLBTI students
specifically and demonstrate some understanding of the issues faced by
such students. Same-sex partners at school formal not ruled out and weird
form not present.
Excellence = School
acknowledges existence of GLBTI students specifically; demonstrates clear
understanding of, and has some systems in place to deal with, issues faced
by such students; and same-sex partners at school formal clearly
permitted, with weird form condemned.
The seed for this article was a rumour. The OGT
had heard that one Dunedin girls’
school asked students to sign a form confirming they were lesbian, if they
wished to attend the school ball as partners. Like all good rumours it had
two versions: one that this weird form was presented at Otago Girls High
School (OGHS) and the other that it happened at Columba College.
"No," said OGHS principal Jan Anderson, "That has never
happened here." And, "That is blatantly untrue," said
Columba principal Elizabeth Wilson, "because my view on it is that we
are bound to honour human rights legislation." When it was put to her
that it sounded a frankly terrible scenario, she added: "Well it
does, and it would have hit the media well before your ringing me, wouldn’t
it?"
Touché. The OGT
called all Dunedin high schools
to check their policies in relation to school formals and, while we had
the principals’ ears, it was decided also to enquire generally about the
welfare of gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender and questioning students.
As it became clear that there were approximately three tiers of approach
to queer students’ welfare, it was decided to give each school a grade.
Thus this article has blossomed into Anna’s not-entirely-arbitrary
NCEgAy results for Dunedin schools! (See key on the right for criteria
applied in deciding grades. Schools wanting to lift their game would
probably benefit from contacting PFLAG.)
It is pleasing to report that no schools were graded
"not achieved", since none were found to have extreme
discriminatory practices such as asking students to declare their sexual
orientation and sign a form.
So let’s begin with those schools given an excellence
grade.
Taieri College was
at the top of the heap, achieving a high excellence. Principal Christina
Herrick relayed the following official line on queer welfare: "There’s
two things happening in our school. One, in her position as one of our
counselling team, Robyn Dunlop becomes aware of students who have got
sexual identity issues and she gives them information about a support
group which meets in Dunedin once a month and has been going for four
months. It meets on a Friday and is for gay, lesbian, bi and transgender
individuals. The other thing that’s happening is that she has spoken
with me and we are going to go to the board of trustees over the next
couple of months to discuss with them the appropriateness of starting up a
support group for people who have got sexual identity issues, and those
people who support them."
It was put to her that some school officials appeared to
be sweeping gay and lesbian students under the proverbial rug, out of a
fear of parental hysteria and allegations of "promoting a gay
lifestyle". When asked whether she felt confident about challenging
such hysteria, she said her response would be: "Who a person is on
the inside is their private business and it’s their decision about
whether they choose to reveal information about that. As a school, we
invite students to take on the values of tolerance and being open-minded,
and appreciating and celebrating diversity. So that’s where we’re
at."
Another school to achieve excellence was King’s
High School. When asked whether
his school was moving away from the machohomophobic culture it had
previously been known for, principal Colin Donald was clear about the
environment he wanted. "One boy said to me, ‘Mr Donald, I think I
might have to leave King’s because I think I might be gay.’ I said,
‘Well, just hang around a bit, cause I’m leaving first.’ I wouldn’t
be prepared to have anyone leave the school because they felt they couldn’t
be safe because of their sexuality. I said, ‘I would rather not be here
if that was the sort of school that was being perceived.’ And it’s
certainly not. I think we’ve got a very understanding and open attitude
and there’s guys quite openly gay who survive and take part and are
fully involved in the school."
He directed the OGT
to the school’s librarian,
Bridget Schaumann, who is something of a mother hen to the queer youth of
King’s. "Being out in a boys’ school is always going to be
challenging and interesting, and I’m pretty sure that everyone knows [my
orientation] and it’s safe here. You can come to the library and know
that you won’t get judged, and that if you want me to, I’ll put you in
touch with the PFLAG group. And we have the flyers up for what’s
happening with them around town and we’ve got the Aids Foundation
posters up and things like that. There’s actually other teachers who
have got them up in their classrooms as well and there’s more being put
up now, actually, in the holidays as we speak."
When asked whether she
thought the school was at a stage where two boys could attend the formal
as partners she said: "I think if you wanted to, we would never say
no."
Bayfield High School was
the other school that met the criteria for excellence with principal Denis
Slowley having "absolutely no hang-ups" about same-sex partners
attending the formal. Mr Slowley said he thought his school had a
more caring environment because of its co-ed nature. Accordingly,
while there was no precedent at any of the boys’ schools for boys
attending a formal as partners, this had occurred without incident at
Bayfield. Mr Slowley was asked general questions about student welfare and
when asked whether teachers were discouraged from making homophobic
remarks in the classroom he said: "Oh absolutely. You’d lose your
job Anna, OK? I mean that would just be alien; alien to every concept that
I’ve got."
Now we turn to the merits.
