there's no such thing as a happy ending
there's no such thing as love
there's no such thing as a friend forever
there's no such thing as grace from above
Pariah - One of the Unloved
Evil shows up in the nicest places, death shows up in the prettiest faces. - das
Age:34 Birthday:08/04/73
Hgt:6'1 Wgt: 195
Eyes: Green Hair: Light Brown
Blood Type: O+ Personality: INFP
E-Mail:[email protected]
ICQ: 7222156 Yahoo: OneoftheUnloved
AIM: Pariah131
Likes: Reading, Cats, Volleyball, Running, DnD3.5E, Lightning, Rock Climbing
Dislikes: Seafood, Fake Plants, Fake People
Music Likes: Trance, Gothic, Indy Rock, 80's
Music Dislikes: Country, Polka
Favorite Artists: Saviour Machine, Tori Amos, Evanescence, Cruxshadows
Favorite Albums: Fallen - Evanescence, Steve Taylor - Meltdown
Favorite Song: Bring it to Me - Evanescence
Favorite Movies: Three to Tango, Monsters Inc, It's a Mad Mad Mad Mad
World, Legend
Goal in Life: To be better today than I was yesterday.
A Little About Myself
�����I was born in Ft. Hood, Texas.
A Little More About Myself
����� I've lived in Colorado Springs since I was about 2 years old, and most of that in the same house. I lived briefly in Divide, Colorado but hated it with a passion. My roomate worked opposite hours from me so I never saw her, and all of my friends were an hour away. Since then I've moved three times. Once into a house on the north side of town, and more recently to an apartment out north east. Now I'm in the same appartment complex, but a different appartment and for the first time ever I live alone. Judging by how much I hated divide, I thought I would hate it, but it's really not that bad. When I moved here I owned absolutely nothing. I'm not at all materialistic, and have never needed to own anything since I've always lived with someone.
I used to be a counselor for youth camps (59k jpg) before I became old and cynical. It seemed like a worthy cause, who knows why. I love Volleyball and Rock Climbing even though I really stink at both. Currently I'm working for HP helping maintain Dow Chemical's small
61,000 user network. Before working here I worked at Rocky Mountain Internet, Microsoft supporting Windows 95, and before that my first real job was working at Media Play in Hard Lines. (If you can call that a real job)
����� I don't know that I want to be working computers 10 years from now. I probably still will, but I'd rather whatever I did didn't involve computers or business. Computers are for playing, not working, and anything to do with economics or business just bores me to tears. Maybe I'll be a professional sky diver, of course I'll have to learn how to do it first...
�����I used to consider myself a christian, but I don't any more. For a while I felt like Job of the old testament. I would do everything I could to please God, and still everything I cared about fell apart. I haven't really had much tragedy in my life, and seeing what other people have dealt with always puts my own life in perspective, but even my tiny problems were enough to shake my already weak faith. Now I consider myself an Athiest, but unlike the stereotypical one, I don't try to discourage others from finding god.
�����If I could choose one word to describe myself, it would be 'Defective'. I'm a good guy, reasonably smart (genius according to my IQ), funny, and go out of my way to help others, but never really learned how to approach women. My father died when I was very young and my mother never dated after that so I never really saw how relationships worked so my dating history is pretty short and unspectacular. I've really only dated one girl, although technically I've had long distance relationships and one where we saw each other a lot until we officially started seeing each other at which time we never saw each other anymore.
�����If you want to know anything about me, go ahead and ask, I will answer any question truthfully but you have to be blunt. I try to never lie, but I have a bad habit of answering hard questions with as little truth as I can.
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Some useless facts about me
I've taken French, Spanish, German, Japanese, and Sign Language
�����but I can still only speak English.
I've taken Judo, Jujitsu, and two styles of Karate
�����but never bothered trying to pass green belt.
I'm 6'1 and played on a volley ball team
�����but I can't spike a ball.
I've had a lead part and a solo in three musicals
�����but I can't sing or act.
I don't particularly care for Microsoft or their products
�����but I worked for them and still run Windows at home.
I can juggle four things at a time but
�����now everyone wants to see five.
I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs
�����and I never have.
To say that the lines between 'reality' and a dream
are blurred
assumes there was ever a line to begin with.