Liberated , at last ! After a week full of strenous days of studying , it's finally weekends !!!
I can finally get a good sleep and don't need to get myself busy .. well , for at least 2 days .
Today is the day where the goods and the bads collide . First of all , I guessed I maybe unlocked
the biggest mystery in my life : What love's all about . Okay , enough of that crap . It's pretty weird at first
but somehow , this idea just got into my mind when I was in the LRT . Yvonne once told me that she wanted to be loved
by someone and the question is , why she wanted to be loved ? Okay , from the definition , love can be defined as a feeling where
two or more individuals started to get attracted with each other , or in other words , a good feeling between individuals .
However , I can break love into two categories. One is the love that we always experienced , but not so noticed about it . We
all need love . Love from our friends , love from our parents , or maybe from our friends . A person might need love from someone because
that person might feel alone and no one is going to talk or console the person , when he/she were having problems in life .
Another love definition is that , two individuals of different gender , fell in love in each other . But this type of love
can only lead to one consequence : SEX . It is the normal instinct for both male and female individuals . They would expect
intimacy from the opposite gender.
Many taken love from granted and they might thought that it's a toy until something bad happened . Jealousy and materialism caused teenagers
nowadays too hard to differentiate whether they really love someone or not . When you're about to date someone , ask yourself : What you will expect from her/him ?
What is so special about her/him that you love that person so much .
Sometimes , love can brought someone down to a level where what I called 'The Replacement Syndrome' . Some people might love a person very very much , for they
had been supporting each other . However , circumstances might break them apart , and they will start looking from replacement for their love life . It happened to me ,
and it really hurts . I tend to lie to myself and led myself to sufferings .
A true love can be classified as a condition where the male and female are willing to accept each other . They are willing
to give each other support and they are willing to forgive each other whenever one of them did a mistake that no one ever wanted it to happen .
After all , love is all about understanding between two individuals . Love won't develop in one or two days . It take years . Love is not about buying gifts or
stuffs for your girl/boyfriend . It's all about caring and understanding your lovemate .
Okay .. okay .. enough of those lectures , let's get to another topic . I felt kind of cheated when I was notified that they already have enough
comittee members fro the OO nite . Up to now,I haven't received any news from Kamil . I felt really sucked and pissed off . And who cares about the promo video
that I've been asking from Kamil for such a long time ? Even I create better video clips than they did . Being a comittee for OO nite might be just a dream , and I had no high
hopes for that . I'm planning to get even geekier and forget about contributing something to college , because they were all bullshit . I mean , who the heck am I ?
I'm just a normal TARC student and being a senior won't give me any privilleges . The internal people had their seats in everything , my turn would be just imagery . Life ....
Today we had case study for ADIS I and Mr.Hoo strikes back !!!! This time , we are doing things for real . I'm glad that me , Chee Sum , and Brother Kit were in the same group.
We are doing real scenarios , but I felt like playing Sim . Brother Kit played the role of S.A. , I played the role of a programmer , Chee Sum ,played the role of a DBA . What makes this
case study so real is that , during presentation , we need to wear like a Pro. I think I might probably have adequate time to get the outfits . Or ... can I ?
Mr. Hoo really got us ROTFL . He'll be playing the role as the client , which is a cardiologist .
Solid Snake - Relaxed and Unwinded
Song : Robbie Williams feat. Nicole Kidman - Somethin' Stupid
10:50pm GMT+8
