Eden

 

If I should cry myself to sleep

And sometimes feel hurt

And sometimes fear,

Please remember that in that

We are brother and sister.

No one walks this life alone,

But we hold each other’s hearts

In our hands,

Our souls

In each others’ keeping.

If I have tasted the sting of death

And felt the cold biting steel of fear,

Know that those are as real to me

As your pain and fear is to you.

I too have lost possessions

I can never reclaim.

My innocence, 

My security, 

Gone to never return.

The flame still licks at my heart

As it does yours.

I don’t want to lose more.

But see in me my strength

That is there

If you look deep enough,

As you see yours

In you.

And forgive me my fear

And the destruction it still

Wrecks upon my life

As you forgive your own.

I’m learning.

You slapped my hand once

And I learned

To pull my hand away.

Sometimes I pull my heart away.

It has been ripped in shreds

Too many times.

Too many nights crying alone.

Strength has many faces,

But sometimes the fear remains.

Sometimes we bury our hearts

Beneath walls of iron and stone.

Sometimes we forget

That it is in adversity

That life is born and lived.

Eden existed only for a brief time

And then it was gone.

But life continues on.

We must build our own Eden

Within the shards of our hearts.

 

                                                                      

 

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