Fandom: Real People - Panic! at the Disco
Pairing: Brendon Urie x Ryan Ross
Theme set: Epsilon
Rating:


#01 - Motion - Even though his stomach was churning madly, he couldn’t say he wasn’t at least a little thankful for the bumping and rocking of the bus; every now and then, it would take a hard turn and his shoulder would brush against Brendon’s.
#02 - Cool - He was panting and sweat-soaked, struggling to change his costume as quickly as possible between acts when a cool, wet hand planted itself against his belly with a slap, the other waving a fresh water bottle in front of his face.
#03 - Young - “We’re too young,” was the vocalist’s excuse of choice. . .until the attentions of hundreds of crazed girls urged him to make their relationship official.
#04 - Last - Ryan sighed and stroked Brendon’s back as the other boy heaved; he knew this wouldn’t be the last time the other boy drunk-dialed him.
#05 - Wrong - “Brendon,” he murmured kissing the wounded wrist, “this. . .you’re wrong; I don’t start what I don’t intend to finish.”
#06 - Gentle - And sometimes, just before they rushed onstage, Brendon would find time to sneak Ryan a gentle kiss that would keep him smiling brilliantly until thier set ended - until the other boy was entirely too busy using his lips for other things to bother with smiling anymore.
#07 - One - It only took that one drunken kiss to convince Ryan that he was hooked; he wasn’t letting Brendon go for all the world.
#08 - Thousand - Brendon slammed the bag of one thousand gold coins on the table, telling the cabin boy that he was free to take the money and begin a new life, but the sea would be ever so lonely without his company.
#09 - King - You could not imagine Ryan’s shock when he stumbled in on Brendon dancing and singing to Green Day’s “King for a Day”. . .leather thong included.
#10 - Learn - “Brendon, when will you learn that you don’t have to be the strong one, that you’re not in this alone, that I will always be here, waiting at your side?”
#11 - Blur - The vocalist cheered and stumbled backward into Ryan’s lap when Blur’s “Song 2” began playing -- all on accident, of course.
#12 - Wait - For a moment, Ryan giggled at the fact that his lover couldn’t even wait until the end of their set, but then Brendon was pressing against him deliciously, and he couldn’t say that he minded.
#13 - Change - It made for a nice change, he supposed in between gasps, to let Ryan have his way once in a while.
#14 - Command - Eyes squeezed shut behind the blindfold, the smaller boy bit his lip, becoming still in the strong grip and waiting for his partner’s first command.
#15 - Hold - Sometimes. . .sometimes when the snow came down just right and the blanket was warm and the sun filtered idly through the curtains. . .it was best to just hold his body close. . .and be.
#16 - Need - “Brendon, find a bathroom,” he almost growled, breathing hotly into the other boy’s ear and throwing him a look that made him tremble and rush off to find one as soon as possible.
#17 - Vision - He pouted, pushing his glasses up higher on his nose, not really liking the new frames no matter how cute his boyfriend said they were.
#18 - Attention - Nothing caught his attention quite so much as Brendon, flushed and sweating, chest heaving, licking his lips in between verses.
#19 - Soul - As Brendon sang softly, arms holding him close, Ryan played with the new bandages, taking comfort in knowing that the eyes were not the only windows to the soul.
#20 - Picture - “. . .and we’ll have red roses lining the entire aisle, matching the red in your suit, and. . .” and Brendon grinned, overjoyed just to watch his love rush about, planning the most important, and apparently most coordinated, day of their lives.
#21 - Fool - The guitarist groaned upon opening the door, wondering once more how Brendon had managed to fool him into leaving said vocalist alone in the kitchen for more than two seconds.
#22 - Mad - “You’re completely mad,” he giggled, shaking rainwater from his hair, “and I love it!”
#23 - Child - “God, Brendon, stop being such a fucking child and just take the medicine!”
