r.i.g.h.t*n.o.w.

Mood:a little stressed
Craving:In-N-Out mmmmmmm
Talking to:me, myself, and I
Listening to:So Close (I Believe) by Hillsong
Thinking:I should be working... not doing this
Wishing:I could get all this shopping finished and done with

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.2.08

IT'S A RECORD!!!!!! I haven't been on this thing in over 2 years! Wow. Well, while I was in Romania I was thinking about it and I went and looked at it and then I decided that I wanted to update it... at least one more time (I won't say continue updating it regularly, because we all know how that works out everytime). Anyways. HI! I miss this site. Now everything is about Facebook. Haha, its funny how we go through phases. It started with Geocities (at least for me) and then with i8 and then Xanga and then Myspace and now Facebook! Crazy. Well none of those social networks are as personal as geocities or i8 in my opinion because with this type of a website you have to actually have your own layout that you make and put time and effort into. On facebook and myspace and xanga, its all done for you. Which, don't get me wrong, its nice because it takes up a lot less time, but its not as fun or personal in my opinion. Unfortunately, its about all I ever have time for. So we'll see... maybe I'll start this up again, but probably not. Lets go by how many people actually read this... Is the tag board still on the side? i think it is. If it is, let me know if you read this. I wonder if I can get lauren to put a comments thing on here... i dunno. I'm probably being too ambitious again. Not like I have time to do any of this. I have 18 units this semester. BLAH! BYE!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*12.4.05

HELLO! Long time no talk to... not as long as before. You should be proud of me cuz its only been like 5 weeks since the last post! W00t! hey, that thing above should be playing music. It doesnt work for me at least it didnt on my xanga. If it works for you can you please tag on the tag board for me and let me know. :)
So how is everyone doing? Im doing pretty good. Very excited that Christmas is only 3 weeks away from today!! ACK! Thats like the coolest thing ever! W00t!!!! LOL! okay... well, hmm... what should I write about? OOH I know! How about a concert review? Sound good to you? NO? Too bad im gunna do it anyway! MUAHAHA!!
Paul McCartney US Tour 2005

11-29-05

YAY! November 29, 2005 I went to the Paul McCartney concert at the Staples center! WOOT! I bought the tickets in April and had been waiting long before that for the tickets to even come on sale! So I guess you can say that this was a long anticipated concert! lol only like... 8 months! lol okay moving on! We (my whole family and sarah) left my house at 6:00 (which was like an hour late as it was). We drove out to LA and parked in a funny parking lot with a scary bum man who was asking my dad for... something... lol! Then we walked in the... um... thingy.. lol and um we got in the HUGE line to get our tshirts and souvineers and junk like that. Each of us got a shirt and um... I got a keychain and a koolio 40 dollar bracelet for Paul's foundation... and um Sarah bought a tote bag thingy... and yea. Then my dad won a free t shirt for Paul's foundation. ANYWAYS onto the concert!! It took what seemed like forever to start! It was supposed to start at 8 but didnt end up starting until like... 9 o'clock! UGH! I was gunna die! Then the concert started and it was like... a slideshow video thingy thats like, "James Paul McCartney was born on June 18" blah blagh blah... and then THE MUSIC STARTED!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!! The curtains opened and Paul was standing there with his band and everything and started singing... I have the whole play list written down somewhere but I dont know where it is at the moment. He played a whole bunch of good songs. Songs from The Beatles, from Wings, and from his solo collection. Every song he played was amazing! He is still SO good even at 63 years old... and hot too! lol! Um... well yea, He played like a million encores! He is funny too! He was making jokes and stuff the whole time. :) All in all I had a GREAT time!
I ♥ Paul!!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*10.24.05

