Some people have said that , even though we have such a state-of-the-art telecommunications technology ,
Humans still can't express themselves or communicate very well . Ironic , isn't it ? We have GSM technology ,
now GPRS , we have the Internet , we can transmit our voice and our image at the speed of light . It is like
we can get to the person that we want to express something to , seemlessly .This is particularly true about what happened
to me last night .
Last night was a night without a soul . I felt complete loneliness , and I really can't find someone to talk to . I was so frustrated
that I can't even express something to Yin Wei , wondering if she was mad at me or not , since I sent her too much SMS , only to find that
her phone is out of credit to give me a reply . The credits in my phone were depleting as well . It is almost 11.00 pm .
My mind was completely empty , and I can't even imagine what will going to happen next . I was so blank that , all I knew is
that I will go and practice driving with my dad , that's all .
I was very scared that night . The feeling of loneliness really scares me . When I'm lonely , I started to hallucinate again .
I started to think if I have made someone angry or did some mistakes that I didn't knew . Watched the show 'I Not Stupid' on Astro
AEC at around 11:30pm , just to kill my boredom . After the show , I went to the cyberspace and see if my pet sis , Yvonne was online . No , she didn't .
It was almost 12:15 pm , and I went to bed soon after that .
A lovely Sunday morning replaced the souless Saturday night after a few hours of sleep . Ahh ... how refreshing it was ! My brain was still
empty and read The Star just to start my day . Today's horoscope : My day will be filled with surprises . I'm not sure about it ,
but , it's nice to have some surprises since I had a bad day yesterday night . Did some rewiring works for my mom
since she wanted the home theatre system to be kept in the master bedroom . Dad told me to buy a door stopper , and I reloaded my phone today .
Guess what ? I met Yap today , and we have some short chat today . He accompanied me for shopping .
After that , I had lunch and tried calling Yin Wei again . Her signal's bad . Again , I can't express something to her .
I then took a short nap and not long after that , she called me . I was glad , and I tried to talk to her as much as I can .
But this time , my phone's battery died out , and I can't talk to her fully , AGAIN ?!?!?! How frustrating !
Later in the evening , I braced myself to tell my dad to bring me for another driving practice outside .
I don't know why , but somehow , many things motivated me to do better this time , I felt that , if I can drive , I have already been
half sucessful in my life . I would give only one shot this time . It's do or die . I really wanted to fetch my family friends one day .
Everything's going well this session , only that I had a slower timing on gear shifts . So do my braking skills . I did a lot of hard brakings
most of the time . I just tried to be confident with myself , and hopefully dad won't sound me this time . I managed to do 70% today .
Dad gave me a lot of comment today , but I knew he was not sounding at me . Today's lesson really motivates me a lot
to drive better next time . Even though I will be removing the 'P' sticker April next year , and I still didn't drive the car out
to the road even once , I knew dad wanted me to drive professionally ....
My luck began to change soon after that . I tried to call Yin Wei and she answered the call the first ringtone . I was so happy
to hear from her cracking out some jokes , and it's good to hear her laughing again , trying to act a little bit not serious .. hehehe ...
Plan's changed . Instead of going to Times Square , I suggested us to go to somewhere else , just to have a longwinded chat , at least .
When we started to chat , we can't stop , and probably up to a day .
Tomorrow comes the final week of our semester break . Joan's birthday will be on tomorrow .....
Solid Snake - Life is one splendid thing ...
10:33pm GMT+8
