| ~These Days~ I have these days when I think of you, How you feel, How you speak, I have these days when I think about How you smile How would you touch me Whisper to me in bed Kiss me, Hold me. What makes you laugh, How that would sound I think about How would you hold my hand in yours and just look at me? I daydream about you Constantly thinking of what things could be like What would they be like? If time could stand still for a moment so both of us could breath, And we could finally find some solace in each other�s arms� There are days when I am so busy But my mind is not on the task at hand It is to busy thinking of what things could be like What would they be like? If we both had no responsibilities If we both hadn�t sold our souls to other projects If we had only met one another before all the madness� I lie down at night and I look up at the stars And I wonder if you think of me in this way If you feel the aching, longing, the yearning to be with me Like I feel for you. I often ponder what you would think of me If I were standing before you in the flesh Looking up at you� I dream of our love being able to finally flourish in this insane world we both live in I wonder if it will work Or if I am just some girl from the wrong side of the tracks And you�re just a rebel trying to stir the fire with someone I gaze at your pictures on the screen I dream again �� I dream that you are looking at me as if I was the only girl in the world for you I get nervous when I think that maybe one day we will find each other I get scared Because my luck with men has never been good But fear soon subsides, Because I know that my love is strong I know your love is strong. There�s so much we know about each other Yet so little we know Like the electric sensation of our bodies intertwined in the embrace of true passion The sound of your heartbeat as I lie with my head upon your chest Peaceful dreams , and utter contentment� I do know I love you I cannot stop thinking about you I find myself impatiently waiting for the next time we talk So I can hang on the words you type on the screen There are days when I think I am insane for this There are days when I have to take a deep breath And decide to continue on Not letting my fear get in the way You are so sure of it all And me, I am But at the same time, I fear that perhaps I am not what you have made me to be I am no goddess I am just a woman, a woman who wants to love you To take care of you To be there for you in so many ways Yet I find myself afraid Not of you Not of your career But of that pedal stool you have placed me high upon It scares me I don�t know why Maybe perhaps, because I can�t quite explain why you would want me You own my heart You are my soul I cannot fathom the idea of an existence without you And yet we cannot find ourselves in the same place at the same time This scares me What if we never do? The fear of never knowing plagues me And haunts me Like old demons in the night I am no enchantress I am merely a woman A woman to which no one in your world wants around Yet you fight for me Without knowing the sound of my voice feel of my touch sensation that my kiss would give you the way my eyes would light up when you walked into a room if I could love you anymore then I do I would love you more for that� I don�t know if I will ever have your arms wrapped so tightly around me Making feel safe from the world I do know that no matter what You shall be my only love My very desire Until my death I shall know no other love like this I know that� So at night When I am dreaming Or when I lie in bed restless My only peace is thinking of you When I dream know darling � It is always, always of you� Written By: Mel C Scott |