St Hilda’s
Collegiate guidance counsellor
and chaplain Richard Kerr-Bell, who advertises the contact details for gay
and lesbian support groups near his office, said the school was
"certainly continually promoting acceptance of diversity".
With regard to the formal he said: "Ours is not the sign-a-form
school. I know that at the senior formals you need to have a partner. I’m
not aware that it’s stipulated whether it’s male or female, just that
you need a partner, and there’s no other directions I’m aware
of."
Although the OGT
had some difficulty reaching the
principal through reception, Kaikorai
Valley College guidance
counsellor Jeff Munro said students who are queer or questioning are given
access to information and support groups such as PFLAG. He also said:
"We do programmes with students, and we have with staff too, about
making the school a safe place for everyone." The rules around the
school formal were quite relaxed and he described the rumoured form as
"bizarre".
John McGlashan College scraped
in with a merit achievement because principal Michael Corkery showed some
understanding of the issues faced by queer youth saying: "There’s
no specific policy written about gay or homosexual kids but I won’t
bloody tolerate any bullying, homophobic especially. Absolutely not. You’ll
realise that when you’ve got an all-boys school there’s a tendency of
boys who are unsure about their sexuality to be quick to identify an out
group who they see as gay people and throw labels about. And we’re
really hot on it."
Otago Boys High School scraped
out of the merits and into achieved. Principal Clive Rennie remarked:
"In terms of a policy, we have one around the health and safety of
all students. I don’t know that we actually distinguish between those
who have heterosexual as opposed to homosexual tendencies. We do have, for
all of those students either/or, the opportunity to talk through issues
with counsellors." He did, however, indicate same-sex partners at the
formal would not be forbidden if the issue arose. "I have no problem
with it if they don’t."
The principals of Queen’s
High School and Otago
Girls High School were both wary
of commenting on queer issues and said they had no official policies
related to lesbian students. Sailing close to a merit, Queen’s principal
Julie Anderson did, however, provide some detail about the ball:
"People can come to our formal with a female partner, with a male
partner, or by themselves - whatever they choose. And in coming with a
female partner it doesn’t necessarily mean that we make an assumption
about their sexuality or otherwise." Both schools were graded
achieved.
Columba College was
graded achieved due to Miss Wilson’s belief in the Human Rights
Act. With regard to same-sex partners being permitted at the formal
she said: "I think you look at every instance that may come your way
on a case-bycase basis, don’t you?"
Kavanagh College principal
Paul Ferris said he did not have a comment. When told that this reporter
was not looking to portray Kavanagh as some sort of "queer
school" he exclaimed, "Well it’s not!" And when then
asked whether the school’s advertised values of respect and care were
extended to gay and lesbian students he replied: "Absolutely. Well it’s
not extended to them especially, it’s for everybody, yeah. It’s a
Christian school and has unconditional love." With that, Kavanagh was
graded achieved.
Logan Park High School did
not return calls, but we’ll give it the benefit of the doubt with an
achieved. An insider said there were no problems around the school formal
for queer students and one indication of the general school environment
might be that a boy is known to have worn a dress to school all year, at
one point. I
f you would like to respond
to anything in this article or you have a personal experience of a high
school or formal that you would like to share with OGT readers (as a
student, teacher, parent, friend,etc.), then please feel free to write a
letter to the editor for the November issue of the OGT. Letters can be
emailed to us at [email protected]
or sent to PO Box 6171, Dunedin.
All letters must be accompanied by a name and contact
details, but can be published anonymously if you wish (just let us know
when you send/email us your letter). Letters need to be received by 8
October to guarantee inclusion in
the November issue. - Tor Devereux, Editor.
poetry
The Silent Word
by Jane E Libeau
The
night disturbed
By
a silent word
"Get
up before the morn."
The
silent breath
Upon
my chest
Whispers
"Get
up and face the dawn."
Words
lifting me
For
me to see the day
That
was the night
"Grasp
the day
In
a different way
Open
vision to new insight."
The
voice I heard
That
silent word
From
my self
To
urge me on
From
complacency
From
day to day
To
embrace now
Before
it’s gone.
So
much of now
We
chew
And
devour
And
neglect to taste life’s .avours
Overwhelming
days
Has
its way
We
shrink back in our cave
To
shelter us.
Listening
to that voice
Of
con.dence and choice
Self
supporting our willingness to explore
A
stepping stone to adventures unknown
Soothing
and warming the human core.
REAL BEAUTY
by Andrew Metcalfe
I was coming back from a day in Glasgow catching up with a
friend and seeing a movie. The train was rather noisy due to football fans
of St Johnston (in Perth) who had been to a Scottish Cup semi final match
with Celtic. The thing with football supporters who have been on the bevy
is that they can be either funny, seriously scary, or a combination of
both. This is often in direct relation to the amount of alcohol consumed.
