Growing up with the ability to dissociate I've learned how to recognize the disorder in others. When I was in a day hospitalization program the clients use the ability to dissociate, alcoholics or drugs to escape reality. It was then that I realized why people abuse drugs. My ability to dissociate is just cheaper, Others who can afford doctors use prescription drugs and those who don't have the money to be respectable addicts just drink and use street drugs.
It seems to
me that something is wrong if we
have created
a world so alien we can't live in it.
When I think about this world we have created I can't help but think about the Bible and things I read when I was a child looking for truth. Revelations was one of my favorite books because it talked about a time when suffering would end and those who caused the suffering of the innocent would face their evil deeds.
Since 9/11 I thought about deleting this page but I believe that it might explain what happened and how we can change our lives for the better. Revelations: Chapter 18 speaks figuratively of a city that falls in an hour. The reference is related to money being the root of all evil. I believe the vision of John was realized Sept. 11, 2001. Jesus told us, Love your neighbor as yourself. Pray for those who hurt and use you. That was my personal revelation, to change me for the better. All the pain and hurt I have suffered can only continue to hurt me if I keep it in my heart. I gave it up because it wasn't worth keeping. I pray for the people who have harmed me and my children. I pray for an army of love to change the Middle East and all places where hate in the name of God is an occupation. I leave my vision with you.
A Vision Of
Armageddon
Greed is the only mental illness we encourage our children to develop.
The Army of
Man beholds a beautiful valley filled with all the good things life has
to offer. As they move through the valley each becomes aware of the
goods their neighbors are consuming. They fear that they will be left with
nothing so they take as much as they can.
The spoils
of our monetary war benefit the swift and clever. Supply and demand
is the name of the game. Good business sense teaches us to create shortages,
inflate prices and reap our reward. Moving swiftly to gather as much
as they can for themselves they strip the land of natural resources leaving
desolation to insure the value of their harvest. Giving no thought
for future generations, their only objective is profit for themselves and
the advantage it will give their loved ones.
Mother Earth,
raped by her evil children, is trampled under foot. This evil generation
so blinded by greed steals all the resources, they pollute the water, cut
the trees and consume with a vengeance.
Witnessing
such horror is more than I can stand; My anger is beyond anything
I have ever known so I withdraw. The reality of greed can not be
denied.
The spirit
within me ascends above the carnage to behold the future this generation
has chosen for all of us. Our beautiful world of milk and honey lies
naked before me. If only we would awaken from this dream that whispers
lies and lulls us into the fantasy we desire.
I weep for
mankind knowing what greed has wrought.
Each of the
looters push forward unaware of their fate. A cliff, and below the
river of eternal judgment consumes each of the evil ones. Nothing
has been left for the future, now only death awaits the greedy horde.
In the rush to steal what god has given to all they reap a different reward
for eternity.
For those who are wise the road to recovery will not be easy. Temptation to horde and be greedy will still be a challenge. If we are to survive the only answer is to share what we have left, replenish the earth and change any laws that prevent us from preserving the environment. Then hope our efforts will be rewarded. Will man learn from history this time? We can only hope.
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