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Mood:a little stressedd.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.2.08
IT'S A RECORD!!!!!! I haven't been on this thing in over 2 years! Wow. Well, while I was in Romania I was thinking about it and I went and looked at it and then I decided that I wanted to update it... at least one more time (I won't say continue updating it regularly, because we all know how that works out everytime). Anyways. HI! I miss this site. Now everything is about Facebook. Haha, its funny how we go through phases. It started with Geocities (at least for me) and then with i8 and then Xanga and then Myspace and now Facebook! Crazy. Well none of those social networks are as personal as geocities or i8 in my opinion because with this type of a website you have to actually have your own layout that you make and put time and effort into. On facebook and myspace and xanga, its all done for you. Which, don't get me wrong, its nice because it takes up a lot less time, but its not as fun or personal in my opinion. Unfortunately, its about all I ever have time for. So we'll see... maybe I'll start this up again, but probably not. Lets go by how many people actually read this... Is the tag board still on the side? i think it is. If it is, let me know if you read this. I wonder if I can get lauren to put a comments thing on here... i dunno. I'm probably being too ambitious again. Not like I have time to do any of this. I have 18 units this semester. BLAH!
BYE!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*12.4.05
HELLO! Long time no talk to... not as long as before. You should be proud of me cuz its only been like 5 weeks since the last post! W00t! hey, that thing above should be playing music. It doesnt work for me at least it didnt on my xanga. If it works for you can you please tag on the tag board for me and let me know. :) d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*10.24.05
Hmm... well sorry I havent been back in awhile... Ive been pretty busy this past week... On Friday I went to Halloween Haunt with Marissa, Amy, Crystal, and Carissa. Then DEZ MET UP WITH US LATER!! YAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!! I missed desipoo! lol! I havent seen that man in ages! Okay so... we went on the two rides and then we went on all the mazes. Some of them were pretty lame. UGH THE CLOWNS!!! They made me go in it... sorta (Amy said I didnt have to go but I didnt wanna wait outside all by myself... with clowns. Thats even worse! Plus, I had just waited in a line that went almost all the way to Xcellerator... no way was I gunna do that foor nothing) ANYWAYS!!! I CRIED!! like seriously tears... for a long time... all the way through the maze and for a few minutes after we got out. That was the last maze we went through. After that, we went to see that show... Ed Alonzo's house party or something... DIRTY HUMOR!! It was soooo gross! EW lol, nasty stuff in there. Anyway, after that it was almost time to go. We went to go get Nachos... lol and then my mom came and picked us up and took us home. :) okay Saturday... On Saturday, I woke up at 10ish and then I had practice at 12:30- 2:30. Then we had lunch and I talked to Ricardo for like 20 minutes. Then we drove to the show. On the way to the show, the bus was stopped at a red light, and there was an accident not even a block in front of us! OMG! It was really scary! I saw a body bag! :( It was really scary. You guys... that made me think a lot. That coulda been the bus... If we hadnt hit that light on a red.... we coulda been involved in that. Anything could have happened. anyway, thats just something to think about... It hit me pretty hard. Okay, so back to saturday... we went to the show and performed... Jordan and Chris said we did good but all of us didnt think so. Whatever happened tho, it wasnt deserving of what happened at awards. Los Altos, who had a really boring and easy show that wasnt even completed (they stood there for a long time playing the show) they 11 pointed us!!!!!!! And our score dropped 5 points from the last show!!! IT WAS SOOOO RITARDED! UGH! Everyone was sooo mad! UGH! ::Sigh:: anyways, moving on. Sunday, I went to church. It was fun... then I went out to eat... mmm ribs! lol it was really good. I think ill eat my leftovers when i get home! :) Then I went shopping we bought a dog bed for Frisbee... and a new Keyboard for my dads comuter since our old one had a short. Then I went home and watched tv... then I went back to Church for Encounter! I love encounter! It hits more subjects that I can relate with. :) After encounter I was going to go over to morgan's house, but I forgot I had a lot of homework so I didnt go... plus Priscilla ditched me anyway, so I didnt have a ride or anyone to hang with there. hmm... then I went to albertsons and bought junk... and Phil forgot to give my mom her 19.00 change! lol so she had to go back! :) then I watched tv again... then i did my hmwk and went online... and talked to my uncle in Northern Cali! yay! I miss him! okay... thats it... im bored now... and i only have like... 8 minutes left of class... im gunna go! BYEBYE I hope u had fun reading my really long entry! :) lol okay bye