Hmm... well sorry I havent been back in awhile... Ive been pretty busy this past week... On Friday I went to Halloween Haunt with Marissa, Amy, Crystal, and Carissa. Then DEZ MET UP WITH US LATER!! YAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!! I missed desipoo! lol! I havent seen that man in ages! Okay so... we went on the two rides and then we went on all the mazes. Some of them were pretty lame. UGH THE CLOWNS!!! They made me go in it... sorta (Amy said I didnt have to go but I didnt wanna wait outside all by myself... with clowns. Thats even worse! Plus, I had just waited in a line that went almost all the way to Xcellerator... no way was I gunna do that foor nothing) ANYWAYS!!! I CRIED!! like seriously tears... for a long time... all the way through the maze and for a few minutes after we got out. That was the last maze we went through. After that, we went to see that show... Ed Alonzo's house party or something... DIRTY HUMOR!! It was soooo gross! EW lol, nasty stuff in there. Anyway, after that it was almost time to go. We went to go get Nachos... lol and then my mom came and picked us up and took us home. :) okay Saturday... On Saturday, I woke up at 10ish and then I had practice at 12:30- 2:30. Then we had lunch and I talked to Ricardo for like 20 minutes. Then we drove to the show. On the way to the show, the bus was stopped at a red light, and there was an accident not even a block in front of us! OMG! It was really scary! I saw a body bag! :( It was really scary. You guys... that made me think a lot. That coulda been the bus... If we hadnt hit that light on a red.... we coulda been involved in that. Anything could have happened. anyway, thats just something to think about... It hit me pretty hard. Okay, so back to saturday... we went to the show and performed... Jordan and Chris said we did good but all of us didnt think so. Whatever happened tho, it wasnt deserving of what happened at awards. Los Altos, who had a really boring and easy show that wasnt even completed (they stood there for a long time playing the show) they 11 pointed us!!!!!!! And our score dropped 5 points from the last show!!! IT WAS SOOOO RITARDED! UGH! Everyone was sooo mad! UGH! ::Sigh:: anyways, moving on. Sunday, I went to church. It was fun... then I went out to eat... mmm ribs! lol it was really good. I think ill eat my leftovers when i get home! :) Then I went shopping we bought a dog bed for Frisbee... and a new Keyboard for my dads comuter since our old one had a short. Then I went home and watched tv... then I went back to Church for Encounter! I love encounter! It hits more subjects that I can relate with. :) After encounter I was going to go over to morgan's house, but I forgot I had a lot of homework so I didnt go... plus Priscilla ditched me anyway, so I didnt have a ride or anyone to hang with there. hmm... then I went to albertsons and bought junk... and Phil forgot to give my mom her 19.00 change! lol so she had to go back! :) then I watched tv again... then i did my hmwk and went online... and talked to my uncle in Northern Cali! yay! I miss him! okay... thats it... im bored now... and i only have like... 8 minutes left of class... im gunna go! BYEBYE I hope u had fun reading my really long entry! :) lol okay bye

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*10.17.05

Well guys its been over a year since i last updated this thing. Its so sad how things change huh... This thing used to be my life... well guess what? Im starting it up again. Im gunna do the whole deal hopefully. I wanna get a new layout, I wanna update all the time, I want it to be cool again... maybe this will even help me remember to update my myspace! Well anyway.. thats just an update... I wont go into the details of my life yet... lol! See ya'll later! PLEASE TAG THE BOARD!!!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*7.31.04

Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Metwhen you won a competition to meet a celebrity
You Have0 children but 7 pets
You Liveireland
Ina country house
You And Your Partner Are Best Known Foryour GIANT shopping sprees
Quiz created with MemeGen!


I also got this when I put in a different answer...

Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Metat a mates house
You Have0 children
You Livewales
Ina tent
You And Your Partner Are Best Known Foryour constant rude outbursts
Quiz created with MemeGen!


and this one too!

Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Metin an underwear shop
You Have5 children
You Livespain
Inan attic
You And Your Partner Are Best Known Forthe saucy picture you did for maxim
Quiz created with MemeGen!


and last but DEFINITELY NOT least...

Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Metonline
You Have0 children but 7 pets
You Livespain
Ina hotel
You And Your Partner Are Best Known Fortrying your hand at an independant film and failing miserably
Quiz created with MemeGen!


and these ones!!!

