saturday, 10-22-05 [2:02am]
okay, got THREE applications in! yay! time to celebrate. it was kutztown's (waived by mr. jones), temple's (used my limited fee waiver), and bloomburgs (used fee waiver as well). i could have turn in drexel but mr. v didn't sign my recommendation's form ... he only wrote a personal letter. blah! oh well. okay, please choose; penn state or messiah college? i don't which one to choose. the sis suggested messiah college since it is close by. never in my mind have i thought of attending that school. oh well. i believe setting out 3 goals per week is very helpful and works like a charm. so now, i have to come up with goals. worked today. mad tiring but it was worth it. i am seriously have got to save my money! that'll be one of my goal!
thursday, 10-18-05 [3:07pm]
ahs, too lazy to update this thing. well, i work now. at bangkok's house, on friday and saturday. i don't work at 88 cafe anymore and i never babysit no kids. so yeah, disregard the schedule on this site. i should go change it but i'm lazy. have an appointment with mr. martin on college's application this friday at 12:30. tomorrow is cpd, remember! i must show up or else. yesterday, went to mikado's and ate so much sushi. ddr-ed and burned 500 calories. too much has happened. i just want to update the latest. the end.
thursday, 10-13-05 [10:09am]
man, it's thursday already. i still have the dame college's applications. so stupid man. i hate this. i just want to forge my mom's signature. okay, if i were to do that, i'd still have to get my social security's info. or alien visa, the crap? god. heck, the counselor can sign the applications for me. there's no way i'm going home.
sunday, 10-09-05 [10:47pm]
oh my! i still cannot believe that i, of all people, forgot to update her web-blog. do forgive me. i have xanga and myspace to worry about. well, yesterday (saturday) i woke up around 6:30, ate breakfast and drove to my school. that was where i had my very first SAT taken. there were students from other schools too. i got to see some white kids. the girls annoys the crap out of me. why? because they talk like this, "like oh my god! i totally love him." i mean, they're too preppy, even for me. what am i saying? first i'm racist against black people and their slang and asians/ricans trying to be black, now white speaking white? talk about complication! the freaking test took like 6 hours. read more here. after the test, went grocery shopping and binged on junk food. i didn't really do anything productive on saturday. and today as well. no school tomorrow due to the fact it is columbus' day. bf and i are going to make out point park. i suggested the idea of going and he moaned and pledged me to take it back. no way, jose! this relationship has been dull way enough. if he doesn't have the money to take me out like an efficient bf would, he's going to have to satify me by going places that cute couples goes to aka the park. this park is really lovely. last time we went with the church's youth group. boredom *yawns.* this time, we're going alone and something bounce to happen, teehee. well, don't know what to wear tomorrow. i've thought of this one outfit but it's just too much. we're going to wallie prepare for tomorrow's park and picnic. hopefully. then i have this chance to ask father to fill out my college's applications since i'm under 18. being 17 years old sucks.
friday, 10-07-05 [9:20pm]
there's not much to update. i had an appointment with mr. martin. there, i got my applicationed straightened out and he gave me 4 transcripts' request. i sat down in the resource, going over it and filling in places i hasn't. i gave the drexel's recommendation card to mr. varano. i totally wasted a day watching anime. i didn't even bother to go over the SAT booklet. it's too late now. i don't think i burden myself with it because if i panics, i will end up doing worst. plus, i can always retake it; nov's SAT. there was an email about an evening doing shadowing career at the pinnecle health's place but i didn't even bother to sign up for that. 5pm to 9pm. when am i going to volunteer at the hospital? right now, it's about my pride. what is she going to say?. i mean, a month ago, i asked for the paperwork but never get them fill out by a doctor. now it is all dirty and crumbled. sighs. btw, i rained pretty hard today. jessie asked me to go bowling with her and her crew, but lookie here, i refused. bf had church and i feel like ... be secluded. i don't think this is healthy.
