THEORY AND PRACTICE 90
Born deformed
Trained from birth
Carrying terror in secret
Anywhere will do, if it is
OUT
What are your last thoughts
Before you hit the skies?
Comes as a shock
To claw the glare
Then dull to the coma
Which serves as your life
Look for the definite release
Turn theory into practice
Last chances of flight
Before wings catch fire
Take another view
There is only this
Sickness
Try to pull sunlight into your head
Always in the background
Ignored or welcomed home
The eternal choir
Music from where you came
Death becomes a perfect idea
For the perfect future
You are talking yourself into it
Dare you hope for a higher love?
So all problems come at the same time
And nobody loves you for your mind
Hate yourself for self -pity
And hate yourself for hate
And wait and wait until too late
You are killing yourself
Far too slowly now
It lacks glory
Does no one love your body?
Love it for all of them.
/// For two months in early ‘90,
I cracked again with the Fear, it shows.///
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