Sitting near to me was a guy and his friend who were
travelling further north. Most Scottish males would not set the world on
fire with their good looks and sartorial elegance, but this man was truly
stunning. In my sober state I was happy to enjoy the view, but a very
drunk St Johnston supporter coming up the aisle had other ideas. He
plonked himself next to a woman (who handled him very well - I suspect
that in New Zealand he would have got a clip around the ear!), but then
his eyes lighted on the Glorious Vision, and off he went. At great length
(and for the amusement of all the passengers around) he loudly proclaimed,
"Ooooh, you are a good looking man! Isn’t he handsome? How old are
you? (27) Where are you from? (Aberdeen) You weren’t born there though
(no, Stonehaven). You’re far too good looking to come from
Aberdeen!"
It was starting to verge into somewhat homoerotic
territory, but the 27 year old vision from the Granite City made light of
it, retorting that he had presumed the drunk was a heterosexual trying to
chat up a lady, but was starting to wonder. Eventually the Vision shook
the hand of the drunk (who had also been cheerily proclaiming that he wasn’t
known as the sharpest tool in the tool box) and the latter staggered off.
I couldn’t resist commenting to the Vision on my way out of the train
that it was just as well he hadn’t been asked for his phone number!
I don’t know if you ever have a chance encounter with
someone, perhaps an occasion when you don’t even get to have a
conversation, but when you are so impressed and thought, "That seems
like a really beautiful person." I suspect that most of the time the
fantasy is better than the reality. At the end of the trip I was left with
the picture of someone that probably has no connection with what he was
really like. It also poses the question, what is real beauty all about?
The friend I was talking to in Glasgow earlier in the day had relayed the
story of a guy at work that she had a wee crush on, until he started
opening his mouth and showing what was really inside his head. The fantasy
crashed, leaving yet another "disappointment".
In a funny way, perhaps the most beautiful person on the
train was actually the St Johnston’s supporter. He didn’t have the
looks, was obviously from the wrong side of the tracks and he appeared not
to be able to say what he really thought without quite a few drinks. But
he was brave enough to come out loud with what the rest of us kept to
ourselves. Perhaps he was trapped in his own life, not able to tell
another man he was gorgeous unless fuelled by alcohol (or is that just
wishful thinking on my behalf?), but the fact was that he did, and he made
a few people’s day. Maybe he was the most beautiful part of the whole
journey.
Andrew is in his final year of living and working in
Perthshire, Scotland
Lesbian Author Liberates
Play From Drawer
by Anna Chinn
In March, the winners of the national Young Playwrights
Competition were announced. We can all celebrate the success of Thalia
Henry (23), of Karitane, whose play The
Sound Of A Car has a central
lesbian character – a surprisingly rare thing in theatre. The play will
soon undergo a workshop session and a public performance up north. Thalia
answered some questions for the Otago
Gaily Times by email from
Ohakune, a town abounce with ski bunnies.
Tell us a bit about your play.
The Sound Of A Car is
a story about the nature of love. Mash and Willa grow up together. They’re
both tomboys and spend the weekends helping Willa’s dad tinker with
classic cars for street racing. When the pair .nish school, Willa’s dad
passes away and she takes off overseas. The play begins as the pair
reunite years later and decide to start maintenance on an old Mustang.
Willa has a new partner named David and Mash is in love with her. I’ll
leave it at that.
When can eager readers hope to see it staged in Dunedin?
The play has already been staged in Dunedin, in May 2006,
as part of the University postgraduate programme. It was held in the
Fortune Studio theatre and I played the part of Willa. I know some of the
gay community were able to attend and I thank them for their support.
The tagline for the 2006 New Zealand Young Playwrights
Competition was "Change the World – Write a Play". Which
appealed to you more: the chance to change the world or the chance to
write a play?
I’d written the play before I saw the tagline for the
competition. By writing the play, I was trying to explore my imagination
and challenge myself. I thought there didn’t seem to be much
lesbian theatre out there and there was something I could do about that. I
wanted to open people’s minds and stir their emotions. I wanted to
create a text that the gay community could relate to and appreciate.
If you were boss, what changes would you make to the
world?
People in the world need to work towards becoming more
loving and patient. People need to create a greater respect for one
another regardless of job, race or sexuality. There is too much hierarchy
and love of materialism, which leaves so many people without bare
necessities and others with too much. If I were boss I would ask people to
take better care of their environment and others around them. I would ask
each individual to follow their passion, to explore and to remember to
take the time to learn about who you are.
Writing about such a topic as lesbian relationships
obviously doesn’t faze you, and some would call that an example of gay
pride. Would you say you’ve got pride, and where do you think that
con.dence comes from?
Sure, releasing the play shows that I have gay pride, but
in truth I was initially very shy to have people read it. The play is
fictitious but incorporates a lot from my own life. I gained the con.dence
to share it with people because I didn’t want it sitting in a drawer. It
had taken hours to write after all! I am proud to be who I am, and also
proud of others out there who are doing wonderful things for the
community.
You’re travelling at the moment. Where have you been and
what have you seen?