thursday, 10-06-05 [3:22pm]
i sit here as bf takes his comprehency test. good luck, hunnie! lets see, i can't find my millersville's application. i grouped the "practice" applications aka the print copies with the hard copies. it would definitely makes my life and mr. martin's easiler tomorrow. 12:30pm it is! i will have e9h on tuesday because we don't have school on monday. columbus' day. horray to the guys that torture and rapes indian women & steal their lands. america's historical figures are some fucked people. like, lets say ... dr. martin luther king. did you know he had an affair with some other women? yup, he sure did! he is my childhood's idol. i guess i'm in no position to disrespect him. [3:27] my hunnie passed with a 37/39! *muahs*
wednesday, 10-05-05 [12:06pm]
dude, i'm too lazy to update the other section of this webpage. well, we had a speaker today. i stayed for both sessions. he was an interesting character; graduate at age 16, used to be a bully, saw 6 (or 8) of his best friends died right before his eyes, was recruited to the basketball's team, coached, got his master degree at age 21, and retired at age 46 (or 47). i [1:01pm] fresh and clean because i showered ;]. ddr-ing sucks, mang. i'm terribly bad at it. it's a great work out, i guess. i haven't work out and/or exercise in months. i seriously needs to cut down my meal-intakes. started drinking milk. anime told me so. sike, i don't really watch anime. yesterday, i fell asleep after watching one episode of gunslinger girl. and other day, i didn't watch anime at all! it was just a temporary hobby and/or interest. gonna drive to hacc [copper's building] for the college's fair soon. oh wait, i have like 5 plus hours. gonna go watch at least 3 episodes of anime; that will takes me approxiately 1 hours and 30 minutes. then do some hw. and btw, no kids came to be babysat yesterday. that's so odd because i was looking forward to make some cash on the sly. sheesh. bf is just ridiculous.
tuesday, 10-04-05 [3:30pm]
i have to help the bf redecorate this room again. i literally jumped with fear when he said help me move the room around. the last time we did it was 2 days ago and we didn't go to bed until 1 something! i was vacuuming, but i decided to take a little break. he's out there, draining the water from the fish tank. he's going to bring the tank in this room. my corner is going to be the dark side of the room. hey! what is he trying to say! well, whatever. someone come help him because i'm not that strong. because i'm a girl. yay, can't wait to see the kids that i'm going to babysits. hope they're cute and chubby. i like chubby little kids. i'm so going to have fat little kids.
monday, 10-03-05 [6:05am]
in life, there are always the good, the bad and the ugly. lets start with the good; i found my ipod mini's charger. this poor thing, i have been neglecting it. i did not treasure it at all. i'm thinking about handing it over to the bf [he annoys the crap out of me]. the bad, i failed the re-take test. he's such a cool guy. he've given us the problem analysis sheet, meaning we can re-do (for the third times) problems we've got wrong with detailed explaination then he'll be kindly enough to give us some credits [and here i am, not even taking advance of it]. now the ugly, i cheated on e9h's re-take vocab's test because once again, i was not informed of such a re-test taken place today. god! everytime the teacher passes out assignments to the kids, she always always forgets about me! and ha! life have its wonderful too! i passed the re-take comprehency's test; 39 out of 39, baby!all day i fought with my brains; "go home and get that paper sheet fills out," "go with huong to the mall," and "do this. do that. no, you have times. do it later on." it has been over a month that i wanted to volunteer at the hospital and look where i'm at now. i'm pure lazy! i'm going to post this over and over and over until i get it thru my fucked up head and start doing something about! you will hear of the same "crap" tomorrow, the next day and most likely months after.
sunday, 10-02-05 [12:08am]
looks like i have no choice but to update. to tell you the truth, i did nada today. i did a little research on drexel u. but only because i needed information to set up a section in this webpage about it. go here to learn about drexel. lets see, all i did was download anime's episodes, watch some, complain that it sucked like that green green's series. the ending suck nuts! it was terrible! i hated it! i did some anime testing, download one episode, watch it then decide whether to keep or lose it. more with that some other time. i should add an anime's directory here. i will. but if you scroll down, i have an anime's section. okay, i don't want to spoil this entry with anime's crap.don't know what will happens tomorrow, but bf and i wanna go to the flea market. he won 30 bucks from playing pool. i like going to the flea market. you get to see a whole lots of variety of people and especially the couples. afterward, he can drop me off at ukyo's. i should buy snack(s) because that girl doesn't have any snacks in her house, i think. catching up old times with my best friend. i'm going to try to be a better friend this year. better student, better gf. i just don't know about being a better daughter because, to be honest with you, i think i'm the best daughter in the family. well, yeah. i guess i'll be doing some reading of the book beloved and the e9h's book. totally disgust that book. so babyish, i'll tell you! i will try to do my homework. that's all. later love. and oh, i'll be blogging everyday here.