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*10.17.05
Well guys its been over a year since i last updated this thing. Its so sad how things change huh... This thing used to be my life... well guess what? Im starting it up again. Im gunna do the whole deal hopefully. I wanna get a new layout, I wanna update all the time, I want it to be cool again... maybe this will even help me remember to update my myspace! Well anyway.. thats just an update... I wont go into the details of my life yet... lol! See ya'll later! PLEASE TAG THE BOARD!!!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*7.31.04

d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*7.10.04
YAY!!! Im FINALLY updating this site again! It's been almost 3 months!! hah!! Sorry!! I just was thinking the other day and I was like... HMM I should update my geocities... also I think Im going to get a new layout... Yea, not yet but soon, k? okay then... this isnt going to be long because Im not going to go over my pittiful life for the last 3 months... all Im going to say is I LOVE FRED SAVAGE!!! A LOT!!! ok... thats pretty much it. Maybe Ill start updating this again... MAYBE! okay, thats it. BYE!!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*4.13.04
HI!!!!!!!!!!! Its been so long!! Over a month... well, Im not sure, but I think thats the longest ever... and if it is... or even if it isn't... I'm sorry. I've been really busy and haven't really had time to keep up 3 or even 2 sites, so I just stuck with the one that was easiest to update. So, if you want to see what Ive been doing for the last 5 weeks, go to my xanga, the link is on the left! :) ok, I'm going to start out with a few things that I got for ya'll from different friends and sites and such... so... here we go ... d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*3.5.04
Why does it seem like its been a SUPER long time since I updated here... It hasnt been THAT long... 2 weeks, thats it. Ive gone longer than that. Well... I'm sorry that I havent been updating this site lately. I have been updating my xanga. Its a lot easier to do if I want something quick. I dont have to deal with HTML... not that its super hard or anything, just... takes a little extra time... Anyway, if i dont update here for awhile, you can go to my xanga. I update there a lot. The link is on the left. OK, well today I went to the movies with Carissa and saw Hidalgo. Viggo is definitely beautiful in that movie. Grungy but beautiful. I had a lot of fun there, and its an excellent movie, but when I got home I wasnt happy anymore. I dont really know why. I mean, Im sure if I thought hard enough there would probably be a reason, but as of right now I cant really say why im unhappy. Anyway, tomorrow is the carwash. That should be fun. I hope. k, well its late and im tired so I think im gunna go now. Take care. Luv ya, bye!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.20.04
hi... BLAH!!!!!! bye
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.16.04
YAY CLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!! I SAW CLAY TODAY! HE'S SO AWESOME!!!! OMG!!! THIS IS LIKE SO SURREAL! I THINK HE SAW MINE AND AMY'S SHIRTS!! LOL, its a long story, ill tell ya later if u remind me. omg, it was so awesome... ok, I'll start from the very very very beginning... I was born June 27th 1989 in Downey... OOPS!!! too far!!! lol... jk, im hyper, so sorry if i scare u... ok... ya, ok so amy came over to my house at like 8 pm last night and we started to think of ideas for stuff to write on our shirts and stuff... around 8:45 or 9ish we started working on our shirts with fabric paint and all that good stuff... we decorated for a VERY long time... and we had to wait for one side to dry before we could do the other side, and that paint doesnt dry the fastest... but... anyway... I searched forever to find a good picture to put on our poster thingy that we made, and I finally found a good one... then we finished the other side of our shirts and made our signy thing. By the time we finished, it