Defendless
by Yueki
Darkness… so cold… alone… no, at least I
was lying on something soft.
Tried to open my eyes but my eyelids felt so heavy
"Aya…"
/Just a little longer… so tired…/
"Aya-kun."
/Who is that?… sounds so familiar…/
"Aya-kun!" The voice wailed this time, sounding kind of shaken,
urgent…
/A child's voice? A boy… who?… It was so familiar… warm…/
Forcing myself, my eyes finally fluttered open to see the angel of mercy
watching over me. I blinked my eyes, trying to focus them…
…No… an earthbound angel…
/Omi!/ I realized as my vision cleared.
Golden hair boy stood over my face, cerulean eyes red from crying too long…
from crying too much. His small hands, trembling, held close to his chest and
struggling to suppress the upcoming sobs. He held his breath when he saw my
eyes open and stared down at me so intently that I began to wonder `What the
hell was going on!?'
"Aya-kun!" He gave a small smile. Still trembling, wiped away the
tears with the back of his hands. "Aya-kun! You're awake!" He eagerly
grasped my hand and continued to stare down at me.
At first I thought it was a joke or something. His hands were so cold. It was
always warm and soft, not cold and trembling… I studied his expression more,
which surprised me. I've never seen him like this. Relief showed but something
else was in those once welcoming sky blue eyes… Pain? Fear?
"Time's up, brat!"
In the next instant a hand from behind grabbed a fist full of he blond youth's
hair and yanked him back so fast he would have fallen if the owner of that hand
hadn't been standing in the right place. Omi gave a surprise yelp as he
stumbled back. He seemed to be trembling even worse than before when an arm
wrapped itself around his waist and held him still.
"Omi?"
I tried to sit up but I couldn't. My head started throbbing, then. Something
was restraining me down! I looked to my side to see straps wounded around my
wrists and tied to the bed. My body immediately ached in pain from struggling
to get up and I ended up collapsing back down the next instant. Oh, god I felt
horrible… What happened? I hadn't felt this terrible since the time I had
survived an explosion a few years ago. And I'm still wondering how I'd make it
through.
But right now… thoughts of our last mission still lingered in my head. Vaguely
they began to come back to me. The last mission, we had spit up. Ken with
Youji, and me with Omi. All I had to do was cover Omi while the boy got what
information we came for and then set up the explosives to blow up the place
along with any evidence. Ken and Youji were to stall the guards at the other
end of the building to keep them away from our section. Setting up the
explosives was a tedious job and even Omi had to be as careful as he could. Omi
did manage to set up the explosives but we never got to escape. I was hit with
something, a poison dart. No, it wasn't Omi. I don't know who shot it but once
I went down, I knew we were in deep trouble. The poison was settling quickly
and I knew Omi couldn't haul my sorry ass out. I was too heavy for him and he
didn't have the strength to. That was mostly all I could remember… the rest
came in a blur… I fell to the floor… Omi yelling to me… then arguing with
someone… we were caught… I knew it… everything blacked out…
So why was I still alive?… again… I suppose you can call it Cat's luck or nine
lives.
I looked to the boy again and met a sad gaze… so young… he looked so sad… it
pained my heart to see him like this…
"…Aya-… kun…" The boy shuttered. Fear. It was fear in that once
gentle voice. He was still held by the man… Something was wrong… different…
I was supposed to be dead if the poison had actually done its purpose.
Omi was hurt… I could tell… mentally? Yeah… Physically? No blood but, yes…
I quickly glanced around again, this time taking in my surroundings. A
strangely plain bedroom. The type you'd find in a run-down apartment. A dirty,
worn carpet lined the floor, a table, one window and two doors. There was
another room across the room I was in, similar to this one. I was lying on a white
bed, a white sheet draped over my body. Looked like I was ready to be cremated,
I thought.
