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{ Another morning }


      
      { Rip you up among my tears }


      
      {  I'm not ready to cry tonight  }


      
      {  you never need to explain }


      
      {  Swimming pools and baby's
breath  }


      
      {  One lie held in two  }


      
      {  I told her I never would }


      
      {  This is a work of unmitigated standards  }


      
      {  Blackfoot, Blackfoot  }


      
      {  im gonna go visit the moons  }


      
      {  Beautiful disaster  }


      
{  I am a puppet, through and through }


      
      {  My bronze sun gods  }


      
      {  Muscles bound in fury  }

      

      
      

      
      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      

      


      
      

      
      

      
      Another morning

      

one last kiss

      

one last look

      

one more morning down

      

tomorrow I'll have time to mourn

      

today's gonna end far too fast.

      

kiss me good-bye 

      

and never look back.

      

you're the perfect cliche

      

the perfect ending to a non-conformist's nightmare.

      
      

      

You will walk away.

      

You will leave me here to rot

      

If I tell you what I am.

      

You will hate me

      

You will despise me,

      

If I tell you.

      
      

      

You will kill me,

      

if I tell you.

      

You will walk away

      

and I will die.

      

Cause I'll know what you think of me.

      

So I will lie to you, make you hate me

      

for some other reason,

      

Cause this one is far too painful to bear.

      
      

      

This one is far to painful to be real. 

      

Please 

      

Don't hate me for what I am

      

Please 

      

Walk away

      

Please

      

Don't ever look back

      

Please 

      

Forget you ever knew me

      
      

      

I'm going to give up the dream

      

to painful to bear

      

to become your family's worst nightmare

      

and your brothers sweetest dream

      

I will revel in their imaginary disgust

      

and drink up you sister's hidden lust.

      

I will pray we never meet again,

      
and I will hope you never hear of me again.

      
      
      

      


Rip you up among my tears.

Learn my heartaches

Bless a soul

Soothe a child

Ease me in

Leave me here,

waiting, wanting 

I know how you lie

I've been swell in a well of epic proportions.

Love my baby as she lays dying.

I know you know what this feels like

cuz I know you've done these things before.

On a deathbed

I don't lie well

but by and by, you're rubbing off on me.

I'm bleeding silver tainted tears

as you're laughing above me cuz 

you know where I've lain, don't you?

an' you can't quite stand me anymore can you?

Do I still fit your profile love?

In my head you lay dying

an' you should just sit down for safety's sake.



Run, run from those pretty girls in pink

an' from those moving trees of monumental sizes

Run 'till you can run no more

then fall at my feet and beg for some

hard-pressed mercy.

Ring worms wait an'

Angels sing an' cry as

Devils die early

an the sun's gone retro black

and groovy plaid, but you can't 

see it cuz it's all one shade.



An' you're drowning in imagined tears

as you kiss away the fears 

and taste the pitch.

Night's gone blue an sky's gone green.

An' all you can think of, is the 

next time we'll kiss.

An' you're a sad sad sorry excuse for a girl

Using over and over again and all you do

is dead warmed over to look alive for a lowly, wretched

man to shatter the last respite with violence 

get away or the world will eat you alive

get away an' beg for mercy

scream

scream for mercy love

cuz heaven knows i won't give any till then

beg 

beg for release love

cuz hell knows i won't give in till then.



I'm not ready to cry tonight 

but I don't feel as though I've got a choice.

Saddest thing is you'll never really know.

Burning tears are my only warmth now 

that my heart's died.

It's been such a long time

but you don't know.

Lies can bring such sweet relief.

I'm not in love. Not now.

No, not in love.

Assured do you sit back and relax?

Not having to worry about me and my aching heart?

Such marvelous arms that will never hold me

such comfort contained in them, denied to me.



I don't want to cry tonight

but I think I might.

You won't see me in my saddest state.

If you knew would you come and kiss away the tears?

Or pretend it doesn't exist?

I lent my brain out and got it back 

upside down tornado whipped.

Left isn't right, and right isn't right.

Nothings right, and its all gone wrong

Long nights kiss dawn as she slowly wakes

and takes my breath.

I'm avoiding this and I think we both know it.

Never wanna go, but afraid to die in the same place.

I tried to not, but I couldn't.

I tried to lie and failed and I'm sorry

I lied to you, but I couldn't tell you the truth.

I love you.

Have, will, wish I wouldn't cuz I'll lose you then..

Sometimes I hate it. Sometimes I love it.

