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Why did I do it?
I think I moved too fast or not fast enough
Thoughts entrap me, yet
Thoughts escape me
Drastic measures end in drastic results
Why did I do it?
I had to try, to believe the fantasy was real
Ambitious dreams, and the world limited by rules
It feels raw and desperate
I didn�t want thiat
Why did I do it?
I had to find out what the truth was
Whether it was you or me
Yet I went on that elevator
I did it again.
Why did I do it?
I let the fear contain me.
So tiring to rhyme and riddle about
Revolting anxiety driving me into
Nothing.
Why did I do it?
I had to find out what the truth was
I had to find closure much like
The closing of those pale blue doors
Behind me like with no voice
like with no choice
They closed...
Why did I do it?
I then decided for no more fear
I walked out the door to hit the floor.