I’ve been travelling for a few months now, starting off
in Australia. My girlfriend Fi and I travelled across the Nullarbor to
Perth. I had a great time there but being away made me homesick for
beautiful New Zealand. Fi won an environmental award and so we took the
hint that New Zealand was calling us back – due to her award I was lucky
enough to stand in the Grand Hall of Parliament! We’re working in
Ohakune now for the ski season and our house looks out to Mt Ruapehu. A
few years ago I travelled around Southeast Asia and I hope to return there
soon. Fi and I plan to teach English in Korea in November after the ski
season.
[The winning Young Playwrights Competition scripts will be
presented to the public at The Edge in Auckland on Friday September 7.]
Pride Week Dunedin 8 –
16 September 2007
That’s right folks and it’s going to be HUGE … as
well as diverse, entertaining and informative!
Opening with the 3rd annual Lavender Globe Awards and
After Party, Pride Week will include a week-long Queer Seminar Series at
the University (with lecturers and postgrad students presenting topics of
queer interest over the lunch break), Rainbow Day in the Octagon, Camp
Karaoke, Dance Classes, a Queer Book Exchange, the annual Queer Art
Exhibition, the Spectrum Dance Party, a Family Fun Day – and there’s
heaps of other events in the pipeline as well!
Keep your queer eye out for Pride Week Dunedin 07 posters
and programmes in local cafes in late August or send an email to [email protected]
to be kept in the loop via email.
Look forward to seeing you all out and about in the very
near future!!!
Pride Week Dunedin xx
Lavender Globe Awards
Hosted by UniQ Otago, the 3rd annual Lavender Globe Awards
will be a glitzy celebration of the queer and queer-friendly community in
Dunedin. It’s a great chance to acknowledge all those individuals,
organisations and businesses that have made a positive contribution to the
queer experience - as well as the opportunity to enjoy a night of fun,
food and performances.
Nominations open on 1 August with the winners being
decided by voting on the night. To nominate an individual, organisation or
business, keep an eye out for nomination forms which will be available via
the UniQ mailing list (email UniQ at [email protected]
to go on the email list) or from the OUSA Student Support Centre, the
Otago Polytech Students’ Association and Bronx Bagels (Stuart St).
Categories for this year’s Lavender Globe Awards are:
Queer of the Year
Queer Young Person of the Year
Queer Avenger
Queer Organisation
Queer-Friendly Business
Queer Sports Person/Team
Candlelight Memorial
Lighting The Path To A Brighter Future. Kia Marama. Kia Mohio.
by Sarah Loftus
The 24th annual Candlelight Memorial service for those who
have died of AIDS took place on Sunday 20th May. There were approximately
40 people of all ages and stages there, perhaps fewer than previous years
but then it is not the numbers that count but the experiences and feelings
of those who take part. They listened to readings, opinions, personal
experiences, letters from politicians and poems including a very touching
poem by Elizabeth Brooke-Carr. Participants spent time looking at some
AIDS quilts and then lit candles and sat with them in the dark
contemplating, remembering and praying for those they and the community
have lost.
Everyone walked around to the front of the Cathedral where
previously balloons have been released to the sky. This year, so that the
balloons could not land in the sea and be a risk to wildlife, they were
tied to the railings in a spectacular show of remembrance. People sang
"Don’t Dream It’s Over" accompanied by Bridget Ellis. The
song seems to have appropriate and different meanings for everyone.
Afterwards people enjoyed a superb supper put on by members of UniQ and a
social time.
Having the memorial at St Paul’s Cathedral lends a
serene and serious tone and for many people provides a positive experience
of being in a church and taking part in a service that is spiritual but
not church-based. The Dean David Rice’s commitment to and passionate
support of the Candlelight Memorial is much appreciated by all.
If you could not make it to this year’s Candlelight
Memorial you may like to keep it in mind for next year. It is always on
the third Sunday in May. There is no requirement that participants have
lost people to AIDS or are involved in HIV/AIDS prevention or anything
else. People come along from all walks of life for all sorts of reasons
and in talking to some who have been there I have found that everyone has
a different experience but that everyone feels touched and satisfied by
it. It is always amazing to think we are a small group in a small
community, but we are part of thousands and thousands of people meeting
together in the same way in over 93 countries on that day to remember the
millions who have died of AIDS.
The memorial was organised by a group of interested
individuals from diverse groups in the community, together known as the
"Working Together Group". This group also organises World AIDS
day on December 1st and is beginning a new project to find and implement
better ways of supporting and getting information to people with HIV in
the Otago region. If you are interested in helping out, please contact
Sarah on 477-5850 ext 3.
