The Empty Bottle On The Bar
Well let me first off say that any expressions I make here are mine and mine only. The stories that I will tell here are real life events that happen to me. If u have anything you would like to tell me please leave me a message in my guest book. The same goes for any questions that you may have. Also I am going to with hold the names of some people to protect there privacy. So most likely the names that I use will not be the real names of those people. Well here we go.
02/12/2003
Well this weekend really sucked. It was rainy and cold. on Fri night it actually snowed. I got some pics of the snow on my car don't know how they are going to turn out yet bit when I get them I will put them up here in my Album page. but besides that nothing really worth talking about happen. I had to work one of my 12 hour shifts today. It really wasn't that bad today. Time went by fast. One of the regulars came in today. This guy is a real interesting person. I mean how can someone be so easy to use by a female. He showed up with this lady that is lets say very friendly with everyone. The whole time they where there she was off talking to someone else. If I went to a bar with anyone that person would have my first priority for my attention. There where times that she would go off and talk to some other guy for about 15-20 min. I don't know about you but that would really piss me off. But this guy was just like using it as a "look at me being used" attention. I guess some people get off to being treated like that. And this is not the first time he has come in with the same situation. One time he came in with this blond that looked decent. I could tell she was taking special interest in me. I went over to his table to say high and introduce myself to his new friend. I get to talking to this girl and about 1 hour and a couple of drinks later she is sitting there fondling me right in front of him. I asked him what his relationship is with her and he told me that she was just a friend of his. I was like "do you get any action from her?" he replied " well sometimes you know if I get lucky I get lucky if I don't I don't." ok I have a couple of girls that I have that situation with where if we end up on bed together we do if not we don't but I don't get used by them. I'm not there frigging taxi or I don't spend my paycheck buying them drinks just to have them take off with some other guy. I'm not going to say it never happen to me before but I guarantee that it only happens once. But like the song goes "people are strange, when your a stranger" so I guess if this guy likes getting treated this way that's his life I just cant see how some of these females get away with it.
On a more personal note: I got off of work and went to eat at IHOP. I started to get into my head and was really thinking. It was about 3am. You know the time where what some people call the freaks come out. To me those people are the type I am most coferentable around. well I sat back and just started lessoning to what everyone was talking about and I got to thinking :"man I miss hanging around with people of my crowd." you know with the line of work I am in I don't have my weekends off, and moving here to San Antonio two years ago I really have no friends. So I don't know where to go to find the type of people I like to hang with. And it gave me a feeling of how lonely I really am. I mean I have my sister and all but u know me and her don't have the same interest all the time. She is the type of person that dose not feel comfortable around the people I like to hang with. I really don't know where to go and find my crowed here. I mean if I was back home in Houston I know where to go where I feel like I fit in. I mean I don't look like the people that I like to be around but that's where I feel like I fit. It also showed me of the type of shell I am living in. My only contact with the outside world is my work. and I feel like that sucks. I'm not really sure where I should go from here but I got to have faith in the fact that there is a meaning for everything. Man I miss Houston..... but ill get back there someday. Just hope its soon.........
02/12/2003
Well today was just another Thursday nothing much special happened. But then again nothing special hardly ever happens on at Thursday. Has is ever happen to you that someone comes up to you and says hi and you cant even remember where you have seen that person before? Today this girl came by my side of the bar and told me "Goodbye Travis". Well the funny thing is I done even have a clue as to who this girl was. Sure I see a lot of people come and go, and I am not one to remember names but I am good at remember faces. I cant even place her face. I mean she was dutiful. I kicked my self in the ass for not remember her. I kind of fell bad in a way because she even knew my name. Well then again my name is written on my uniform. But I really wish I knew where I have seen her before. I am sure I have seen her there at the bar but I just wish I could remember when.
02/12/2003
Well this is my first entry nothing much to tell just that I have been up all night putting this thing together. But the weekend is coming up and I am sure something will happen to me worth talking about. Well until then folks I am off to bed.
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