I mentioned earlier being raised in a strict Catholic family. Well, when you are in that situation, plus have parents that are from the "old school" of thinking, it's very hard to deal with the fact that you felt that there was something "different" about you. You didn't want to go on dates with girls when you got older, you liked looking at men. That's one reason I never got into sports at all, I was terrified being in a locker room I would be found out 'cause that would be THE place to see all sorts of naked men, then maybe get a woody and have these guys possibly beat the shit out of me or whatever. I was a very scared person back then. Deep down I have always known I was gay (don't we all) but didn't come "out" to anyone until 1997 as I made it a goal of mine to do so before I turned 30. Looking back I wish I had the balls to do it A LOT sooner, but I didn't and the past is past and ya move on. Now everyone knows and everyone is happy I'm happy, blah blah blah. I'm currently single and am still looking for my knight. I've been in few serious relationships with some great guys, and I am still really good friends with a number of them. Now if I could just manage to hold onto them :-) Anyway, that's about the gist of my life in a nutshell. There's waaaaay more than just this however. Isn't there always? Hope ya enjoyed this little synopsis of my life. Hope you enjoy my web page too, and thanks for reading.
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