The End?
03 th April 2006
He wants to break up. Is this officially the end of us? He is threatening me. He scares me. I remember our last break up, I cursed myself for his wanting to break up. I told myself, "once we're back, i will please him all the way." But then I guess I didn't? I have no idea. Everyone around me tells me I'm too easy on him. I don't like it when they say this, so I toughten up. And I don't he likes it, at all. I don't know how to do it without offending him or hurting his feelings. That, I guess I did. I'm terribly sorry. But what about me? Sheesh.Future?
29 th March 2006
What's my future? I'm tired of just about everything now. Life is not just about the opposite sex. There has got to be more to life than this. And wtf, he makes $21 an hour? Wow, and how envious I am. But why? Why this money-loving greed?Alone & Upset?
26 th March 2006
HA! It's the end of March and still I haven't gotten anywhere in life. Still living underneath this hell hole. Or at that place that doesn't feel like home. It's like coming home to hear filthy insults. Low-lifers calling you a common theif and mother who just smile at you for she can't do much for you anyways. This life really sucks. And I'm pretty sure I'm flunking this year.