My Celebrity Family by popstarprincess
Your Name
MomSheryl Crow
DadGarth Brooks
BrotherCarson Daly
SisterMandy Moore
BoyfriendOrlando Bloom
Quiz created with MemeGen!


My Celebrity Family by popstarprincess
Your Name
MomCalista Flockhart
DadTim Allen
BrotherBen Affleck
SisterJennifer Lopez
BoyfriendJohnny Depp
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Which Harry Potter guy falls in love with you? by Chili
Name/UserName:
House:
Who:Fred Weasley
When......he sees you playing Quidditch.
How he tells you:He announces it in the Daily Prophet.
What you do then:Jump for joy.
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Which Harry Potter guy falls in love with you? by Chili
Name/UserName:
House:
Who:Ron Weasly
When......he spills juice over your robes during lunch.
How he tells you:He grabs and kisses you in the corridor.
What you do then:Snog him senseless.
Quiz created with MemeGen!


(FOR THOSE OF YOU BRITISH ILLITERATE PPL... TO SNOG IS TO MAKE OUT WITH OR KISS PASSIONATELY... lol YAY I LOVE RON AND FRED AND GEORGE!! THEYRE ALL SO SEXY!!)

Who Will You Marry? by Sari
Name
DateJanuary 11, 2060
SpouseClay Aiken
Price of Wedding$256,107
Quiz created with MemeGen!


How would you do on American Idol? by geela
Name
Age
Simon saysSuperb!!
Paula saysBeautiful voice
Randy saysYEA YEA DAWG!!! Im Feelin' ya!
Success levelYou win!!
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meetin a Scottish Bar
His friends thinkYou guys are perfect together
Your friends thinkhe should dump you for them
You willbe together always
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meeton waikiki beach in Hawaii
His friends thinkYou belong together
Your friends thinkhe should dump you for them
You willhave an affair then dump him
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meeton top of the Eiffel Tower
His friends thinkYou could do better
Your friends thinkhe should dump you for them
You willbe together always
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meetin a Scottish Bar
His friends thinkYou could do better
Your friends thinkyou belong together
You willscrew every night
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meetat the Australia Zoo
His friends thinkYou belong together
Your friends thinkyou could do better
You willbe always together
Quiz created with MemeGen!
What do the LOTR men think of you? by ladyearwentari
Name (LJ or Real)
Viggo said yoursensitve
Orlando says the sex waspleasureful
Elijah imaginedyou in fish nets
Sean B could notfind handcuffs to put them on you
Karl freaked out whenyou got pregnant after your one night stand
Dom thinks you look\sexy
Billy noticedyou have a big ass
Quiz created with MemeGen!
What do the LOTR men think of you? by ladyearwentari
Name (LJ or Real)
Viggo said yourcrazy
Orlando says the sex wasdamn good
Elijah imaginedyou naked
Sean B could notfind handcuffs to put them on you
Karl freaked out whenyou tied up the cast members
Dom thinks you lookhe couldn't find words to describe how beautiful you looked
Billy noticedyou have a big ass
Quiz created with MemeGen!
What do the LOTR men think of you? by ladyearwentari
Name (LJ or Real)
Viggo said yourscary (you kept talking about how you would rape him)
Orlando says the sex wasdamn good
Elijah imaginedyou naked
Sean B could notfind handcuffs to put them on you
Karl freaked out whenyou showed up at his house
Dom thinks you lookhe couldn't find words to describe how beautiful you looked
Billy noticedyou have a big ass
Quiz created with MemeGen!
What do the LOTR men think of you? by ladyearwentari
Name (LJ or Real)
Viggo said yourwicked
Orlando says the sex wasweird
Elijah imaginedyou on your knees, taking him in deep
Sean B could notstop wondering if you would join him and Viggo in a threesome
Karl freaked out whenyou raped him
Dom thinks you lookgross
Billy noticedyou walked funny
Quiz created with MemeGen!


haha those were the most fun!!

Threesome Fun by Mckennat
Username
Favorite Color
Date of ThreesomeJune 2, 2005
Location of Threesomein the shower
First PartnerOrlando Bloom
Second PartnerJohnny Depp
Quiz created with MemeGen!


