you haven't seen the world outside for days you sleep you hope you wait imagination disappears and all the dreams you have you save confrontation like a mirror they try to take your mind away i don't know but i believe in yesterday and what it means to bleed and know that you're okay no matter what you do, no matter what you say i'm always right there behind you bombarded by the atmosphere you breathe you choke you breathe again conversation disappears you realize they're not all your friends the panice of the future rears you die you jerk you find another way
In Repair
well it's good to know that you'll be okay i've been waiting for this and i'll be there to sit while you pray no one's blaming me i'm not supposed to wait when they open up your heart i have been good i understood like a machine they'll fix you from the start i'm in repair the life that we share i know that i'll be lost but we're always in repair and it's good to know that you'll drive away from this carcrash nightmare and i'll be there to help you again there's no danger we're just killing time again until they order up new parts
Life
how many times have you been pushed around is anybody there, does anybody care how many times have your friends let you down is anybody there, did anybody stare how many times has your faith slipped away is everybody high, is everyone afraid how many times have you wished you were strong have they ever seen your heart have they ever seen your pain life is waiting for you it's all messed up life is waiting for you it's all messed up but we'll survive
Middle of Yesterday
oh, well i woke up in hell today i woke up depressed and drained but that's ok 'cause i promised not to hurt you again and apparently i'm to blame but apparently i've been framed by a memory that won't help me when it's happening out of the mind sould light control standing in the middle of yesterday where it all went wrong where we made mistakes i'm sorry for the things i forgot to say but it won't be long until it will be okay well i promised you i would change but i'm an asshole and i'm ashamed i'm upset 'cause i betrayed everything that you gave will you ever let me explain can i beg you to let me stay don't quit me 'cause i'll never let this happen... again
Are You Sad?
your life has seemed so hard it's been dried up angels that can't keep guard i'm trying to reach your hand but i'm on fire i never planned to fade away, stay with me stop pretending when they say that you're nothing are you sad are you holding yourself you shouldn't be are you sad are you locked in your room you shouldn't be i'm drowning inside your head help me to answer help understand but it's been so long since we talked like friends, please forgive me i'm jsut a man whose made mistakes
Made To Heal
i agve up on you and your exersize and the world that i knew i fell back on you because i need more time and i need an excuse you're a theif a liar an angel caught on fire a king a drug the push that comes to shove a freak a star i am everything you are i'm your jesus i'm your pride we're made to heal i depend on you for the wings of life and the air that you move i defended you for this one last time and the nerves you abuse we're made to heal
Everyone's A Junkie
i'm not waiting for the answers ona sunday afternoon i'm just too drunk to remember why i always slip through the drugs and fake ambition have been helping me to hide but it's the endless television that has kept me inside where does it stop where does it end where do we go why am i always complaining i can be good i can be bad i can be loved everything's gone black you're looking for that sun you're looking for that light you're not the only one to feel that way i'm not looking for forgiveness for the things that i don't know i'm really not that different you just made me think so
All My Friends
all my friends alone on a hill they're just looking down with violent minds out on loan they're jsut not equipped insistence we hope for the best we're not making sense in silence wait for the day when you're better than in this silence i'm not buying but you're not faking i'm not i guess we better hold on again 'cause this time we won't understand again i'm not alone on a hill their mechanical thoughts have left them out on their own, they're not buying this
If You Believe
so you made up your mind you tired of trying time to be scared you wanted to fly but you can't close your eyes time to beware if you believe in the world i'm calling if you believe in the world i saw if you believe in the world i'm calling you'de be strong so you wasted your time you willed it goodbye time to be scared you thought you could buy your last peice of mind time to beware
The Wonderful Future
she builds her own satellite from an old rusted chair she leaves this whole world behind and the things that she cares maybe she's gone but it won't be for long what do i know? maybe she's found what we all dream about she's beautiful and wonderful i can't compare it's wonderful it's not that fair she builds a strong alibi from the future that's here she needs to know i'm alive and that i'm flesh and i tear she's beautiful
