My Creations
Alright so i guess this is the section that i post the things i stay up late and write...heh i dont know if its any good or not but as usual i continue to write...i have been attempting to write songs..but i have those in a notebook and i havent typed them up yet. maybe i will get around to it, or you can just ask to look at my notebook and i will probably show it to you
As the faces fly by...
you do not know yet
who will be true
and who is not
only your real friends show
as time moves on
so do friends
but the pain still stay
no amount of time can heal the pain
that is left when a friend is untrue
let this be a message
to all friends out there....
be a friend to your friends because you never know if they will be there tomorrow you never know if they will be there for you.
Cast Out-
In this place no one knows me
I have no face
I have no place
I am the masses of people with no home
No friend to hug and hold
I am no one
but i am everyone
You see me
but no name to my face
No place in your heart for me
For i am cast out of society
Cast out from everywhere
No place for the no one
I make those crowded streets
I am the masses
I am the man behind those dark glasses
No name...
No place...
but everywhere...
but no name...
Day by day
place by place
i watch the lonely face
moving along with no one
not a person
not a friend
moving along
and living a life of emptiness
emptiness, sorrow, and distrust
moving
look once before he is gone
moving yet once again
into the cloud
the cloud of dust
the cloud of hatred
moving along the road
the road of lonliness and sorrow
moving along gathering speed
where will it end he asks
how can i put it into reverse
how can i leave this hurtfull place
and just move on to happiness
is heaven on its way
or will i move to hell
for my hateful sins against my soul
where will i be placed
on this step ladder of life
as i watch the lights go down
and never believing what you say is all right
silence will not help the soul
because i need to talk about it
A Little Poem i wrote...
he said, it was the day the world went away,
he said he was never coming back,
he said dont cry for i will,
he said he was never coming back
and he never did.....
The Escape
Is there no way out
no way to leave this wretched place
where will I go
who will I be
who will care for me
Who will be ther to hold me close
Not a friend nor foe
being cast out
by friend
family
parents
living in a world of hate
what will hold me back
from leaving nothing behind
and drifting off
leaving nothing but an empty carcass
to rot in the soil
of this rotting earth
and to waste away
into a memory of nothing
fade away
into the blackness of the shadows
and never be remembered
for I was nothing
nothing in a place of everything
neglected by even the worse
and hated by even the best
so here I stand
ready to escape
to escape and never be remembered.
The No One-
The no one sitting alone
being a nothing
sitting and wondering
who to love
and who to hate
who will love
and who will hate
moving through life with nothing
not a friend to hug and hold
living on the edge
ready to break
to explode in a supernova
and die quietly
without a scream
a supernova so small it never impacted anyone
and then he will know who really loved him
who was there
when he was there
but it takes the extreme to find out
what friends really mean
and who they are
and what they really mean
because no one was sent to get me
and i feel like im being erased
Alone-
Alone in my room
sitting here in the dark
content in the rhythm
between heart and drum
wondering why
why i must be alone
to face yet another day
with no one standing behind me
to make me confident and hold my head up high
no one to conform with
no one to agree with
remaining in the shadows of darkness
growing wings
but failing to emerge
and falling right back down the whole
to the depths of darkness
waiting
for someone
to emerge from that darkness with you
holding your hand
showing you that you can do it
i need a spirit who can touch my life
i need a voice to speak the truth
i need someone who will be by my side
i need a heart ill never loose
When your gone
When i was young
and things went wrong
you were there to hold me close
in your arms you protected me
but as time passed and life moved on
suddenly you dissapeared
gone like the whisp of smoke
into the last breath of fresh air
as time moved on so did i
i learned to live without you
but i never forgot you
you stayed in my head and in my thoughts
but who will be able to replace you
no one will ever replace you
only one can take your place
but it will never be the same
This is a song i attempted to write, im not sure how good it is, but you could im me and tell me what you think of it...my sn = punkindonuts001.
Slpping Right Past
Sleeping in the embers
of those who ive been waiting for
as i watch my life slip past me
lowering the standards
as the world wizzes by
since when did it have to happen so fast
it happened to fast
Everything started so great
what happened to it all
where did it run off too
and will i ever be the same person that i once knew
i need someone to show me down the right road
because they all look the same
down the road of pain and misery
but somone please show me the light
as the beats in my head begin to stop
think and remember
it happened to fast
Everything started so great
what happened to it all
where did it run off too
and will i ever be the same person that i once knew
Roll
As the world rolls on
where will you be
as time rolls on
will you
will you move with it
or be left behind in its cloud of dust
will you be able to avoid its treachours path
or will you be sucked in
to twril round and round in its vicious whirlpool of death
swirl into the blackness of death
to appear into the light of life
wondering what you have become
and who you will be
Believe it or not, all written works on here are completely original, everyone word, every thought, every emotion, came from yes, no one else but me. Along the lines there may have been some inspiration by a song or something but not much. (c)2001 Jon Allen.
Unfortunaly the artwork in the backround is not orignial but I wish i could do that and maybe someday I will, that would be cool. it you would like to view more artwork by the author go Here!.