GEEZ talk about PURE LUCK!! yay!!!

Which "Pirates of the Carribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl" quote best suits you? by Aurian_Fry
Username
You are:But WHY is the rum gone? - Captain Jack Sparrow
Quiz created with MemeGen!


YAY!!! theyve got some good quotes!

Where Will You Have Sex? by natterz_
Name
DateFebruary 13, 2026
Number Of Times277
PlaceIn the backseat of a car
PersonJohnny Depp
Quiz created with MemeGen!


These quizzes are getting disgusting... im bored...

Movie Partners (Girls Only!) by churchbabe
Your Username
Lord of the Rings PartnerAragorn
Star Wars PartnerAnakin
Pirates of the Caribbean PartnerWill Turner
Finding Nemo PartnerSquirt
Harry Potter PartnerRon Weasley
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Which Harry Potter Guy Will Knock You Up? by jazzedsoprano
Name/Username
Age
House
The FatherRon Weasley
How/Why it happensYou're in love with each other
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Who is your Pirates of the Caribbean Lover? by SoExcited612
Name
Sex
LoverThe sex god CAPT Jack Sparrow
Where it will go downBelow deck on the Black Pearl
Quiz created with MemeGen!
YES!!!

YAY!!!!!! That was awesome!!! That was fun!! WHOA!!!! haha... ok well... its 3am so Im gunna go to bed now! lol luv yall bye... enjoy the new quizzy things.

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*7.10.04

YAY!!! Im FINALLY updating this site again! It's been almost 3 months!! hah!! Sorry!! I just was thinking the other day and I was like... HMM I should update my geocities... also I think Im going to get a new layout... Yea, not yet but soon, k? okay then... this isnt going to be long because Im not going to go over my pittiful life for the last 3 months... all Im going to say is I LOVE FRED SAVAGE!!! A LOT!!! ok... thats pretty much it. Maybe Ill start updating this again... MAYBE! okay, thats it. BYE!!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*4.13.04

HI!!!!!!!!!!! Its been so long!! Over a month... well, Im not sure, but I think thats the longest ever... and if it is... or even if it isn't... I'm sorry. I've been really busy and haven't really had time to keep up 3 or even 2 sites, so I just stuck with the one that was easiest to update. So, if you want to see what Ive been doing for the last 5 weeks, go to my xanga, the link is on the left! :) ok, I'm going to start out with a few things that I got for ya'll from different friends and sites and such... so... here we go ...

Which Pirates of the Caribbean Guy is Your Match? by abitobsessed
Name or Username
Favorite Color
Who?Will Turner
Where?A Deserted Island
Why?It was eye(s).
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


AND THEN THERES THIS ONE...

What stupid popstar are you destined to kill? by ragdoll
Name
PopstarHilary Duff
Murder methodThe old fashioned screwdriver in the eye.
MotiveSimple hatred.
Sentenced toCommunity service (no one will REALLY miss them..)
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


K, well, that was fun...oh, by the way, those answers that are up there are mine... and you can just put ur name straight into the boxes above and it should work... and now onto the serious stuff... this is the same thing thats on my xanga, so if youve already read that, theres really no point in reading it again... anyway. I was thinking the other day, and I decided that I needed to tell you all exactly how much u mean to me. Its not gunna be anywhere near the way I really feel because these things you just can't put into words, but I'll do my best. Since I don't wanna play favorites and get myself into trouble, I'm going in alphabetical order. This does'nt mean that if your last on the list, you mean the least to me. Just keep that in mind and Enjoy!

Alyssa- Even though I don't see you that much anymore, I feel like we've stayed connected. Thats so awesome and it really takes a true friend to do that. Thanks for always being there for me, and telling me the things I needed to hear... even when I didn't wanna hear them. Luv ya babe!

Amy- You are so awesome! Every day I thank God profusely for blessing me with such a great person in my life. You are my best friend. You've been there for me through thick and thin. Your fun to be with, and you make me feel like I dont have to be anyone but me. I feel like you really understand me, and you seem to always know what I'm going through and when you dont, you work your butt off to try and figure it out! Thank you so much!! I love you!