I looked to the man again, this time studying carefully and immediately
realized who this man was. Our target! Tadaka Haruka. Description from the
mission reports matches perfectly. Broad face with a faint scar across the left
side of the face. Brown hair and approximately 6 feet tall. About 25 to 30.
He smirked at me…
In my mind, instincts had already kicked in, registering me to attack but I
still couldn't get up. My body refused to move. Refused to feel the same
throbbing pain again.
"Omi?"
I looked to the boy again, confused as ever. He looked so pale. His hair was
ruffled, not combed nicely like it always was… Why wasn't he wearing his full
outfit? He wasn't wearing that favorite V-neck tee shirt of his or his top
jacket. Just the white hooded jacket and his dark blue shorts…
"Aya, is it?" The man looked to me, "Well, you have the kid to
thank for being spared."
/Spared? What was he talking about?/
I only glared coldly at our target. No change in expression that is until the
boy spoke.
"You promised you'd let him go!" The boy said through a shaken voice,
struggling to take hold of some strength so that he did not sound so
vulnerable.
/What was going on!?/
"I did, but I changed my mind."
"What!?" The boy squeaked, his eyes filled with shock,
"No!"
"I like you kid," The man held the struggling boy tighter. "You're
good… obedient… and so beautiful…"
Omi could only manage a suppressed sob in response. He was crying again, he
looked so frightened.
"Get your fucking hands off him," I yelled this time. Ignoring the
throbbing pain in my head and body, and struggling to break free from what
bounded me down.
"Sit your ass down!" He growled to me, "Or I'll fuck the living
daylights out of your pretty little kid."
"What!?"
The boy gave a few whimpers. He seemed to loose strength then. But, Tadaka
easily held his arms securely around the child
"Shut up! Both of you are not going anywhere and you are going to stay for
my entertainment… just like last night. Or your friend won't live another
day." He said to the boy.
The boy was trembling so badly now and the nonstop tears streaming down the
side of his face. I couldn't believe what was going on.
"That's right, you heard me," The man grinned to me.
Little innocent Omi? Slept with that man? Slept with him so that I would be
spared. He saved my life! Saved me from the poison that would have killed me. Persuaded
them somehow to give me an antidote if he did what they wanted. It was so hard
to believe this young boy had gone through with what our captor wanted. He
often blushed at the slightest word of embarrassment or when a gesture that had
been made gave the wrong impression.
"Omi?"
"…I'm sorry… Aya-kun…" the boy whimpered, shaking his head slightly. He
saw that I knew. His attempt to free himself form the strong grip ceased. He
looked to me with eyes full of fear and pain, again.
He may have been the youngest, the weakest of the four of us but he was also strong
in his own ways. A determination that held like stone and smart. Incredibly
clever, except with the girls that constantly attacked us at the shop. But no
matter, we knew he was a genius for his age, and knew how to use things to his
advantage. He was not strong as us physically but his intelligence almost
always made up for that disadvantage.
"Let him go!" The boy shouted again, choking on tears. "You
promised!"
"What can't you get through that dense head of yours, kid? I'm going to
fuck you silly before I even think of bothering to let your friend go."
Omi immediately gave a desperate struggle, then. Trying to wrench the arm off
his waist with all his strength, he finally managed to when he stomped down his
heel of his sneaker on the man's foot. Tadaka let out a yowl and instantly lost
his grip on the boy. Furious he tried to grab at Omi but the boy backed up
enough for him to miss. Still clinging onto the collar of his jacket, he stood
trembling, but protectively in front of me.
/Protectively?…/ It felt so strange to be protected by someone else, someone
much younger than me. I hated the idea of it but was surprised.
The man started to advance us. With quick reflexes, Omi grabbed the glass cup
on the counter next to the bed and threw it with perfect aim at Tadaka. It hit
the man strait in the face, just as the boy aimed to. Tadaka, screamed again,
covering his face. He recovered quickly in his fury and tried to grab for the
boy again, this time succeeding.
