*note* this is something I started in late March...i wrote the 1st 2 lines and stopped...a few weeks later...something happened...and I finished it
your nowhere not a trace
I stare into the twilight,
think my problems are erased
I can't say that I love you,
but I know you make me feel
Yet I see you as an angel,
yes an angel, sent to kill
An angel here to terrorize,
and make me see I'm wrong
See I thought that I was powerful,
you proved that I'm not strong
You see I have a weak mind,
and those 3 words leave me blind
You set the trap, I take the bait,
now there's nothing left to find
The silence, truly defening,
it's leaves me, barely alive
Then you thrash me with your words
and the sickness starts to thrive
It eats me from the inside,
leaves a promise in my head
I loved you then, I love you now, I'll love you til' your dead
I smile at that ugly beast,
cause I know that that's a lie
I say those three words. mocking life. then close my eyes, and die