Amanda- I don't know you enough to say a whole lot about you. But I can say that even though your a bit rough around the edges, you are one of the sweetest girls I have ever met. I'm glad to say I know you. You always make me smile... especially with your little "demon voice!" LOL! Don't ever stop being your wonderful self! Luv ya!

Brittany- KINDERGARTEN!!!!!!!!!! lol! Brit, I've known you and Amanda the longest out of anyone listed today. I think that you and I have something that a lot of people would kill for. We have a friendship that isn't so close that you feel smothered, but you can always count on it in the end. I am so blessed to have known you for as long as I have. Thanks for making me feel stupid. ... JK! lol... I love you Brit... and one last thing... CHWHOA!!!!!

Carissa- I think our friendship is one of my most interesting ones. It changes a lot, but in the end it always works out. Im glad that your in my life. Its good to know that I will always have at least one person to obsess over the "older men" with! LOL! Johnny and Viggo forever!

Christine- I know you've had it rough over the past few years and I would like to apologize for everyone right now. I'm glad I finally got to know you for you because if I hadn't gotten to know the real Christine, I think my life would be pretty dull. Thanks for always making me laugh Christine!

Corinna- I haven't really known you for too long, but what I do know is that you are a really great person. I dont know what I would have done last year if I had to sit by John and Garrett all by myself without you there with me making fun of them. Those were some good times. Thanks!

Crystal- I'll always remember in D.C. two things. The time we were messing around in that Franklin Roosevelt place and you almost fell in the water while putting on a "fashion show" and then of course our boyfriends made out of stone... I miss them. LOL! O YA!!!!!!!!!! I forgot about when Marissa slapped u! LOL! No more stupid tours, no more stupid tours! lol! Fun times, Thanks Crystal!

Danielle- I've known you since I was like... 6 or 7. Dance camp... now those were some good times! LOL! Im so glad I got to get to know you again. I'm sure we'll be friends for a long time. I mean, I've gotta have at least 10 people to talk about Clay to! Luv ya Danielle!

Hope- Man, it seems like I've known you WAAAY longer than I actually have. Hope, what would I do without you to talk to in Frias... nothing... I would die of boredom. Thanks for being there for me to always talk to Hope. You and I are going to have a lot of fun times in the future I can tell... and u know who is lucky he's got someone like you that likes him!

Kristen- A somones a gwabbing muh butt! lol!!! Geez! What can I say about you except that you are the cheesiest cornball ever! LOL! No, but you are so awesome and Im super glad that I met you! I dont know what I would do without you to help straighten me out. You are definitely one of the main people that keep me going. I LOVE U!!!!!!! BLUBBER!

Lauren- I am super super glad I met you. You are always there when drama overcomes the group... your always there to help knock the sense back into us. or... in some cases... knock sense into us for the first time! LOL! Thanks for being so patient with us... and thanks for all the layouts and stuff!!!!

Marissa- My other dance camp buddy! I've known you before almost all them other peoples except Brittany and Amanda! I know you didnt remember it at first, and I dont know if you even remember it now, but you were my best friend in dance, and I will always remember when I twisted my ankle and you not only helped me off the stage and up the stairs, but you helped me back onto the stage for the finale, and then you made sure I was alright every week after that! That meant a lot to a 5 year old. Im glad we're still friends after such a long time!

Mike- You are one of the greatest guys I've ever met! You are hilarious, you always cheer me up, and most importantly, when I look at you, I don't feel like the weirdest one in the room. JK JK! lol! But seriously, thanks for being there for me all the time. You are awesome and I'm so glad that I had the privelage to meet such a great guy. Good luck in the years after La Mirada High. Make good food! lol! I love you!

Phillip- Another one of the greatest guys I've ever met! You've always been there for me, even through the stupidest things. You are such a great listener and you have an awesome personality. You are sweet, funny, and you accept me for me... even with my funky qualities that scare a lot of people away! LOL! You really make me feel like I dont have to try to be someone I'm not, and you've taught me that I'm special...ed.... JK!!! You are one of my best friends, and when I'm old and cant remember much, your influences will be some of things that I will always remember. THANKS SO MUCH!!! I love you!!!!!

