Hidden Love
For Angel
Friends
That's how it started
We talked for hours, laughing, telling stories
Helping each other through troubles and
pain
You with him, me with her
Yet deep inside, I loved you
My love a flame engulfing me
Falling
Love at first site
Wishing for more
Secretly wanting you, me, us
Wanting to hold you, love you, more
My love for you building, yet
I had to hide it, conceal it
Covering it with friendly chat and laughter
Desire
My need for you
Endless thoughts, dreams
Flooding my mind, my body
Fantasies of you, me, us
Nights together filled with passion
Burning into the sunrise
Yet, I push them aside, knowing you don't
Feel the same
A friend is what I am
Someone to be there, comforting, holding
There is no passion for me in your body, soul
Friendship, trust is what you give
I don't complain
So I'm there, holding you, loving you from
afar
Tormented by my need for you
Pushing it into the shadows
Waiting
Dreaming of the day you come to me
It starts with a look, a kiss, a knowing touch
The beginning, love evolves
A ring, I do, eternity together
A surprise
Admission that yes, you've been hiding too
Your desire, your love for me there
From the beginning
Yet fearful of the hurt from the past
Afraid of that final step, fearful of love,
passion
The future, you, me, us
The fear disappears in love, beauty, one
night
Two bodies, two souls, merged into one
Till death do us part, then together
Till the end of time
If You Wish
If you wish
My heart would be yours
If you wish
My body I would give
If you wish
My soul you would own
If you wish
My life
I bury my face in your hair
Head on your shoulder
Feeling your warmth
Your love
A gift from God
My Angel from Heaven
Chantilly clings to me
For days filling me
A lifetime filling my dreams
Wanting forever
Together
To grow old with you
In my life
A home together
A lifetime of love
Then beyond, past life
Eternity together with God
He put us together, and He will carry us
Together
Forever
If you wish
I Was There
I was there
When you cried
My shoulder I gave to you
You shed a storm of tears over him
Overwhelming was your love
Your patience
Your trust and loyalty shunned
His back was all you saw
Your pain physical, like a sickness
Making you ill
I was there
Picking up the pieces, mending, holding
Making you whole again
Guiding you through the darkness
Now I am there
Yet
Your pain makes you insecure
You think I will hurt you too
Leave you
Find another to give my love to
Taking away my friendship
Tearing apart what I helped to mend
For
My love is yours forever
My friendship like a river, forever flowing
Your love a light, guiding me through eternity
I am not him
I am here
like
I was there
Sunrise My Special Friend
For Angelina with love.
Darkness
you are there
my special friend
our hearts together
warm fuzzies light our nights
snuggling under warm blankies
funny stories giggled into pillows
a light snore with a whispered I love you
time goes by
words aren't needed
smiling as sleep takes us
listening to your breathe my heart melts
sunrise
thinking of you
the birds are singing
light streaming through windows
lovingly searching
wanting to touch
your face
your hair
to embrace you
gaze at you as you drift into sleep
yet a country away you still lie in the darkness
the sun races to carry me to you
miles may seperate us my special friend
but we'll share the dawn with our souls