PANIC ATTACKS                        1989



Wake up
Still tired
Re -arrange your room again
Don’t be 
Too disturbed
It all flows through 
And out your mind

Wearing
Away your time
Afraid of food and sleep
Reach in
Self help
For the nerves of swirling thoughts

Neutral 
For another war
Watch immensity of fear
Disintergrate
Vacuum/void
The spirit sucked from inside out
Mindless
Soul eater from
Eternal terror feeds within

Surrender to 
Hunger sensitized
Lost blind freedom is sickness


And broken sanity the cost. 


/// Just when I thought the Fear was licked, it resurfaced.
Do anything to pass and escape the waking day. ///