I'm at a loss. I feel like I'm being sucked dry and I can't stop it. Everytime I manage to build a little cocoon of peace around myself it gets torn away by someone else's actions . What am I supposed to do? Disassociate myself from everyone? That would be really lonely but sometimes I think that would be easier than dealing with the fallout of everyone else's crap. People can't just say "whoops, my bad" they have to try and make it me the responsible party. I just wish people could be responsible for themselves. Dammit, just do your shit or, if something happens and you can't, say you're sorry and then do something else to make up for it. But no, that's just too fucking hard, right?

Happy Fucking Ostara!