| Forcing my choice, As if I have no voice How could you be that crazy? Perhaps out of a sheer power struggle Which you may win, for today I am far too lazy, Love is overrated, A word to express what�s within, You speak it like it�s so easy, Fine, ok, you win. I can feel this pressure building up, Yet I�m too worn out to fight I want to just scream SHUT-UP!!! But you would probably beat me all night. A new battle would begin, I, Fearing to get in your path This is how I feel when I am with you, For you have a fierce wrath, Yet, I never impose mine upon you, even though- You have beaten me so severely You have finally injured my soul. But why doe�s it have to be like this? Why must you go on and on, It�s like a never-ending war, Where you won�t die, And I just keep shuffling slowly along, What is it that I possess? That you think you need? For if I can just carve it out of me- I will allow it to feed your greed, If it will give me my freedom from your fists Then let it be. For I can�t stand to be beat once more What have I done to thee? This has to end sometime, For I just can�t keep on moving However it see in your eyes, You just don�t feel like losing, So we continue down this toxic path, Turning me old and gray, Until I awaken from this bizarre dream And convince myself it�s going to be better today, Yet, Getting dressed up to smile at the crowds, To pretend it�s all well and fine, But time keeps ticking slowly away, This relationship becomes a daily grind, |
| Did you ever anticipate this? When you forced your will on me, For you may have me in your clutches, But my soul and mind are free, Though my hollow shell exists with you, I make love to all I can, And if my body had the chance, It would be with a better man. Be gone, go away! Let my lifeless body be, If I cut my wrists and bleed to death I wonder if I will be free? But now it comes into play, A child is born to me, My mind is racing, Wondering- My goddess, How could this be? I scream to heavens high above- For My goddess knows this to be unjust, I stayed with you for fear and pity, Perhaps, at one time lust. I, have been conquered by you, You have found my weakest link, If it weren�t for the life I hold in my arms, I would still sit at insanities brink, But now you think you have it all, An heir to your lowly throne, But I have other plans this day For now my life is not my own, Never did you plan for me to rebel You had thought you�d beat it out Today as he takes his first breath- I have now learned to SHOUT!!!!! I |
| I now will stand and fight you, Until my last and final breath, And even if you now defeat me, Know I will haunt you in my death, Let me leave with peace in my heart As every new mother owns, If not with peace, then vengeance is mine Under every unturned stone, Listen to my little warrior cry No longer will you plague me, I will carve the windows of your soul out and watch you die, If you dare come close to my baby. My passiveness is now gone I know now I must survive, All at once it�s come to me I WANT TO BE ALIVE!!!, No more, No more, NO MORE!!!! NO MORE Beatings! NO MORE remarks! if you touch him or me again I will find you in the cloak of dark. I will hunt you like and animal A lowly creature that does not deserve to live I will torture you in the graveyard Till you give up you�re desire to live Then I will bring you back to life again So I can have more fun For everything you have done to me Did you think it could be undone? |
I give you one chance to run, and leave us be Or your entire life will be full of pain and misery You can never do right by me You can only leave me alone Get out you BASTARD!! I am now reclaiming my throne, if you leave and never come back, Your meager life shall still be meager And if you try to talk to me I will simply be more than eager- To act upon the threats I handed out to you upon this day, Be gone you Lowly bastard! Be gone, stay away!!!. Or every thing that brings you joy I will personally take away. written By: Mel C Scott (pictured behind the words) |
| ~~Forcing My Choice~~ |