The boy had not wanted to move. He wanted to keep Tadaka distanced from me but
he was in no condition to fight a man about a head taller than him… he didn't
know how to fight bare fisted… The boy was knocked to the floor against the
wall but he scrambled up from the floor immediately. I was appealed by his
behavior. He was willing to fight, despite that he didn't know how to. But he
was definitely on the loosing end…
He had gotten up from the floor but the next blow knocked him half dazed to the
floor again. The boy gasped a few breaths then suddenly lunged at the man,
knocking Tadaka to the floor with him. They ended up wrestling on the floor.
The boy still fighting back against the grasping hands with all his strength. Fear
further motivated him. Despite that he was still crying, Omi somehow converted
that fear into strength to fight back. But, groping hands soon managed to pin
the boy down and a horror-stricken face began to show as he realized the
position he was in. In a last effort, he managed to knee Tadaka in the groin
and broke free again.
"You little jackass!" The man hissed.
Omi crawled up from the floor and backed away, timid and alert as a deer
knowing it was being hunted. That was the best he had done that night during
the struggle, but it was one of the most daring thing I had ever seen that boy
do, considering the condition his mind and body was in. He had quickly ran to
my side, frantically untying one of the straps from my wrist but before he
could even get one off, I heard a gun load
"Omi!" That was the only thing I managed to say before I saw that boy
attempt to avoid the bullet. The gun went off and in the next instant, I saw
the boy stumble to the floor in front of my eyes.
"OMI!!!"
"Relax, he's not dead yet," the man said casually to me.
Regardless of our enemy's words, of course my heart was racing. Stupid, stupid
kid! What the hell was he thinking!?
I was relieved to hear the child gasping for air as pain and shock began to
settle in his young mind. He was still alive! I could see him off to the side
of the bed, on the floor, as I strained to get up. He tried to ignore the pain
and get up but the minute pressure was applied on his wounded leg, he collapsed
to the floor. Blood from the wound was spreading over the carpet, only causing
me to worry more.
"Omi! Get up!" I yelled, then noticing Tadaka. "If you touch him
again, I'll tear your fucking arm off!"
My threat was replied with a laugh of course. It was worthless and stupid of me
to even try to stop Tadaka verbally, but anger had suddenly over taken me that
second.
"I'll do more than that…" he snickered.
Tadaka was approaching him but he was too distracted by the pain to pay
attention to anything else. Too late when he finally realized he was in danger.
Tadaka grabbed a fist of the blond youth's hair again and threw him over on his
back.
"You just try to disobey me again!" The man shouted.
No more strength in him to fight and fear quickly taking over his traumatized
mind. He was weakening and attempted a few more struggles as Tadaka started
removing the jacket he clutched to so tightly before. A backhand to his face
stuns him, giving Tadaka a chance to pin down Omi's wrists.
The man ignored the child's sobbing as he kissed the boy's throat. Restraining
the boy's struggling hands with a stone like grip. The teasing kisses soon
turned to painful nips at the boy's neck. Biting, cutting into the delicate
thin skin, enough to make dark blood run free. Omi didn't cry out but winced at
every tearing cut made. Still crying he pulled desperately at the hands holding
his wrists down. Tadaka was hurting Omi, torturing the poor boy!
Omi knew that punishment would be at hand if he went against Tadaka but he
still made that attempt to escape, alive with me. He had tried to and failed
but he gave his best shot. He had done what he could do, probably more so than
to the extent that he had actually planned. I was not about to let that boy's
motives go with out a fight myself. That man didn't know to what extent I was
willing to go to get that child back under my protection.
"It'll be less painful if you just do what I say, little boy."
He had no choice. With his left leg injured and his neck bleeding painfully
from several wounds… Physically he was the weakest of the four of us but he was
also the youngest. After a while, succumbing to the demands of the enemy is
sometimes a choice better than resisting. I couldn't blame him for making that
choice right then, even though if it were my choice, I would have gone the
other way around. Trapped. Either way it lead to rape and I didn't know what
that boy had been subject to while I was unconscious. He had probably learnt it
was better to agree than oppose at this point.
