My decision is FINAL . I've sacrificed two of the things which I love to do most , but for the sake of PS2 , it's okay to sacrifice them ....

My first decision is to withdraw my name form the OO nite committee name list . Kamil told me that being a sound techie requires me to concentrate on the show for two weeks , that means skipping lectures and tutorials . That is the thing I can't leave behind . I have so much things with me right now , and it feels hard for me to leave things behind . Getting good grades is still my ambition and that's the only excuse for me to persuade my parents to buy me a PS2 . Besides that , I lost my interests on OO nite , the girls looked so bitchy ...

My second decision is to stop using the Net for as long as I had to wait for my PS2 . If possible , I'll remove the modem from my PC for good after I replied Yvonne's next email . I still didn't received her mail yet . I don't know how dad was thinking . He's such a caveman . I've told him that the bills are seperated and he's still don't want to listen . He thought that the bills came from the multimedia bill . Now that me and my mom was scolded for no reason saying that we made a lot of calls from the house phone . I think I'll just depend on CITC , whether I really have to crack CyberEdge or, I really had to be peeped from 10s and 20s of prying eyes . I had no choice .

When I left these things for good , now that I can concentrate more on my studies and made my life simpler . I was a bit immature before and wanted to do OO nite so desperately . In my opinion now , I shouldn't interfere with the internal issues . First : I don't know the seniors . Interfere someone's business is such a bullshit. I don't even know how complicated the seniors would be . Second : I don't listen to chinese song and not in the Gen-X culture . I don't care if people say that I have no taste in music , but I'm happy with my life . I listen to Light and Easy and J-Pop . Next , I'm not a big fan of love syndrome . I don't care if I don't have a girlfriend like most of the college students did . Most of the KL girls who goes dating at this age are bullshit . They are materialistic and yet realistic . All they know is asking you to go out with them and entertain them . Hey ! Where did our freedom goes ?

Neways , we had finally settled down our ADIS' first case study and it seemed that everything's planned very well . Currently , I've finished my Statistics Tutorial 4 and I planned to finish the rest of next week's tutorial by this weekend . Brother Kit will put the finishing touch on ADIS assignment and it will go just fine . Beginning from next Sunday , it might probably hellraiser to me . I have Day Gathering for the whole Sunday and the next day I had to wake up early . Well well well ... that's life ...

Solid Snake - Turning into a new leaf
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