Quest for Love

Someone at Twilight called me a crazy dancer
Who would not stop dancing
At pride, a girl walked over to me in the midst of friends
And shouted
"You are the best dancer I have ever seen in twilight!"
"Who me?" 
"Yes you!"
I dropped my jaw instantly!
I said "Thank you"
And she ran away
She just made my day or my entire week!
The only problem I had with that is
She did not leave her phone number!
How am I suppose to find her?
Doubt I ever will.
I went out for dinner with friends
And among them a woman called me a HOT TICKET
I do not have a clue what she means
I did check my dictionary
But I could not find it
Such a confusing notion
Does it mean I am hot?
Or does it means I am attractive?
Then how come I am still single?
One friend told me
Because I am the one who does not want love
Yes she is right
I am more than terrified of being hurt again
But at the deepest and darkest hour in the night
My heart yearns for that one lover
Who could cuddle and hold me
Till I drifted into my dreams
I know I want someone
But do not dare to have anyone
I may be very playful at times
But it does not mean
I go sleeping around with anyone
Nor does it mean I want a harem
Although that is a nice thought
I just want one lover
Who can satisfy me to my hearts content
Who dares to love me
For who I am
And not hide our love for each other
Just a lover who dares to stand up to the world
And say I love you
In front of families and friends
A lover
Whom I can grow old together
Have kids and grandchildren
A family of our own
Where thou do I find such a person
Maybe in my loveliest dreams
Or my deepest fantasy world!