was already like 1:45, so we got into bed, but Smeagol (my mouse) is very loud and he was on his wheel all night and it was hard to sleep with all the noise, so i had to get up and disconnect the wheel and stuff, and then we finally fell asleep around 2:15 ish... Then we woke up at 4 o' clock in the morning! WOOT WOOT!!! lol! We left the house around 4:45, and it was so early that there was no traffic at all so we got to Hollywood at 5:15 ish... then we got in line, and saw Lauren and Krista who had said that they might be saving us a spot... unfortunately that didnt work out because some freakish lady got all defensive about her spot and she was like, "no, were not going to have any cuts today, you need to go ALL the way to the back" I wanted to smack her so bad... lol! so we went all the way to the back and then we found out that there were 2 separate lines and we were in the wrong one, so we went to the back of the right line, and then we met yet ANOTHER defensive lady who was worse than the first one and she was like, "this isnt the end of the line, the end is way back there. you need to go back... ppl are here, and they just left to put their stuff away.. and bla bla bla" and ... it was crazy so we asked the security guard that had sent us there in the first place and the jerk freakin convinced the guard that she was wrong, and she sent us all the way back to where we were before... and of course now the line was longer than before! but fortunately the ppl we were by before let us get back in where we were (finally some nice ppl) and we made friends with them. lol! So anyway, we stood in that line forever... there were a lot of news crews and stuff... it was really fun... ok. So about 9:30 we were let into the courtyard and we got to listen to the soundcheck and all that crap, and then we were let into the staging area, and we were by a group of homosexuals... it was scary, amy was being "played with" according to one of the gay guys... i dont know wut happened tho... lol! but ya, we were waiting there for like 2 1/2 hours... and it was weird... lol! but ya, at 12 the taping finally started!!!! YAY!!!!!!! CLAY AND RYAN!!!!!!!!! GAH! I died... and ya... it was awesome! you wait in lines for like 8 hours when all you came for was like 4 minutes long (Clays performance) o well, it was worth it! So ya, after that me and Amy and my mom went to lunch at Johnny Rockets and me and amy called Phillip and scared him i think... sorry phil, i felt really stupid, but we were like still star struck so we were stupid... anyway, sorry about that... ya, and then we came home and fixed up our shirts (they had fallen apart partly at the show) while we were waiting for it to come on TV... FINALLY 5 o' clock rolled around and we watched it... I'm on TV for a grand total of like 2.5 seconds... and you can see my mom behind me... Im holding the poster we made... anyway, i dont know if any of u want to see it or not, but if you do, i taped it, so just let me know... ya, so around 6:30, Amy went home... and now I'm writing about it all! lol! and its long i bet... ya... its long! lol! i dont care! lol! k, im gunna go! thanks for having the patience to read that whole thing! luv ya'll!! bye!!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*2.7.04
HEHE!!! Its been a VERY long time!!! Sorry!!! LOL! So... how's life been while I've been gone... LOL! I'm boring you all I'm sure... I'm boring my self so I can only imagine wut the crap I'm doing to all you ppl who have no life and actually look at my site... lol! WEll, today, I did a crapload of stuff around the house to earn some moola for... well... we dont need to go over that!!! Anyway, about... 6ish? I think it was around 6... I went to Knott's with Amy and Carissa. It was so fun! lol! It was very... interesting... because we went on Big Foot Rapids 3 times in a row, and it was really cold... so ya, im still cold and we went on the ride like... 4 hours ago! Well, now I'm watching SNL!! Clay is on! SO HOT!! Man I love that guy! LOL! Ok, well... I have church tomorrow and its very late right now, so I think Im gunna go so I can wake up at all tomorrow... I dont wanna wake up! O well... I'll get over it! Whoa! Clay is on again! LO! His lazy eye gives me the creeps! lol! ok, well, I'm seriously going to go now! Luv ya'll! Peace!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.25.04
