EVIL CREATIONS II

Death has always been the answer for me,
No matter the question.
It's as if death was destined to be.
Death has always been the answer for me.
I'm dead inside my soul and mind,
But somehow it seems the right time.
I've always been so scared before,
But I have grown inside ,
it's time to close the door.
Everytime I let someone in,
I feel my heart bleeding within.
No one else seems to be at fault,
And all I can see is the devils got my soul,
It's been sold and bought.
For some reason pain is all I have known,
For love I have never been shown.
I have always been one to understand everyone elses life,
But I can't seem to understand my own pain and strife.
Just existing has been hell,
And I have always been able to tell,
But I have learned my lesson oh so clear,
Not to tell, not to fear.
People say I am crazy, not sound at mind,
They may just be right this time.
I can't cope, I can't think,
So close my eyes and never blink.
Sleep away the rest of today,
And watch the souls just wash away.
For I blame society for the way I have been,
I will never be able to live again.
"On The Outside I am All Smiles
On The Inside I Am Just Dead
The Inside Of My Head Is Hot Red
I'd Love To Spatter It And Really Be Dead"
I just don't want to be with anyone anymore,
I want to be alone.
That's all I have ever known, is alone.
There was one time down to the last hour,
That I got scared and became a coward.
I don't want to go through that this time.
If I feel I need to go, I need to go.
I may not die right away,
But go away alone to decide about today.

C.M.H.
3/97

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