Disclaimer: I've decided to add some comments in gray on the page so if you read it, you might have an idea of what I was thinking.

Have you ever thought you've loved someone so much that you would do anything for them?

I would give my sight to see your beauty
     Would you look at me?
I would scream your name `til I could make no sound
     Would you speak to me?
I would follow you through the gates of hell
     Would you walk to me?
I would proclaim my love for you
     Would you notice me?
I would die for you a thousand times
     Would you live for me?

 

How much worse is it to be hated than to be uncared for?

Curse me Curse me, I need to hear your voice
Hate me Hate me, I need to know you care
Beat me Beat me, I need to feel your touch
Kill me Kill me, I need to die for you.

Burn me Burn me, I need to be cleansed by your fire
Crush me Crush me, I need your deep embrace
Rob me Rob me, I give all that I own
Cut me Cut me, Please just touch my heart

Ignore me Ignore me, I need to beg for you
Starve me Starve me, I hunger for your love
Trip me Trip me, I need to fall before you
Forget me Forget me, I'll always remember you

Leave me Leave me, I'll wait for you forever
Break me Break me, Make me in your image
Scold me Scold me, I need your loving guidance
Rape me Rape me, Take all that I am

 

introverts tend to shy away from any one that they care for

Just to be near you
     I turn and run
I want to be found
     And so I hide
Please just talk to me
     And I'll be silent
Please just know me
     And I will love you

 

Would you be willing to give up everything for someone else?

What do I want?
Nothing and Everything
Your love, your life, your soul
Sacrifice of everything you are, you know, you love
for only me and nothing more
Is that too much to ask?
Yes but I ask anyway because that is what I give you.

 

What do you do if this person that you love hurts you without knowing it? Do you tell them knowing that it will hurt them back or do you continue to endure the pain so that they won't feel any?

I hang here dying on this tree
     crucified for one who cannot see
I pledge my life, my love, my soul
     and receive silence from one who cannot hear
I could scream out my pain
     maybe just call her name
But she is one that cannot see
     and that is the way it must be
I will bare my cross in secret, alone
     Nailed to it by one who cannot know

 

do i still believe in god?

I will never betray you except by my words
I will put nothing before you except for my life
I will give you all that I own except for my possessions
I will seek you always except when your gone
I will always forgive except when I'm right
I will always seek forgiveness except when I'm wrong
I will always want you near except when I have friends
I will do what you need of me except when you ask
I will follow you to the ends of the earth except if you move
I will change for you except not right now
I will live my life for you except when it's mine.

 

Why should she suffer for my feelings?

Who's eyes am I seeing through?
     That can't see love that is pure.
Who's ears am I hearing through?
     That would disbelieve what is true.
Who's mouth am I speaking through?
     That would hurt the ones I love.
Who's heart am I living through?
     That would betray my friends.

 


just part of my ever increasing trend to be pessimistic

there's no such thing as a happy ending
there's no such thing as love
there's no such thing as a friend forever
there's no such thing as grace from above

 

I like the way this one started but it just doesn't seem to go anywhere from here. It just came off the top of my mind and has no personal meaning.

Am I a prisoner looking out
or a free man looking in
The master or the slave?
the bars separate us either way
 

one of the only ones I've bothered putting a name too

Alone on Valentines

i fell in love with a girl once
she fell in love with me
i thought that i would marry her
she thought thats how it'd be
now she's the one whose married
and im the one alone
she spends her nights with somebody else
i cry to myself at home

i told a girl i loved her
she said she loved me more
i opened my self completely to her
but she just shut the door
i would have given my life for her
i would have given all
one day she just forgot about me
now i feel so small

i fell in love with a girl once
i never said a word
afraid to loose her friendship
i sat idly by her door
though i never wanted anything more
i never asked for a date
now shes in love with somebody else
and i am just too late

 

Isn't e-mail wonderful

Your words fill we with joy
Then your silence destroys me
Your silence heals me
Then your words destroy me again

 

Once more into the breach

Close my eyes
and I can't see it coming
It can't hurt me

Lie to myself
and it won't happen
Nothing to be afraid of

Ignore the facts
and they become lies
Who needs truth

 

Take me or leave me, but release me

imprisoned

destroy me
release me

rescue me
release me

take me
leave me

imprison me

 

why am i who i am if im not happy

no good deed goes unpunished
no true heart goes unbroken
no kind act goes unignored
no pure soul survives
 

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