Ricardo- I dont talk to you much outside of AIM, but for as long as I have known you and talked to you, you have never once not had time for me to tell you about my day. You are yet another one of the greatest guys that I have ever met. Thanks for always listening to me and helping me get through all the crummy days! Luv ya!

Troy- Greatest guy ever met #4! lol! I don't even know why I'm writing this, because your never gunna see it, but who knows. Maybe someone will print it out and show you sometime... ANYWAYS!!! Troy, your a liar, but in the sweetest way possible. You really know how to make me feel good about myself... even though its all lies! LOL!! Thanks for always making me laugh, even when it seems impossible. You are a great guy and I'm lucky that you are my friend!

Winthrop- The final greatest guy ever met... or in this case, ever not met, but seen in Wendy's and at the movies! lol! Jeff, thanks for putting up with the name calling. Its been really fun. I'm so lucky that your brother knows Trevor, because if it wasn't for him, I would have never talked to you, so I would never have gotten the chance to talk to one of the people that has influenced my life the most. You are such a great person and you always remind me of how a Christian should act. I know Im just a stupid freshman, but this stupid freshman has found a role model in you. Thanks so much! I love you!

Well, there you have it. Like I said, its nowhere near how much I really appreciate you guys, because If I did that for every single one of you, this entry would never end. I love each and every one of you and I hope that this has made you all see that you are all appreciated!!!

Until next time--

Tracy

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*3.5.04

Why does it seem like its been a SUPER long time since I updated here... It hasnt been THAT long... 2 weeks, thats it. Ive gone longer than that. Well... I'm sorry that I havent been updating this site lately. I have been updating my xanga. Its a lot easier to do if I want something quick. I dont have to deal with HTML... not that its super hard or anything, just... takes a little extra time... Anyway, if i dont update here for awhile, you can go to my xanga. I update there a lot. The link is on the left. OK, well today I went to the movies with Carissa and saw Hidalgo. Viggo is definitely beautiful in that movie. Grungy but beautiful. I had a lot of fun there, and its an excellent movie, but when I got home I wasnt happy anymore. I dont really know why. I mean, Im sure if I thought hard enough there would probably be a reason, but as of right now I cant really say why im unhappy. Anyway, tomorrow is the carwash. That should be fun. I hope. k, well its late and im tired so I think im gunna go now. Take care. Luv ya, bye!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.20.04

