MY TERRITORY                                         97 - 99-?


                      
                                                                             
Can’t even feel numb anymore                                      That’s the problem
     We are becoming                                                              with translation
the opposite sex                                                          Too open to
     She has no idea                                                                    interpretation
what I  talk about                                                              
                                                       
 
                                                                        Is it only the ‘difference in age’?
                                                                              What if all my ideas                              
                                                                            REALLY mean nothing ?
            
                                      
What is mine is a minefield,                                                      
     a map for a mirror’d maze                                                I grew up learning 
I pretend logic to defeat                                                how to be alone
     your irrational views                                                        until I saw 
and if I succeed                                                        my territory infertile
     It’s only because                                                      Relationships withered 
I faster reply                                                          without water and air
    with convincing lies                                              Only endless fire
                                                                               then afterblaze ashes

                                                                                          
            
What you are inside                                        Be warned               
     is how you are seen                                         any seeker who reads this                          
there is nowhere to hide                                  My „philosophy“ only works                  
    not much between                                                  When I am feeling good
If you are strong                                                               
    and have mastered old fears                                     
you’ll accept yourself how...                                                  


        ...things seem to be here                               




When I cannot feel
      I try to understand
when this fails 
     I Drink



                                           I    rarely    obey    my    principles.