Entry for July 31, 2007

Oh gosh, it's been so long. Dominic is now five and soon to be 6. I put him in daycare/preschool, because of his needs. His speech is still delayed, but not as bad as before. He has improved so much, and I'm extremely proud of him. He graduated from Preschool in June and he starts BIG school in the fall. Somedays he's excited about and somedays he's not. He has a few fears that I talk him through with, mostly with me getting teary eyed. I'm such a softy, especially for my little man. He's growing so fast...it feels like just yesterday that he was born. And God has tested me in every way with my first child, with the seizures, the fears, the tears along with the ups and downs of being a young mother. Dominic has made me a stronger person, and continues to do so everyday. As I always say I'll never regret him, but I do wish I had've waited until I was older and wiser before I had a child. Having a baby has made me grow older before my time. You have to mature a lot once you have a child to look after. Someone has to nuture this baby, feed, bathe, and clothe him. Sure all babies are cute and cuddly, but they grow up, they're not a baby forever. But enough on that note, I have loads of pictures of Dominic, well of course I would, it's been a year! lol But it's just time consuming to upload most of them. So I'll just post a few after this rant. But for now I'll leave this as it is, & I'll be back. Can't promise when but hopefully before a years time. :)