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Hello! :) I'm Erica Danielle Hart. I turned 18 on Dec. 15 (2001). For as long as I can remember, I have been gender dysphoric, I just didn't exactly know what it was called, ya know?

When I was VERY young, I would always ask my big sister to put makeup and dresses on me, which she did :) and we would always play with Barbies together-all that (the makeup, dresses, Barbies) was of course before I knew that it was unusual for a boy to do those things...

Then later in my life, in 1st grade I figured out I would have fit in better if I had been born female. I sorta wanted to see what my friends thought of this, and to make an excuse for my acting like a girl, I told them that since I had 2 sisters, Mom raised me more like a girl since that was easiest for her (that of course isn't true, make sure you know that isn't the reason...) and my friends accepted that as an excuse (after all, they are 1st graders!)

In second or third grade (I stopped using the above story by now, and everyone had forgotten about me saying it...) But I met an incredible girl, she was the best friend I ever had, and shall remain the best friend I will ever have had in my life... Which is why I named myself after her. Her name was Erica... She was a major tomboy, and actually, she was the first person I ever told that I felt I should have been female and wish I was. Actually, we occasionally mentioned that if people were born to match their personality, she'd probably be a boy, and I'd definately be a girl. Ya know, I miss her soooooooooooooooo much! She never knew me during any period of which I knew I would plan to BECOME female, but I know she would have understood completely, and I know we would have ended up married! :) She had pretty red hair, and a wonderful personality!