WORLD WATCH
Sources: www.365Gay.com
, www.pinknews.co.uk , www.rainbownetwork.com
VIOLENCE AT A GAY PRIDE MARCH
Zagreb, Croatia
Ten marchers were injured when about 200 people protested
against discrimination and the physical and verbal abuse Croatian LGBT
people suffer. Police arrested eight of the 20 or so young men taunting
and abusing march participants. Some of those arrested were reported
to be armed with petrol bombs. Despite homosexuality being legal since
1977, the age of consent being equalised in 1998 and the government
recently granting limited partnership rights for gay and lesbian couples,
homophobia remains rife in the overwhelmingly Roman Catholic country.
Croatia has applied to join the European Union, but the homophobic
attitude that pervades society is an issue. In May, a Croatian sex
education programme was criticised by the European Parliament because it
encourages homophobia.
MEN SURVIVE KIDNAPPING AND BEATING
Baghdad, Iraq
Two gay men have survived kidnapping and beating by the
violently homophobic Mahdi Army, the militia of firebrand fundamentalist
Shia cleric, Muqtada al-Sadr, who is fighting to establish an Islamist
dictatorship in Iraq. The two men were lured to a meeting after entering a
gay chat room, but were badly beaten, bound and forced into the boot of a
car. They do not know why they were not killed like other kidnap victims.
Iraqi LGBT people are trying to raise international awareness and
highlight the suffering of lesbian and gay people in Iraq. "Iraq is
one of the most homophobic and dangerous places on the face of the earth.
It is a deadly place for anyone who is found out to be homosexual or who
is even suspected of being one," said a spokesperson for a
London-based Iraqi LGBT group.
URBAN GAYS INCHING OUT OF THE CLOSET
Delhi, India
The expanding economy of India and an increasingly liberal
attitude has created the climate for a growing and visible community of
homosexuals and transgender people. Support groups are emerging and the
gay scene in larger cities such as Delhi is increasingly vibrant. Hundreds
united in Delhi recently for the Nigah QueerFest, a media event of
features, documentaries and short films about homosexuality and
transgender experiences. Many are defying the law against
homosexuality in India, and recent years have seen a .ght for acceptance,
tolerance and equality of LGBT issues. However, lesbian and bisexual women
are especially disadvantaged, having fewer support places available than
gay men.
GAY TV DEBATE FOR PRESIDENTIAL HOPEFULS
Los Angeles, USA
Human rights activist Joe Solomnese and gay performer
Melissa Etheridge will question Democratic candidates for President of the
United States in the first televised debate for the gay community. The
hour-long event will take place on 9 August, and broadcast live on gay
network LOGO and through live streaming at LOGOonline.com. Hilary
Clinton, Barack Obama and John Edwards have con.rmed they will
participate, while Republican hopefuls have also been invited. Issues to
be covered include relationship recognition, marriage equality, workplace
fairness, military, hate crimes and HIV/AIDS.
ANTI-GAY RIOT MARS PARADE
Budapest, Hungary
Several hundred skinheads and right-wing activists threw
rotten eggs and smoke bombs at people participating in a recent gay rights
parade. Police detained several of the protesters and tried to disperse
the rest, some of whom threw beer bottles at police. No injuries were
reported. The protesters said they were angry about two developments prior
to the parade: the coming out of a state secretary in the prime minister’s
office and the announcement by a small party in the Socialist-led ruling
coalition that it would seek to legalise gay marriages. Some 2000 people
participated in the march, which took place over several kilometres
starting from Heroes Square.
SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION ADVICE
London, UK
Citizens Advice has produced new online fact sheets
explaining what protection people have against sexual discrimination with
regard to the sale and provision of goods and services. Since May of this
year it has been against the law for businesses, charities and public
bodies (such as government agencies, local authorities, education and
health facilities) to use someone’s sexuality as a reason to refuse to
sell something, to refuse a service, to provide worse or more expensive
goods or services and to behave in a rude or hostile way. The law also
covers advertising. A company cannot advertise its goods or services are
available only to heterosexuals. Equally, a gay business cannot exclude
heterosexual people, although it can say it is a "gay-friendly"
business.
More Attention Needed
For Gay Men’s Health
Press Release
Current health policy and practices do not take into
account the requirements of the gay community, research suggests. PhD
student Jeff Adams and Dr Virginia Braun from The University of Auckland,
along with Dr Tim McCreanor, Te Ropu Whariki, Massey University, have
published research which has identi.ed a vacuum in current decisions
re.ecting a negative positioning of gay populations with policy makers.
"Internationally, gay men’s health issues, beyond
HIV/AIDS, are increasingly being considered by gay community and
mainstream agencies, but there seems to be much less interest in New
Zealand," says Mr Adams of the Department of Psychology. "In our
research we interviewed people involved in policy, health promotion and
clinical practice. Whilst they recognised gay men’s health was a
legitimate area of concern, they could not identify much policy
development except in very niche areas such as HIV/AIDS. This is in
considerable contrast to other identi.ed ‘disadvantaged’ populations
such as Maori, Paci.c, younger and older people, who are all targeted
within New Zealand health policy."