Either way

I love you.




you never need to explain 

when there's no one home

it's alright to let your eyes run

dry on the sofa, in the middle of 

the after noon

when no one else is there



I'm ready to die here all alone

I'd kill for you to hold me right now

to fall asleep in your arms

but I know I'll never have that

but I can't stop hoping and dreaming

but its all useless



you never need to explain

when there's no one home

it's alright to let your eyes run

dry on the sofa, in the middle of 

the after noon

when no one else is there



no one's here, everyone's there

i wonder if i should go

leave and never come back

break the ties that cause me so much pain

I'm a just useless waste 

that needs to learn to kill a heart.

and i wonder if you'll miss me.



you never need to explain

when there's no one home

it's alright to let your eyes run

dry on the sofa, in the middle of 

the after noon

when no one else is there



and i wanna talk

but I'm too afraid

and i think i may want to stop loving you

but i think i might die,

talk to me, make me feel

make me hurt, you do it so well




Swimming pools and baby's
breath 

Water fights and mothers crying

Baby's screams and summer's dying

Death tolls and near misses

Pangs of conscience and bloody hands

Winning hearts and beating tarts

Lost loves and new obsessions 

Heat waves and first kisses

Guilty glances and dirty minds

Last chances and weekly beatings

Bloody blues and baby reds

Open invitations and forgotten wishes

Fatal blows and fetal minds

Lonely limbs and broken bones

Forthcoming deliberations and coated knives

Twisted knickers and wicked grins

Broken hearts and old tarts

Bleeding souls and one last kiss

Quiet tears and no more do-overs

Say good-bye and see ya later one last time

A million different ways to go




One lie held in two 

breaks the mold

and fills with guile.

Three lies held up as one

break the girl.

Sweet kisses bring her to her knees

As you figure out the fourth lie to force feed.



'nother:



Golden eyeshadow

on black lace

and green eyelashes



Homespun blues

on pale skins

and red highlights

dazzle blind men.



Gentle neckties 

blind one to 

raving whites

dying in tights

on your lawn

for want of you.



This is my last chance to 

prove to you that

this Is

My bloody forever.



since those were shortish :



said sadly she cried

said gladly he died

cried out slowly we laughed

sweet sugared demise

haunts your figurettes

and deems them worthy

of dazzling ruby reds

that meet and match

leaving sweet gasps

on tongues of lovers

who have no equal

except maybe for

Aphrodite on Olympus.

said madly she lied

said rudely he tripped

died out crossly we danced

the night away getting drunk

give way to something better

and let me break my hinges

on something rustier and surfeit

the last drop of blood in a dead heart.




I told her I never would 

and she laughed at my childlishness

and put her lips to mine.

They tasted like ripe cherries 

and were the nicest things I ever felt.

She smelled like vanilla, and moved 

like the wind.

I thought about kissing her back

but I couldn't give in.

God, that pout should be illegal.

I couldn't give in.

I hadda be right

Even if it meant giving up bliss,

I'd never kiss her, no matter how good she was.

I'd die before I let her win that arguement.

Vain, petty, and stupid.

I know I'll never learn,

but at least I'll still have some guy 

to distract me.

She's all alone, and I don't pity her any.

I can still taste her, when I'm alone

and sometimes I want to cry cuz I was so stupid.

I've been avoiding her, 

If I see her again, I'll let her win.

I can't stop thinking about kissing her back.



'nother





I'm bleeding threats of palest silver

as you dance above me

laughing at my pains

an I just wanna die.

To leave you in your twisted miseries

cuz you don't know do you?



I'm bleeding threads of palest silver

all around you and you're so pretty

when you're so shiny.

I'm gasping at what you're pressing

I guess I never understood that half of you.



I'm crying drops of sparkling silver

because you kissed her and I just

don't know what to do anymore.

You lied as I lay dying and I wept

in your arms cuz there was no one else.



I'm drowning in liquid slivers of silver shards

an you're dying for your misdeeds.

You always did hate Karma and the

threefold rules didn't you?

But I guess you got what you deserved,

you killed my heart slowly and now

trees are bleeding 

rivulets of arsenic 

laced mercury as you lay dying,

breathing out clouds 

of of palest silver 

and I'm left crying 

shards of glass in your honor 

An' I'll die in a day not my own

because my muse is laying dead

beneath the tree of silver shrouds.






This is a work of unmitigated standards. 

And yes, you're right

I am pretentious, cocky and self assured.

And you are wrong.

You'll never meet anyone better.



You're superfluous.

I'm the necessary.

Go ahead and see if you can live without me.

I'll wait.



I'm a peerless genius of excess

And you really should absorb my every word.

Most geniuses are fools

Your IQ is sub par and I'm far above even Dear Marilyn.



Tomorrow I'll discover Ponce de Leon's fountain.

The day after I'll win the Nobel price for something or other.

Today I'm writing this and in a few minutes I'll be

the world's poet laureate.

Yesterday I fixed a queen and built a silver rocket.



No, my genius doesn't make me haughty,

Only self-assured.

No, I don't need a wife.

I do have a life.

I do believe I've broken tan

And bruised silver.



Yes, I am pretentious.

Yes, I am a genius.

No, there is no better, no rival, no equal.

No, I am not joking.



This is a work of unmitigated standards.

I am a master of whatever catches fancy.

Yes, you're right. I am the best.

No, have really is none better dear sir.



DaVinci should have taken lessons from me

Raphael, Donatello, Michelangelo, and Sara Lee too.

Tonight I'll out cook Emeril and over do

Sara Lee and kill tongues with joy.



I'll make a modern marvel in less than a week

All by myself, just watch and wait,

You'll see.



No, I have no scars from battles

I always know better, and

Don't you remember my armor?



Yes, I like you better

But you'll never be me.



