I DON'T CARE

Denial seems trivial in this black light

my powder intake increase I feast I fight

Stats of a man on the edge insane

question mark, the ledge another game

Years pass fears grow another tumor mass radioactive glow

A moment of nothing kill any care feeling even lack of despair

dieing in this place of love telling it's hypocrisy to you my love

Sitting here alone excepting what comes a conman in wolf's clothes just one of

the fatherless sons

Settling on nothing saying nothing in a haze of hope and despair

my plastic baby smiles so pretty hypocrite liar I don't care

seeping into my blackened soul dripping in my mouth

I get higher in this eternal hole this desire
My selfish hopeless heart bleeds for no one in this moment of peace

soon I will cease, become no one

No crossing fingers counts in this game

needle in your eye feel the pain
Rattles rattling baby's scream

everyone cry's for this sad sad scene

squeal for me beg for mine

lying in hope not benign
One good feeling while healing

while sealing our fate

I show again my own weak mental state
Vain game in everything

high hopes and good intent

at the beginning you meant
Now hear me singing I don't care hear me screaming it every where I DONT CARE
Written by Jackal Ray (c)&(p)2003