Tadaka was trailing his figures along the boy's waistline, agitating the child
further as his hands crept slowing down the shorts. One hand still pinned a
wrist down. Lust was showing in that man's eyes. The sick Bastard!
He watched in amusement as the child shutter and tense at his touch. Already
Omi had shut his eyes tightly, refusing to face reality, trying to shut his
mind off from what was being done to his body. But being attentive and alert as
a person, it was difficult for him.
"Slut…" Tadaka hissed in the boy's ear, catching Omi's attention.
The minute the boy's eye's open at the sound of that word, he tensed from pain
and a suppressed cry escaped his throat. Tadaka hadn't removed all of the boy's
clothing just yet but I knew what he had done. Another suppressed cry form the
child was all I could take.
I had been trying to pull free from the straps bounding me down all along. To
my surprise, I found out that Omi had managed to loosen on of the straps around
my wrist. Didn't get it off but did loosen it enough for me to worm my hand
free myself and after a little difficultly I did manage to get my hand loose.
I was lucky that Tadaka was too distracted to notice I had started to untie the
other strap that held me down, but Omi was not so lucky himself...
"Da... damette! Onegai!…"
The boy had jolted back from his abuser, managing to break away and attempting
to flee. Tadaka only retorted with a cruel grin and nearly pounced at the boy
like a hungry jaguar. He slammed the boy to the wall, knocking him dazed again
and gasping in pain.
One hand shot out to grasp the boy's neck, cutting off his breath and effectively
restraining him from fighting back. A hoarse yelp which was supposed to be a
scream was all Omi could cry out as he struggled to pry off the hand crushing
his windpipe.
"How about a kiss, kitten?"
He kissed the boy in the next moment.
Tadaka was too busy to know that I had gotten loose, forced myself to get out
of the bed and wrap the same strap he used to tie me down, around his neck. Once
I had it around his neck, I made sure to pull hard, hard enough so that it
would have sliced through the flesh of his throat if it was a wire that I was
using. I was mad, Damn it! Far beyond mad.
Omi had dropped to the floor coughing and gasping for air. Blood from the
wounds on his neck, smeared all over his neck and shoulder, made by the hand
that had nearly choked the life out of him. He was coughing up a bit of blood
and trembling badly again.
The next instant, after seeing the condition my young teammate was in, I was
ready to kill the bastard with my bare hands. I yanked at the strap again,
making the man bray like the fucking jackass he was. He struggled like hell.
Being a man bigger than me and rammed me several times into the wall, trying to
free himself. But I refused to even loosen that strap. Within the next few
minutes Tadaka was dead, but I still held on. I was so fucking mad! Strangling
the bastard would not satisfy me. Maybe if I had my katana and had tore his
fucking body into shreds. Shred the son-of-a-bitch alive. Just maybe…
I finally released the tension in my arms when I heard the boy call me. It was
a low broken cry, having his neck mistreated. He called me again, whimpering,
when I didn't respond to him and I quickly dropped the body, hurrying to him.
The sight of him immediately upset me again. He looked to me, eyes filled with
tears and fright. Trembling from pain. Blood ran down the side of his face from
a head injury. His left leg covered with slick crimson blood, his neck smeared
with blood…
"Aya-kun…" He whimpered again.
"Omi… I'm so sorry."
Once I reached him I knelt down and wrapped my arms tightly around the
trembling figure. Softly cooing to him with assurance that he was safe, and
rocking gently… so ever gently… just like Omi.
He had a soul like a flower and so I had to treat him like one but I was so
overcome with relief. Not like a rose but like a spring flower which blooms on
a warm sun-filled morning, showing the advent of summer.
I had my arms circled so tightly around his small body. I'd thought I would
probably crush the delicate creature but it did not and it was as if he wanted
it this way. I could feel him bury his face into my chest, holding onto me as
if it meant life or death. A tight hold, despite how weak he was.