The research found that there is limited discussion and
concern among the gay community in New Zealand with health issues, which
is quite unlike other places such as Australia where health issues for gay
men, and women, are vigorously addressed. "However, the gay community
has an important role to play and can’t leave setting the health agenda
to the experts. Without the voices of gay men being heard, policy will
continue to ignore their needs," continues Mr Adams.
Publication details: Adams, J., Braun, V., &
McCreanor, T. (2007). Warning voices in a policy vacuum: Professional
accounts of gay men’s health in Aotearoa New Zealand. Social
Policy Journal of New Zealand,
30, 199-215.
Available at: http://www.msd.govt.nz/publications/journal/30-march-2007/30-
pages199-215.html
biographies & memoirs
Navigating A Life
Point To Point Navigation by
Gore Vidal (USA, Little Brown, 2006)
by Mike Wooliscroft
Gore Vidal is assuredly one of the most talented and multi-faceted of men. He is a
novelist, playwright, essayist, screen writer, social and literary critic, political activist, US
congressional candidate and actor, though he does not rate his talents in the last role
particularly highly.
Gore Vidal’s latest, and likely his last, volume of memoirs, Point
To Point Navigation, was published late last year. Like his previous
volume of memoirs, Palimpsest
(1995), this one is a rich seam of delicious stories and
telling truths about a life richly lived at the top echelons of US society and politics, and mostly
incidentally about the author’s sexuality.
Vidal’s first volume of memoirs was, of course, Two
Sisters: A Memoir In The Form Of A Novel (1970).
Here Vidal wrote himself into the book as one of the two main narrators. In this
memoir (perhaps the form assisted) he is quite candid about his sexuality. He gently satirizes
Jackie Kennedy, Norman Mailer, Anais Nin and others in the top echelons of art and politics in
the Unites States of America.
Point To Point Navigation is
a shorter volume than Palimpsest,
but the carefully crafted writing – which repays close reading – is as
fine as ever as he reflects largely on his life from 1964, when Palimpsest
ended, to 2006. In Point To
Point Navigation Vidal’s philosophising, acute interpretation and gossip
take turns in coming to the fore. The chapters are brief and the historical line jumbly, but
this is no criticism. The subject of one chapter produces a key to the next topic or person to be
explored.
These are discursive and disciplined reflections from a man conscious that he is very
close to "the door marked ‘Exit’". One
senses his need to "put things right", to have his own say lest others present a contrary view which is not
true or which he does not wish to have recorded as being true.
Vidal is very critical of Kaplan’s well-known biography of him. Kaplan was given the
contract to complete the recently-deceased Walter Clemons’ authorised
biography of Vidal. However, Kaplan’s contribution was
misleading in parts as he allowed his imagination to roam over Vidal’s intimate and less intimate life often
with curiously little (if any) basis for what he had written. Kaplan’s biography, it seems, well
deserved the headline of the review of the book in The
Times Literary Supplement "On
Misreading Gore Vidal".
Vidal is also quite critical of Dennis Altman’s Gore
Vidal’s America for a number of inaccuracies relating to himself while also
praising Altman for his meditations on sex, politics, Hollywood and religion.
He writes movingly of Jimmie Trimble, his
first adolescent love "whose sweat smelled of honey like Alexander the Great". He wrote a
whole chapter on Jimmie in Palimpsest.
In Point
To Point Navigation he
writes again of Jimmie’s death on Iwo Jima where, at eighteen, he was killed. He writes of Jimmie’s last letters home
where "he was aware that they were all being thrown away for no purpose other than the
enrichment of war contractors". And Vidal adds that in his three years in the army "I never
heard a single patriotic remark from a fellow soldier, only grief for friends lost and, almost
as often, a fierce grievance felt for those back home who were decimating our adolescent
generation."
In this latest memoir Vidal also writes movingly yet dispassionately about the death
of Howard, his partner of decades. Leto, the person brought in to help care for Howard in his
final months, wept openly. Vidal envied him for he found that "the WASP glacier had closed over
my head".
Interestingly Vidal and Howard were not sexual partners, though they had a
devoted partnership of the heart for decades. He further notes that "Where the British
– at least Bloomsbury - never ceased to have affairs with friends, colleagues, relatives,
Americans of the same sort try to separate, wisely I think, sex and friendship."
One of the many stories Vidal tells is about the death of Pius XII who was a faddist when it
came to medicine:
"The ultimate fad proved to be his embalmment by what seems to have been an
amateur taxidermist. As a result, while he lay in state in the basilica, he turned, according to one
reviewer, "emerald green". Then, in response to the summer heat, he suddenly exploded. This
was kept from the world for a long time until someone (a Jesuit?) passed on the information.
It was also reported that many sturdy Swiss guardsmen fainted during this holy combustion."
