I never finished my update, and frankly I don't care.
Happy... sad... happy... sad... I am on an emotional roller coaster. Right now I'm down. I don't understand why I can't control myself sometimes ('nuff said)
Well, see, there is more than one thing that has me flying up and down. Two others that I can think of that involve lack of control.
Arg, I want to shout out!
Don't ask me... I know this is a temporary down time but I wanna soar like I have been! Perhaps my lungs have not developed enought to breathe at such a high altitude...?
...Out...
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
..........
And even when the trees have just surrendered
To the harvest time
Forfeiting their leaves in late September
And sending us inside
Still I notice You when change begins
And I am braced for colder winds
I will offer thanks for what has been and what's to come
You are autumn
..........
it's all shallow and all so appealing
I'm up to my ankles and I'm drowning anyway in a sea
of sarcastic faces
familiar places
everything looks quite the same here
it's all confusingly amusing
bitter and tainted the picture you painted to me