[10:54am] (yawns) i am so bored. and still, he remind in bed, snoring his butts off. sighs, guess we're not going to the flea market. anywho, faking your identity with guys, people in general, is mad fun. i have never done so, so here i am experiencing the excitement of being a fake. what a disgrace and unspeakable of me! oh well, i'm a bored 17 years girl. needless to say, i don't listen to anyone. guess i'll kill time with anime. he'll be up around noon. then i can go visit ukyo. maybe i should get on aim and tell her i'll be over in the next 3 hours or so. or should i surprises her? [edit] she's not on. she's never on when i'm on.
[3:51pm] currently at ukyo's house. she's watching bleach, alone. her room is very lovely decorated. so envious of her. now, i don't even have a room to call my room. my old one had everything; computer, bed, drawer, closet, curtins, TONS of stuffed animals and that cursed XBOX. my little brothers goes in my room than me. they particular lives there. everytime i come home, it's a mess. that's why i'm messy. blah. i going to keep a deposit bank online, on this webpage. it will be password protected, 3 times. let me go start it. brb. [4:29pm] done.
[11:11pm] look at the time. like whoa, make a wish! well, to end this day, i just want to say happy birthday to my bf's mom. without her (and the dad), my boy wouldn't exist and i wouldn't be this happy. thanks! ^^ bf and i brought her a beta [a fish that live on any sort of condition and you don't even have to feed it!]. she made yummie food that i didn't even bother to help out with. i don't know. i am so irresponsible. that's all right because there are always tomorrow. starting now, i am going to try to be more responsible with my life and save some money. i want to go to college rich, not poor like all you other kids. i got to see my sister, twin brothers and niece today. i felt ... happy. they were too. i kissed the kids good bye, but i got to kiss stevie. he was like, "hey, where's my kiss?" so they love me afterall. okay, i should go get this feeling documented. later peeps. good night!
saturday, 10-01-05 [2:23am]
okay, lets not lie nor deny the fact that i am one lazy bum. deadlines are tragic events. my volunteer's paperwork is all crumbled and dirty. don't ask. it's a long story. i believe the orientation is on the 3rd of the 5th of october. mang, it's october already. on a lighter, happier note; i think i have a week day's job now, one that
friday, 09-30-05 [1:41pm]
oh my! it has been awhile since i last updated. i decided to come back with a new fresh look! i like this layout. well to sum things up, i failed pre-cal's test and e9h's vocab test. however, i did a retake on the precal's one. don't know the result/grade yet. i passed the comprehency test, 38/39. gonna retake it to get 100%. e12h is going great! i passed its first test with a 7/9. i signed up for the oct's SAT awhile back. yesterday, i signed up for the nov's one. in school, i printed out the admission tickets. i must keep it safe. it must have been over a month now that i have been telling myself, "go home," "get the volunteer's paperwork filled out," and/or "try to get your permit." i don't know what to do. i don't want to go home. everytime i go home, there is always a reason behinds it, a needs. it's always because i need something or for something to be done for me. i hate troubling people. even in school, i hate troubling teachers with my stupidity. i hate troubling the school counselor with all these college applications & crap. i tired/practiced filling out applications; such are temple's, penn state's and millersville's.
i think my laziness is the cause of all these lacks of motivation. how to lucre motivation? "little things leads to success." i must keep that in mind. house chores should keep me motivated. i'll try that out. i should also cut down my anime's intakes. i intended to start an anime's webpage, but i decided not to. i'll just upload anime series here for the nerds. if you like, be my guest! and oh, i must, must, MUST save money. i shouldn't have to spend it on him all the times. i should keep my money and invest it somehow. spending money together makes us a happy couples, but it end up in a dreadful situation; cause' in the end, we reminds poor.