Vidal has much to say about other authors and I relished this bit about Christopher
Isherwood who was a prolific diarist with some huge volumes already published and others still
yet to come:
"Since Chris seldom wakened without a horrendous hangover, the hangover diaries as
I dubbed them report his morning sickness, as it were, and give no sense of what the often
joyous evenings before had really been like. With jaundiced gloom he took us all on. I had
thought that between his native shrewdness and whatever Vedanta is supposed to do to heal
or palliate the wounded psyche he might have written in a more generous vein. But he is often
hard on those who have been good – and often more than helpful – friends…"
He writes amusingly of Orson Welles who was then filming Is
Paris Burning playing the part of the Swedish consul:
"After one lunch and six bottles of wine, we went back to the studio where Orson had been
dubbing himself. On the screen was a picture of him with lips moving. As he entered he turned
to the microphone and became Falstaff, not missing a beat. Considering what he ate and
drank, it is amazing that he lived to be seventy. When he laughed, which was often, his face,
starting at the lower lip, would turn scarlet while sweat formed on his brow like sudden spring
rain."
In Point To
Point Navigation Vidal is
critical of the US involvement in Iraq and Afghanistan:
"The wrecking by Rumsfeld of Iraq and Afghanistan, two countries that had not and
could not have done us the slightest harm. Simultaneously as their cities were being
knocked down at enormous expense to us, the taxpayers, contracts were being given to the
vice-president’s company Halliburton to rebuild those same cities that his colleague at the
Defense Department had knocked down. This is a win-win situation for the higher corruption
that governs us."
Sobering indeed.
Towards the end of this memoir, Vidal also offers a plausible interpretation of the plot
leading to John F. Kennedy’s assassination, but I shall leave that to you to discover.
I recommend Point
To Point Navigation
highly for its insight into the man and his times, his acute perception of much of culture and
society and players at the higher levels and his comments on sexuality and gender issues over
recent decades.
Kylie Minogue
Kylie: The Biography
by Sean Smith
(UK, Pocket Books, 2006)
With a new introduction and new material on Kylie’s courageous
battle against breast cancer, Kylie:
The Biography is
a must have not only for Kylie fans but music enthusiasts everywhere.
The following is a personal response by Peter Stuart to the Kylie Minogue biography
Kylie Ann Minogue was born in Melbourne on 28 May 1968. She is one of my favourite pop star
singers. She first starred on the television show "Neighbours" when she was 18 years old back in
1986 and she played an actress called Charlene. Then, in July 1986, Kylie released her
first single "The Loco-Motion" which stayed at No.1 in the UK
for seven weeks. She then released another hit called "I Should Be So Lucky" which reached No.1 as well.
Kylie is one of the best pop stars in the world. Her music is so popular and it makes me get up
and dance on the dance floor all night. One of Kylie Minogue’s best hits was "Can’t Get You Out Of My
Head". It went straight to No.1 in Australia and sold 140,000 copies in the
first week of release. A week later it becomes her sixth UK No.1 song selling
77,000 copies on its first day of sale.
I really like Kylie’s last single which was called "Giving You Up". It has a great dance beat to
it. One of my very favourite Kylie hits would have to be "Love At First Sight" - it just makes me get up
and have a good boogie.
Kylie went out with Michael Hutchence and Robbie Williams, but her relationships never last very long.
Kylie also has a younger sister called Danni Minogue and a brother called Brendon Minogue.
Kylie has won lots of awards with her music and shows that she’s performed. I recommend that if
you are a Kylie fan you get her latest album called
Ultimate Kylie (a
double CD and a DVD with all of her best videos). All of Kylie’s videos are great and
entertaining. I can watch them millions of times and never get tired of them.
Kylie has also done some great movies like The
Delinquents, Cut,
Street Fighter,
Bio-Dome and
Sample People.
She’s a great singer and a great actress. I would just love to meet Kylie in person - it
would be one of the best times of my life.
Travels With An Aunt & Cab Sav With An Uncle
by John Z Robinson
In Egypt by
Charles Brasch, introduction by Margaret Scott (New Zealand, Steele Roberts & Associates, 2007)
John Mans.eld Thomson. Notes Toward A Biography , edited
by Margaret Clark (New Zealand, Steele Roberts & Associates, 2003)
After "twenty years hard" Charles Brasch relinquished the editorship of his literary
magazine Landform
and turned his attentions to autobiography. When he died
five years later, aged 62, the lengthy memoir he called Indirections
was merely half completed. A much truncated
Indirections was
published by OUP Wellington in 1978. Among the many sections pruned for publication was the account of Brasch’s three
years digging in Egypt. He had once read it aloud to friend Margaret Scott and she can be credited
for the appearance now of Charles Brasch’s In
Egypt. Brasch
readers will be pleased to have this addition to Indirections.
It is the dilettante Brasch at his best - slightly detached and totally fascinating. Of course, he came from a family that
valued exploration, collecting and research. (His grandfather Willi Fels and his cousins, the de Beers,
all collected objets d’art.) We are introduced to Aunt Agnes (nee Hallenstein) with whom he meets
up while on a break in Palestine:
"She was as good a fellow-traveller as always, ready to go anywhere and stay anywhere and
never easily tired, quite content if I wanted to forage solo; always interested and appreciative,
very knowledgable, good tempered and with a quick sense of humour, and at the same time
decided, an occasional sharp turn of phrase showing her keen nose for bluff, hocus-pocus,
pretence, and plain dishonesty."
