Pain, yes true pain inside
It makes me want to run and hide
Then sit and wait, and wonder why?
I hope to die, yes hope to die
But I won't die, it's not my time
There's something, that I've got to find
I start to ask the question, why?
I hope to die, yes hope to die
I sit around, with all these knives
And cut myself, yet I survive
Yes I survive, but still think why?
I hope to die, yes hope to die
Today I wake with a surprise
The reason that I want demise
I finally get to answer why
I hope to die, cause I'm alive