| ~Inside My Head ~ Written by: Mel C. Scott What inspires me to be near you What draws me ever so close What mystery that engulfs you Finding my mind playing host To a lifetime with you What would that be like? If distance didn�t hold fast to this agenda. If circumstance was in our favor Would we be happy? Would we be as we are now? Two people alone, withdrawn Completely uninspired with our surroundings Causing our minds to wander back to that thought of the other What they would be like Taste like Act like Smell like Sound like Feel like Would it be like touching a stranger? Or would it be as if we had never been apart Would flesh ruin what is apparent and here? Or would it only make things that much greater? Could you love me through the highs and the lows? Would you be willing to love me even then? I could love you through it all�. Write up the contract I will bring the pen�. All these promises being made All this chaos all around I see you keeping your distance Should I keep these feet on solid ground? Do you want me to want you so badly? Do you want the love I can give? Or are you just playing games with me To see in the end who will win. Should I tell you now you had me at hello? Should I hold that all inside? Or perhaps should I be weary And go back to that place where I hide? Seems like the moment I think I could touch you The moment I think things are fine Is the very same moment you shrink away Leaving me to these thoughts of mine� Through time and through the tragedies Through friendship and through foe I think I better just tell you I cannot let this go� My feelings, my heart my soul Overwhelm me consume my being And I can�t help but wonder what it is Through your eyes that you are seeing I want to know all about you From your rage to all your bliss From the bad cute days and the sexy ones From your fist , to your sweet kiss Id crawl on broken glass If it would get me to you now But I am hesitant to utter these words As I am not quite sure just how� So instead I write all this down On paper to remember how I feel For even with distance between us These feelings for you are real .. And maybe I should be sorry For the love I have found for you And perhaps I should just hold my tongue But damn I cant help but fucking love you.. So maybe Maybe I should stand here and watch As the truth unfolds this time And maybe , maybe I should catch A glimpse of a love divine And maybe, Maybe we wont have much Maybe, perhaps, we will But this feeling that holds fast to me Is the a love for which I would kill And destruction would be my friend If someone took this away For without the thought of having your love I would slowly just slip away� |