hi... BLAH!!!!!! bye

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.16.04

YAY CLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!! I SAW CLAY TODAY! HE'S SO AWESOME!!!! OMG!!! THIS IS LIKE SO SURREAL! I THINK HE SAW MINE AND AMY'S SHIRTS!! LOL, its a long story, ill tell ya later if u remind me. omg, it was so awesome... ok, I'll start from the very very very beginning... I was born June 27th 1989 in Downey... OOPS!!! too far!!! lol... jk, im hyper, so sorry if i scare u... ok... ya, ok so amy came over to my house at like 8 pm last night and we started to think of ideas for stuff to write on our shirts and stuff... around 8:45 or 9ish we started working on our shirts with fabric paint and all that good stuff... we decorated for a VERY long time... and we had to wait for one side to dry before we could do the other side, and that paint doesnt dry the fastest... but... anyway... I searched forever to find a good picture to put on our poster thingy that we made, and I finally found a good one... then we finished the other side of our shirts and made our signy thing. By the time we finished, it was already like 1:45, so we got into bed, but Smeagol (my mouse) is very loud and he was on his wheel all night and it was hard to sleep with all the noise, so i had to get up and disconnect the wheel and stuff, and then we finally fell asleep around 2:15 ish... Then we woke up at 4 o' clock in the morning! WOOT WOOT!!! lol! We left the house around 4:45, and it was so early that there was no traffic at all so we got to Hollywood at 5:15 ish... then we got in line, and saw Lauren and Krista who had said that they might be saving us a spot... unfortunately that didnt work out because some freakish lady got all defensive about her spot and she was like, "no, were not going to have any cuts today, you need to go ALL the way to the back" I wanted to smack her so bad... lol! so we went all the way to the back and then we found out that there were 2 separate lines and we were in the wrong one, so we went to the back of the right line, and then we met yet ANOTHER defensive lady who was worse than the first one and she was like, "this isnt the end of the line, the end is way back there. you need to go back... ppl are here, and they just left to put their stuff away.. and bla bla bla" and ... it was crazy so we asked the security guard that had sent us there in the first place and the jerk freakin convinced the guard that she was wrong, and she sent us all the way back to where we were before... and of course now the line was longer than before! but fortunately the ppl we were by before let us get back in where we were (finally some nice ppl) and we made friends with them. lol! So anyway, we stood in that line forever... there were a lot of news crews and stuff... it was really fun... ok. So about 9:30 we were let into the courtyard and we got to listen to the soundcheck and all that crap, and then we were let into the staging area, and we were by a group of homosexuals... it was scary, amy was being "played with" according to one of the gay guys... i dont know wut happened tho... lol! but ya, we were waiting there for like 2 1/2 hours... and it was weird... lol! but ya, at 12 the taping finally started!!!! YAY!!!!!!! CLAY AND RYAN!!!!!!!!! GAH! I died... and ya... it was awesome! you wait in lines for like 8 hours when all you came for was like 4 minutes long (Clays performance) o well, it was worth it! So ya, after that me and Amy and my mom went to lunch at Johnny Rockets and me and amy called Phillip and scared him i think... sorry phil, i felt really stupid, but we were like still star struck so we were stupid... anyway, sorry about that... ya, and then we came home and fixed up our shirts (they had fallen apart partly at the show) while we were waiting for it to come on TV... FINALLY 5 o' clock rolled around and we watched it... I'm on TV for a grand total of like 2.5 seconds... and you can see my mom behind me... Im holding the poster we made... anyway, i dont know if any of u want to see it or not, but if you do, i taped it, so just let me know... ya, so around 6:30, Amy went home... and now I'm writing about it all! lol! and its long i bet... ya... its long! lol! i dont care! lol! k, im gunna go! thanks for having the patience to read that whole thing! luv ya'll!! bye!!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.7.04

HEHE!!! Its been a VERY long time!!! Sorry!!! LOL! So... how's life been while I've been gone... LOL! I'm boring you all I'm sure... I'm boring my self so I can only imagine wut the crap I'm doing to all you ppl who have no life and actually look at my site... lol! WEll, today, I did a crapload of stuff around the house to earn some moola for... well... we dont need to go over that!!! Anyway, about... 6ish? I think it was around 6... I went to Knott's with Amy and Carissa. It was so fun! lol! It was very... interesting... because we went on Big Foot Rapids 3 times in a row, and it was really cold... so ya, im still cold and we went on the ride like... 4 hours ago! Well, now I'm watching SNL!! Clay is on! SO HOT!! Man I love that guy! LOL! Ok, well... I have church tomorrow and its very late right now, so I think Im gunna go so I can wake up at all tomorrow... I dont wanna wake up! O well... I'll get over it! Whoa! Clay is on again! LO! His lazy eye gives me the creeps! lol! ok, well, I'm seriously going to go now! Luv ya'll! Peace!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.25.04

JOHNNY DIDN"T WIN!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!! He so deserved it! and stupid Bill Murray won instead!!! GRR!! Oh well, at least LotR won two in a row! YAY LOTR!!! lol! Ok, well, all day today, I have been studying for my finals so, I thought I'd take a break and watch the Golden Globes and go online and crap! So... ya!......hi.... wuts up? lol! I went to church today and it wasnt the best thing ever, so... ya! ummm... I cant really think of a lot more to say, so... I guess Im done then, I'll talk to you guys later! BYE! Good luck to all of u on tues-thurs... BOO ON THE FINALS!!!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.23.04