No the world doesn't hate me.

They're just jealous cuz I'm me and they're not.



No, I don't suffer grandiose delusions.

No, I don't revel in them. 

You're wrong.

I'm simply self aware.




Blackfoot, Blackfoot 

Why do you enitice us so?

With your clever innuendos,

and your secrect heart-racing moves



How do you endear us to you 

so completely Blackfoot?



We're lost in your graces

lost in your faces

we're lost in dreams,

your reality.



It's just like a fairy tale.

We lived in doldrums till you came

and swept us off our feet.

And took us into your world,

and your the brilliant spark

that dances us leading us away

from life's wearies and into joys

and pleasures beyond measures.

You're feared, awed desired by us all

Blackfoot.



We fall at your feet in praise 

and surpase heavenly blisses

when you bestow your sweet kisses

upon our lowly faces.





Blackfoot, Blackfoot

with you twisted tales 

and lovely refrains

what's left to stop us now?



Our husbands have all left us

to your mercies, whether they 

be tender and kind or 

cruel and devilish.

They know they are no match for you.

So they've given up all hope and claim.



With your secret low-down whispers

of passions yet to prevail

you're stolen our hearts 

and (libidoes or so much more or something else?)



Blackfoot, with your twisted mangled lies

and brilliant blue eyes

you're stolen our lives

and destroyed our town.



Oh what are you going to do now Blackfoot?

What are you going to do with us now?



Will you cast us aside and move on.

or reap all there ever will be?

Leaving us as empty shells of what

we once were?

Will you leave us scrambling for little

bits of pleasure, thought or feeling

as starved dying lions at the scent of meat?



Inner turmoils and paniful battles

have been waged and fought for you

Blackfoot, but do you know?



You sit there on your throne

laughing and weaving beautiful tunes

and heart-rapturing tales.



Do you know what you've done to us Blackfoot?



Blackfoot with your hidden lies, secret eyes, 

leisurely heart-racings and secret endeavours

why do you entice us so?





im gonna go visit the moons  

new ruler shishkabob, 

after you marry bob

and eat a loon.



we party everyonce in a while, 

the dancing is stellar

but the musics better 

he has a such a pretty smile



and he spoils me rotten

so i love him more than i love cosalis 

even though she has a bigger palace

all her ideas are misbegotten



and have lain far too long under a cloud of dire needs, 

shes as stingy as an old miser, 

and fires all her sizers, 

cuz she says they wont plead, 



and need more mead, 

than she has, 

they measure wrong giving her more thigh than she truly has, 

and lose all her favorite beads.



im melting faster than plastic

while i float near tahiti

and i never knew you could go to fahiti

without being sick



on a dime

with a mile to spare

for a pair

of mimes



im so elastic 

i can wrap around the moon

and dance on a spoon

without breaking a knife of plastic



no need to fear

with inches of water

lining up to jump in the batter

no one will die my dear



whats the matter?

havent you ever seen a grown man

jump on a spoon and dance around it like its a greased pan?

im kookier than the mad hatter



but even better looking

so it doesn't matter that hes eight foot tall

and im smaller than a mall

im good at cooking.



im afraid i must bid you adieu 

because i hear a wail,

man i never knew just how loud a snail

could get, till i meet you.



Beautiful disaster 

waiting in the wings

ready to swallow me like a gull.

Bitter air and lonely feelings

nothings ever right, or good enough.

Selfishly high standards

make lover's kill themselves for spite

and for fear of loving someone so twisted.

Bent, bitter and broken,

I'll never be all right.

Deathly kisses and poisonous wishes,

I'd fall at her feet and let her beat me into oblivion

then beg for more, cuz it's the only

emotion she'll ever show me.



Heartless, vindictive, lonely

crows will marry millionaires

to fuel their desires and hide their fears.

Worst in the neighbourhood?

Gotta gossip about Jane 

and ruin Mary's life.



Ashamed of me and my actions

I'll become a ball,

wrapped in guilt

brooding in a corner

'till hunger or want draws me out.

Never one to show my emotions

bottled up like priceless vintage wine

if they fester anymore, 

my skin will grow mold.

Beautiful disasters cloud my mind,

paint my future and surround me,

while you slip away.

My impure heart kills everyone in time.






I am a puppet, through and through 

Tug on my strings and watch me dance

To whatever beat you want me to

And know that it�s just for you.

Wrapped around your slender finger,

I wouldn�t have this any other way.

Careful not to get all tied up in me,

You know I�m not good enough for you.

Careful with my heart, 

It�s a fragile piece of string, 

And you�re far too strong.

I�m a puppet and you�re my puppet master.

One word and I can be up in arms,

Curled up in your bed, or any way you want me to be.

Y�know I�m yours, and

Y�know I love it.






My bronze sun gods 

bathe in blue

and sparkle with gold.

Muscles like Achille's

and skin like Apollo's.

Tasting honey sweet

and sweating drops of wine,

Modern day Adonis's 

number the hundreds.






Muscles bound in fury 

and lost to waves

the only chains that can hold them

can't be see and the

only thing that can free them

is long dead and never forgotten

buried beneath something more azure

than the midday
sky.