"Aya-kun…" He sobbed. "I was so scared…"
"Shh… It's ok now…"
I continued to rock him gently in my arms, sitting on that worn down carpet,
letting him lean onto me. He needed the comfort. My body was still sore and I
still had that headache but I didn't give a damn. I loved that child with all
my heart. I loved him like I loved Aya-chan. He reminded me of Aya-chan. Just
like Aya-chan. Happy, gently, didn't seem to give a care in the world and just
wanted to share the warmth and sunshine.
He didn't deserve this. Didn't deserve any damn bit of it and I hated him for
letting it happen. For going through with it despite how afraid and humiliated
he had been. I just wanted to strangle him but I kept my crushing grip around
his trembling body instead to hold off my anger.
"Omi… why did you do it?" I muttered into his hair, taking in the
faint scent of the sweet flower fragrance that still lingered there. His hair
smelled like sweat and liquor but still, there was a touch of the familiar
fragrance of flowers. He always smelled like flowers…
"… He was going to hurt you Aya-kun…" the boy sobbed. "They were
going to kill you… I had no choice… I… I was so afraid… he… he…"
"Shh…" I hushed him placing a hand to the side of his tear-stained
face and continued to rock him gently. "It's ok… I'm sorry I asked…"
Why did I even bother to ask him? I was only hurting him further.
"You stupid boy…" I muttered again.
He didn't know what to say.
I've never called him stupid before. He wasn't stupid. But what he did was
plain dumb and stupid in my mind. Yes, I know. This is only a sorry excuse to
yell at him for doing something I felt like smacking him for. But really, on
the other hand if I looked in another perspective, it was very brave and noble
of him to sacrifice himself to save me.
The way I felt though, I didn't deserve to be saved. Compared to Omi I was a
cold blood killer, Omi wasn't cold and as ruthless as me when it came to
killing. He deserved and had so much more to look forward in life. As much as
it was part of his life, I still hated the idea that he was an assassin. He
could get hurt. He was too young to kill. Too young to know that he had more
injures presently, than any other normal person would ever have in their entire
lifetime. Why the hell did he have to be there to get hurt?
He was still crying. I gently titled his head up, careful of the cuts and bruises
which covered his slender neck and shoulders. Leaning closer to him, I kissed
him lightly on his lips. Warm and soft… I restrained myself from doing
something stupid and instead, let my lips trail along side his face, gently
pressing against the soft velvet skin and rested my face in his ruffled silk
hair. Hoping to comfort his poor traumatized mind somehow.
A kiss… a kiss was as far as I ever went with him. I was always careful with
him, never forced anything upon him. I didn't want to frighten him, he was
still innocent and young. But that bastard took advantage of this child and
even went as far as nearly killing him to control him.
"Aya-kun…" the boy sobbed… "I'm sorry…"
"Shut up, Omi! Just shut up! You're always sorry! It wasn't your damn fault.
Just promise my you'll never do something this stupid again. You don't deserve
to be treated like this!"
The boy looked up at me, uncertain with what to answer with.
"Promise
me, Omi!" I shook him slightly with a firm grip.
He still looked to me, tears forming in his eyes again.
"…You could have died…" the boy whispered.
"You could have died also," I shot back. "You don't deserve
this! Omi… I don't want you getting hurt… You're too precious to me to
loose…"
He looked up at me again for a while, "But if you die… I want to die with
you."
I was surprised and upset by his comment. Stupid kid was so damn stubborn.
"Baka! If you weren't bleeding to death, I'd smack you right now!" I
frowned at him.
He only gazed dumbfounded up at me with teary eyes, and then hugged his arms
tightly around me, burying his face against my chest again. "I love you,
Aya-kun. He was going to kill you… I had to stop him… I didn't know what to
do…"
How could I be mad at that adorable little thing? He doesn't even know that he
just wrung the fire out of me right then. And all he did was throw his
trembling arms around me.
