ANOTHER MORNING         88



Always 5. 23 exactly
Bleary and maudlin

I would do everything, I must try harder
Throw myself all the way in
Interesting situations arise
When I throw myself  in 
Everywhere at once
For your education
(Although it is closer to entertainment)
Myself dissolved into everyone else

You do not know me
This is not a challenge

I wish you could see me
How I really am
I am a bloody hero
Who survived paradise
By concentrating on  stolen flowers 
And the reasons you gave them
Shortly I will disappear
And have constant amnesia
About what is to come

Suddenly it starts to rain but it is
Not the dream that I used to ride on to sleep

This forever, directed at you
The First Muse of October
Tomorrow I will be constantly awake
Waiting for your next midnight appearance
Few understand the inevitable
Time is almost finished here and
Feelings refuse to translate for a trainee poet
Words become useless in this mood

Please ignore the cause of  this page
If you are unaware of your effect.