I love FOOD!!! LOL! u can tell... nvm... i wont say it, it "upsets people" so... wutever! I just got back from the $1 theater with Amy, lol! It was so fun! We saw Brother Bear, its so cute! I cried! loL! and then we went to TCBY and got Rocky Road and talked to guys... and then we went to Java Co. and got my very first boba... im sorry but I actually liked it... Ryan likes it too, and Dustin.... my dad is undecisive, my mom wouldnt try it, and Sarah refuses to kiss Ryan now because he had 3 of my boba balls! lol! So ya! It was an interesting day... I hate Corey! ya... long story! lol! Im bored... someone entertain me... k bye

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.23.04

WOW!! Its been 9 days since I last updated! lol! sorry! Ive been busy with finals coming up and all, so... ya... hmmm well, im hungry... and now i get food, so ill finish this later! bi



d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.14.04

Why is everyone trying to get me to go back?! Im not coming back! ok, heres the thing, Im not mad at anyone in the group... I was, but i got over it, and im sorry if I over reacted in any way, and i forgive anyone who feels that they needed to be forgiven for it... I am over this group madness... Im not mad at anyone... and im also not coming back. Im sorry, but u guys need to stop trying to make me. Thats it... for the info on wut i did today, go to my xanga. bye, and i truly DO love you all!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.12.04

Sorry its been awhile guys... umm... today was kool.... and not... and stuff ya know? ok, well, the new group thingy went well, except at snack, crystal missed the drama with us so much she brought it to us!! wasnt that nice of her... ::looks around strangely:: lol! hmm... and then we heard about sumthing which doesnt need to be talked about now, cuz its over, so for all u nosy ppl, go away, u dont get to know!!! Phil, if your reading this, I'm sorry i kinda ignored u today after school when u asked wut was wrong, i didnt want to say anything i would regret... ur friends dont have to worry bout me and amy anymore... more detail on that on xanga, but anyway, sorry 4 that, I'll tell ya y i was crying tomorrow. Well, i probably shouldnt make this much longer cuz I have to update almost-there still... and I have to practice my scales so I dont fail my final for concert band... ok im off to almost-there now... goodbye... yes bye

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.7.04

If you couldnt tell by my mood and stuff up there, im not the happiest person alive right now... My life is kinda crappy and things changed a lot over the last few weeks... i wabnt it all to br the same... Why does bad stuff happen, why cant things be great for me... or at least decent...Grr! Well, at least one thing good is happening... I finally got my work permit and headshots for acting, so as soon as my mom sends in the weork permit to my agency im good to go, and i can start acting... well, i wont really be acting because the agency does more extra work than principle roles, but my friend went in for an extra part once and they asked him to read somethind and he did and now hes on his way to stardom... lol! The headshots actually came out decent too! I might bring one tomorrow so u guys can c! yay! im excited bout that! anyway... if u guys could pray 4 me, i would definitely appreciate it... I updated xanga and almost there also, so check there too. im gunna go now, theres gunna be a sermon at church about depression and im going with amy and lyss... it should be good for me and amy! k, bye!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.5.04


You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anythind
cheesy look really good (like sliding down
stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing
pointy ears for example). Congrats!!

HEHEHE!!! I got that my first try, and i didnt even try to do it on purpose! k well, this is gunna be short cuz i dont feel good! sad day... OK, sorry its been so long since i last updated... and to all who went last night 2 my parteh I hope you had fun. Im going to go throw up now, and then ill sleep, sorry u had to read that! BYE!

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.1.04

HaPpY nEw YeAr! yay for 2004! We made it... I wasn't sure if I would... but its ok we wont talk about that! UM!! Well, guess what my mom gave me a black eye! TEEHEE!! It was an accident! She was on the couch and I was sitting next to her and she elbowed me in the eye! hehe! and now I have the beginnings of a black eye! Well, I hope you all had a nice new years eve and have a nice new years day... ummm... ya! I updated almost-there too... its amy and my new site so go there... www.almost-there.i8.com yup! ok, im gunna go now! PEACE!
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