When the final exam drew nearer , it tells me once again that , "There goes another semester , Mun Yau ... " . Time seemed to be moving faster than mankind could ever imagine . Semester 4 seemed to be so short . I'm glad that I went through it and let bygones be bygones .

As one chinese saying goes ... "The most dangerous place could be a safer place" . It made me realize one thing ... . Sometimes I felt so ironic . That innocent looking Win 98 OS which people might consider an OS which is less secure . Yeah , it's true , you can crack its password in seconds . You can msconfig the system , and it is vunerable to many attacks . And an article from Lockergnome's Windows Daily said that Microsoft will officially stop putting updates for Win 98 beginning 2005 . What Microsoft claimed its next-generation Win XP , which is a highly secure browser, ended up to be the most attacked OS . Look at the Blaster worm for example . Why not Win 98 ? Why XP or NT++ ? That's the issue . Many companies and firms have started using NT based machines and they lured out the attackers easily . Microsoft has spent millions , maybe billions of dollars just to patch up its OS . But there are still vulnerabilities . Finding flaws is a real daunting task . It's like finding a needle in the haystack .

Life is strange . It's so strange . Last year at the same period of time , which was my study leave , I was just introduced to Joan , and I really had a tough time before I can really consider her as my best friend . That time I was having stupid feelings for her and felt sad for no reason . Yesterday , she and Chai Boon went to my house , asking me to teach her ADIS 1 . Sometimes , it's hard to believe , well , she's at my house . She did helped me a lot to console me when Yvonne and Sharon ( Yin Wei ) is not around to talk to . Speaking about Yvonne , it's been almost a week I didn't talked to her . It's just a month to go , hopefully . I am quite happy with what I have now . Nice female friends , no love problem , everything's just go through very nice ....

Why love ??? What is the purpose for college students to have boyfriend or girlfriend ? I still can't understand . Will it be better ? Is it because they wanted to be glamour ? Why love when it will turn out to be sex in the end . Like one email I received not long ago . Many of my friends received this mail. Why can't a boy and a girl become normal friends ? I can't understand why the society might think that a boy and a girl is considered dating even though they won't ?

I've began to suffer from PES again , I don't know why . When exam drew nearer , I started to become very very lazy to study and started to do stupid things . I started to fix my antenna of my TV set for no reason. Weird . My emotion is a bit unstable these days . I am prone to getting angry over small matters , and started to have nightmares every night . Neways , See Kay SMSed me just now , telling me that Andrew will be leaving after 9/12 . He has been the first one to go overseas in between many of our friends . Time does fly . I'm getting my Diploma May next year , and Daniel will be off to Canada next year too .

I can't wait for the exam to come to an end . Many things is on my mind now . There are so many things I had put aside , even though I like it . I've put aside the wish to become the DJ for OO nite last June , I've also abandoned my plans to get a PS2 , and I also abandoned my plan to know any girls . Maybe I just fantasising , but , it's better to get real . It's kind of boring doing things in college , and it would be better if I socialize more with my friends and spend more time on programming . I was stupid that time , wanting to perform DJ-ing stuffs during OO nite , just to attract attention . After all , many things had finally been over and it's time to turn on a new leaf ....

Solid Snake - Enjoying Life....
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