"I know… I love you too… I just don't want you getting hurt… not this
bad…"
He nodded once, ruffling his soft hair against my chest.
After a moment, letting Omi calm down and catch his breath, I eased a bit away
from embracing him. "Come on, let's get you home. Ken and Youji are
probably worried to death about you… They're going to go crazy when they
actually see you. And I want to get out of this dump."
He nodded again and watched me while I quickly collected our stuff from the
other room and throw it on the bed. I grab the bed sheet and my katana, then
knelt down next to him.
There was no way I was going to leave without temporarily bandaging his wounds and
he knew well that in these kind of situations, I'd even pin him down if I had
to, to stop the bleeding. I didn't need him leaving blood all over the place
and the last thing I need is him unconscious and in shock from blood lose. In
truth, I was worried.
Using my katana, I shredded the bed sheet to strips. I then wounded it around
his leg where it was still bleeding from the gunshot and wrapped it tightly,
hoping to stop the bleeding. I did the same with his neck but not as tight and
checked the wound on the side of his head. Nothing too serious, thankfully. A
gash he had probably taken during the struggle. All the time, he didn't
complain or make a sound but I knew he was hurting.
Gunshot wounds are painful as hell, with the bullet still embedded it's even
worse but I had no means of getting it out right then. I know he had taken a
few shots before in the past and every time I've seen him bare the pain bravely
and attempt to keep up with the rest of us. I've taken plenty myself and god
knows how hard I had to force myself to keep going without swearing under my
breath every minute.
I finished up and patted Omi lightly on his shoulder, then got up to get him
his jacket. I returned with it and was about to help him into it when the door
burst open.
/No! I didn't need this! Not right now!/
I wasn't strong enough to keep this up and win. I immediately grabbed my katana
and dropped into a crouch, ready to leap at the intruder.
"Aya!"
It was Ken! I recognized voice and knew it was the brunette when my eyes
adjusted to the sudden flood of light.
"What the Fuck took you so long!?" I growled, easing a bit from my
defensive posture. I might have still wanted to hit him, but at the same time I
was extremely relieved to see him.
Omi had huddled close to me but calmed down once he saw it was Ken.
"Aya! I… Oh my God! Omi! What…!"
"Don't say it! Just get him home, now!"
"Ken-kun," Omi whispered softly.
I could see that Omi was relieved to see Ken as I helped him into his jacket.
He gave a weak smile to our friend. A smile… a fake smile… he didn't want Ken
to worry. How could he smile after all that he went through!?
"Come on, Omi." I stood up and then helped him to his feet. Then
turned to Ken, "Youji is with you?"
Ken nodded as I helped the boy stand.
"Uh… I'll get him here," he called to Youji through his headset, then
stepped to the door to keep on a look out for enemies.
I looked to Omi who was leaning on me for support. He was tired and weak from
the entire ordeal. He wanted to go home. I wanted to go home. Get him cleaned
up, his injuries tended to, and changed into something more comfortable. Maybe
I'll spend the night with him, after I cleaned up myself and made sure I was
ok. Just to keep him company and to watch over him. It was the least I could do
after he watched over me.
"Aya-kun,… Ken-kun and Youji-kun… are worried about you too…" He
whispered, glancing up to me. "Don't be so distant from them…"
I nodded. I loved his innocence and it amazed me how he was able to stay pure
every time he came back from a mission. He always cared. He cared about us all.
No matter how much I denied the fact of anyone being concerned of me, I knew it
wasn't true. Omi always told me; Of course Youji and Ken care. We were the best
of friends anyone of us ever had, each other's best friend, and a family. He
knew how we all felt. Omi never lied to us about these things. He was sensitive
to these kinds of things, unlike me… Still, it was nice to know they cared. I
was just afraid to get too close. Afraid to lose another loved one or close
friend.
"Hurry up!" Ken called down the hall.
I could hear our oldest teammate running down the hall. The next second, both
him and Ken came in the room.