#24 - Now - He grinned down at his lover writhing beneath him, wrists pinned securely by one hand, perfect white teeth biting a reddened lower lip, and bent his head to groan that one word into his ear.
#25 - Shadow - Ryan giggled because he was certain he would have been a lot more surprised had he not seen Brendon’s shadow sneaking around the corner.
#26 - Goodbye - Brendon trembled and shook as he gripped Ryan’s cold fingers in his own, refusing to say goodbye.
#27 - Hide - Ryan dared a glance up, but he was still staring, and all the poor boy wanted to do was hide behind his menu.
#28 - Fortune - He almost choked in surprise, picking up the gold band that had fallen out of the fortune cookie with shaking fingers and a soft sob of happiness.
#29 - Safe -
#30 - Ghost - The two of them huddled under their blanket fort, giggling quietly before remembering that they were supposed to be hiding from the ghosts and monsters in the closet. . .of course.
#31 - Book - It only took a few moments of Brendon’s hot mouth on his neck before Ryan finally acquiesced to putting the book down.
#32 - Eye - Out of all the places kisses in the dark could have landed, he supposed that his aim could have been worse. . .somehow.
#33 - Never - Ryan had sworn he was never, never, never, never, “Oh, fuck, do that again!”
#34 - Sing - And when he was curled in his bed alone, sometimes he could close his eyes and still hear Brendon singing to him; those were the nights that he slept soundlessly.
#35 - Sudden - For a moment, he wondered exactly what Brendon was doing, sliding up against him like that, but then there was a quick press of lips to a sweaty cheekbone, and Ryan’s quiet giggle was lost to the screams of a thousand girls.
#36 - Stop - And when Brendon looked up, Ryan could feel his heart stop for just a moment before it fell.
#37 - Time - A piercing tone echoed off the sterile while walls as air left the pale body for the last time, and Brendon finally broke, thinking of how he had never gotten to tell him. . .and how it was all his fault.
#38 - Wash - Ryan hissed and jerked a bit as the washcloth hit his lip, and Brendon followed with a murmured, “You didn’t have to do that for me.”
#39 - Torn - Brendon swore he had never seen anything so hot in his life as Ryan knelt before him, tattered remains of leggings in his fingers.
#40 - History - He had run before, had proven that he couldn’t be counted on, and so the other man turned sharply on his heel, refusing to think about what could have been or what might yet be.
#41 - Power - Brendon gasped sharply and bared his neck as his head hit the wall, the strength in those thrusts keeping him suspended, pressed firmly against it.
#42 - Bother - He could only stare at the drenched, shuddering figure on his doorstep, the large, dark eyes glistening as he finally answered, “No, of course you aren’t.”
#43 - God - And when Brendon said yes, Ryan made sure to send a silent prayer upwards. . .just in case.
#44 - Wall - “Ryro,” he sighed, eyeing his boyfriend’s choice of paint that was now dribbling pitifully down his front, “out of all the colors in the world. . .”
#45 - Naked - “Dear God, guys, I told you to cover up!” Spencer almost wailed as he stumbled from the room, eyes shielded in one hand while the other searched frantically for the door.
#46 - Drive - Brendon was definitely the best shotgun passenger ever, since he made sure that there was absolutely no chance of Ryan falling asleep at the wheel. . .though driving off the road might be another concern.
#47 - Harm -
#48 - Precious - “I’m lost and I’m lonely and I’m more confused than I’ve ever been in my life and I have no idea what I’m even doing here because I know you’ll probably send me out of here on my ass for saying this but I know that you’re the only thing that even makes sense anymore because you’re my everything and I. . .I wanted you to know.”
#49 - Hunger - He was dozing lightly when his pillow made the most interesting series of gurgling noises, but he only pressed soft lips to warm flesh and fell right back to sleep.
#50 - Believe - With his hand warm and solid in my grasp, we at last turned to face the cameras and reporters, refusing to back down -- refusing to give up on each other.