JOHNNY DIDN"T WIN!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!! He so deserved it! and stupid Bill Murray won instead!!! GRR!! Oh well, at least LotR won two in a row! YAY LOTR!!! lol! Ok, well, all day today, I have been studying for my finals so, I thought I'd take a break and watch the Golden Globes and go online and crap! So... ya!......hi.... wuts up? lol! I went to church today and it wasnt the best thing ever, so... ya! ummm... I cant really think of a lot more to say, so... I guess Im done then, I'll talk to you guys later! BYE! Good luck to all of u on tues-thurs... BOO ON THE FINALS!!!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.23.04
I love FOOD!!! LOL! u can tell... nvm... i wont say it, it "upsets people" so... wutever! I just got back from the $1 theater with Amy, lol! It was so fun! We saw Brother Bear, its so cute! I cried! loL! and then we went to TCBY and got Rocky Road and talked to guys... and then we went to Java Co. and got my very first boba... im sorry but I actually liked it... Ryan likes it too, and Dustin.... my dad is undecisive, my mom wouldnt try it, and Sarah refuses to kiss Ryan now because he had 3 of my boba balls! lol! So ya! It was an interesting day... I hate Corey! ya... long story! lol! Im bored... someone entertain me... k bye
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.23.04
WOW!! Its been 9 days since I last updated! lol! sorry! Ive been busy with finals coming up and all, so... ya... hmmm well, im hungry... and now i get food, so ill finish this later! bid.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.14.04
Why is everyone trying to get me to go back?! Im not coming back! ok, heres the thing, Im not mad at anyone in the group... I was, but i got over it, and im sorry if I over reacted in any way, and i forgive anyone who feels that they needed to be forgiven for it... I am over this group madness... Im not mad at anyone... and im also not coming back. Im sorry, but u guys need to stop trying to make me. Thats it... for the info on wut i did today, go to my xanga. bye, and i truly DO love you all!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.12.04
Sorry its been awhile guys... umm... today was kool.... and not... and stuff ya know? ok, well, the new group thingy went well, except at snack, crystal missed the drama with us so much she brought it to us!! wasnt that nice of her... ::looks around strangely:: lol! hmm... and then we heard about sumthing which doesnt need to be talked about now, cuz its over, so for all u nosy ppl, go away, u dont get to know!!! Phil, if your reading this, I'm sorry i kinda ignored u today after school when u asked wut was wrong, i didnt want to say anything i would regret... ur friends dont have to worry bout me and amy anymore... more detail on that on xanga, but anyway, sorry 4 that, I'll tell ya y i was crying tomorrow. Well, i probably shouldnt make this much longer cuz I have to update almost-there still... and I have to practice my scales so I dont fail my final for concert band... ok im off to almost-there now... goodbye... yes bye
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.7.04
If you couldnt tell by my mood and stuff up there, im not the happiest person alive right now... My life is kinda crappy and things changed a lot over the last few weeks... i wabnt it all to br the same... Why does bad stuff happen, why cant things be great for me... or at least decent...Grr! Well, at least one thing good is happening... I finally got my work permit and headshots for acting, so as soon as my mom sends in the weork permit to my agency im good to go, and i can start acting... well, i wont really be acting because the agency does more extra work than principle roles, but my friend went in for an extra part once and they asked him to read somethind and he did and now hes on his way to stardom... lol! The headshots actually came out decent too! I might bring one tomorrow so u guys can c! yay! im excited bout that! anyway... if u guys could pray 4 me, i would definitely appreciate it... I updated xanga and almost there also, so check there too. im gunna go now, theres gunna be a sermon at church about depression and im going with amy and lyss... it should be good for me and amy! k, bye!
d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.5.04


d.i.a.r.y*f.o.r*1.1.04
HaPpY nEw YeAr! yay for 2004! We made it... I wasn't sure if I would... but its ok we wont talk about that! UM!! Well, guess what my mom gave me a black eye! TEEHEE!! It was an accident! She was on the couch and I was sitting next to her and she elbowed me in the eye! hehe! and now I have the beginnings of a black eye! Well, I hope you all had a nice new years eve and have a nice new years day... ummm... ya! I updated almost-there too... its amy and my new site so go there... www.almost-there.i8.com yup! ok, im gunna go now! PEACE!