"Aya! Hey, what the fuck happened on the last mission!? You never mess up
like this!" Youji was glad to see us but then he always liked to complain.
Something I didn't mind unless I was involved.
"Shit happens," I mumbled, turning my back on him and letting Omi sit
down on the bed. Well, at least he didn't start yelling until, he saw Omi.
"What the hell happened to Omi!?"
Youji took a step towards us. Omi only glanced up to him and then looked away.
I glared at him and succeded in shutting him up. He came up to us, slowly, and
stared worriedly at Omi. Ken stayed at the door, keeping watch and waiting for
us. Ken was a good person, he usually knew what to do and was very good company
for Omi. The type that loved kids and certainly had a soft spot in his heart
for Omi. But Youji usually needed a bit of a shove to deal with.
"Are you going to be ok, Omi?"
Omi gave a small nod. I guess he was a bit nervous by all the company.
Youji scooped the boy up in his arms, carrying Omi with ease. I got the message
that Omi didn't like being carried but he didn't complain, knowing that he
couldn't walk anyway. The sight of them was actually quite amusing and I almost
felt like smiling but I didn't. Now was not the time.
"You got to eat more, Omi. Only girls starve themselves light at
you."
Omi fidgeted a little, blushing lightly with surprise by Youji's comment.
"Shut up and move!" Ken glared at Youji. The only problem was that a
glare from Ken never quite worked. He had this boyish look that just never
intimidated anyone.
Thankfully, Youji decided to quit fooling around. Within the next few minutes
we were out of that building and in his car. Ken helped me along the way,
seeing that I was a bit uneasy and I let him. Normally, I wouldn't have wanted
him to. I hated the thought of being underhanded and would have rather tried to
go on without help. But I didn't have the energy to complain and Ken was just
trying to help. I guess the drug still hadn't worn off. I found out later that
I was going to be ok, and was back to normal after another dose of an antidote
Manx gave me.
On the way home, they told us they had tracked down one of the mean we saw on
the last mission. One of the men who worked for the asshole that held us
captive. It took them a while but they managed to get the information they
needed to find us. After that they demanded to know what happened to us and I
guess they did have the right to know.
I told him Omi had gotten hurt trying to protect me… that was it. I wasn't
lying but I wasn't about to give them a whole story either. I didn't need them
attacking Omi and me with questions. I didn't want to end up in a car accident
because someone hadn't been paying attention on the road. And didn't even know
if Omi wanted them to know. He might have not wanted them to. If he did, it
would come from him or at least tell me it was ok for them to know.
I looked to Omi. He didn't give me a response but leaned onto me and I drew him
against my body. He was tired and so was I. They'll find out later… if Omi
wants them to… and when he is ready.
"So, uh, Omi. That's a nasty gash you have. Looks like you've been fist
fighting" Youji smirked at the idea and this was only because he knew Omi
was not much of a fighter.
"Kinda…" the boy replied.
"Hey, that's great, Omi!" Ken said, glancing to us.
"Alright, Omi!" Youji hollered.
"Hey! You want someone to pull you over for disrupting the public!?"
"Give me a break! It's 3 am in the middle of the night! There's barely any
people out there."
"Keep your eyes on the road!"
"I know how to drive, you moron!"
I turned away from their argument before I got dragged in with them.
"Omi…?"
He had fallen asleep… I could have imagined that he hadn't gotten any sleep at
all the whole time we where held captive. Too worried and frightened to rest or
let his guard down.
/The poor kid…/ I carressed him in my arms against me.
I could only pray that this incident didn't corrupt or break his gentle heart.
I didn't want him to change and loved him just the way he was. Out of the four
of us, he endured pain, managing to keep that innocent and warm nature. No
matter how upset I was he was always there to help and cheer me up. He never
failed to bring a smile into my heart since the day I meet him. Just to make
him happy and to see his golden warm smile, sometimes I'd even smile for him.
~Owari~
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