Two_Worlds_Collide

Nervousness about me
Bewildering thoughts inside
All these feelings I'd like to free
Or maybe let them hide.

Thse mixed emotions I cannot free
Although I've had help and tried
All this is growing inside of me
And is drying my old pride.

I don't know when these feelings came
It's as if my brain is fried
And I cannot find who is to blame
So in myself now I'll confide.

Every name stays the same
But personality and emotions tend to slide
Mostly confusion seems to maim
And turn to twisted lies.

Some small obstacles seem too lame
And I take everything in stride
I'll look back at the spark that never turned to a flame
For the authority I never defied.

Next, when my tears mix with the rain
As if the sky will reply
The thought of settled pain
Will no longer be denied.

Then I'll say my last plea
And think of all who've cried
And I'll go on bended knee
When my two worlds collide.