The dig itself is not so glamorous, there are no big name archaeologists on site
and the finds are relatively modest. Brasch delights in it all and creates a believable
documentary about European scholars working amidst poor Egyptian villagers in the early
1930s.
The Middle East and archaeology turn out to be just another indirection for Brasch, and it
wouldn’t be until the end of the Second World War that he would return to Dunedin and
find his way as literary editor, poet and art patron. In Egypt, though, Otago was never far away:
"On still mornings in damp hollows of the sand waves out at the edge of town I found occasionally
as we breakfasted small white flowers that must have been blown from cultivation; they brought
back to me vividly the small waxy shell-like ngaio flowers, grainy white with a pink blush, that used
to lie in similar troughs of the high sand waves beneath the cliffs at Long Beach. Then those two
worlds were present to me at once and made one world in my mind."
The music historian John Mansfield Thomson had only tenuous links
with Otago. He was born in Blenheim in 1926, but he did have a working knowledge of the Vauxhall
Pleasure Gardens, had turned down Charles Brasch’s offer of editorship of Landform
and had undergone heart surgery with Professor Pat Molloy in
Dunedin Hospital.
Thomson made his name in London. For the Oxford University Press he created the magazine
Early Music and
wrote the biography of New Zealand composer Alfred Hill, A
Distant Music. When he did return to live in this part
of the world he continued to produce numerous books and articles, notably The
Biographical Dictionary Of New Zealand Composers and
the Oxford History Of New Zealand Music.
He died in 1999, in a ward at Wellington Hospital, which he had managed to
transform into his salon. His greatest gift, it would seem, was for friendship.
Notes Toward A Biography is
a collection of essays, verse, snapshots and letters contributed by 40 friends, colleagues and a sister. It is eminently
readable and entertaining. Editor Margaret Clark describes it as "marvellous grist for a future
biographer’s mill".
Every gay boy traveller could do with an Aunt Agnes and every boy could do with a gay Uncle
John.
A Musical Life
Douglas Lilburn: His Life And Music by
Philip Norman (New Zealand, Canterbury University Press, 2006)
by Mike Wooliscroft
Philip Norman has written an outstanding biography of one of New Zealand’s leading
composers, Douglas Lilburn. Comprehensive, copiously illustrated, with a number of annexes,
first rate book design, it is a very model for what a biography should be. His task was undoubtedly
made easier by the extent of Lilburn’s considerable personal papers and the number of
people still alive who were familiar with the man and his music, and the number of associated
archives.
I claim no expert musical knowledge so I will not comment on the chapters relating to analysis
of Lilburn’s music and its profound impact on the growth and development of New Zealand
musicology.
My interest in this biography was in reading it for the portrait it gives of the man, his
contribution to the wider arts in New Zealand, his interactions with others exercising
significant roles in cultural fields and also, given the predominant focus of the OGT, in his sexuality, for Lilburn was
gay even though Rita Angus became pregnant to him (although the pregnancy miscarried).
In the 1930s a sense of alienation from New Zealand was quite common for literary and other
cultural figures. Often there was a "return" to British roots and following that a developing
need to exert an independence from Britain and develop an authentic New Zealand voice. As it
happened in literature so, too, it happened in music and Lilburn was very conscious of this.
There was a need to develop a staunch and authentic local expression of things in response
to our own landscape and history rather than to slavishly follow European movements. Lilburn was
essentially of this latter mould.
In terms of his private life Lilburn had a seemingly small number of romantic, affectionate
and intimate friendships with other men as well as a possibly more sustained one.
Like many artists, Lilburn was modest and very humble about his own achievements. He was
always alert to promote others, to share praise with them and to direct people’s attention to the
work of his colleagues and in this as in many things he was a very generous man.
In retirement he lost the will to compose and became grumpy in his lack of support for some
current issues which were receiving favour even with the support of the NZ Historic Places Trust.
This in part relates to the NZHPT’s views on the little pocket district he lived in.
Lilburn also made a confidential submission on the Homosexual Law Reform Bill in 1985 from
which the following is extracted:
"Thunderers about perversion might realise that many homosexuals
and lesbians are quite as chaste as the best of their heterosexual counterparts. Whatever
they may do in titillation of sexual pleasure is also done in countless marriage beds. And to
legislate against such entirely human physical expression would be as rational as to legislate
against rabbits and blackberries in hedges. But I must leave it to others to spell out more details of these matters,
while trusting the humane consideration of your Committee not to make us the last bastion of
Puritanism."
Douglas Lilburn: His Life And Music is
one of the finest biographies ever to be published in New Zealand. It deserves to be widely read
for its portrait of the man and the cultural (and especially, musical) life of New Zealand.
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