June 2002

I decided I couldn't live with another lie... I mean, I deserve some respect.

This is choice...

Kevin and Lisa have it down to an art. I would be willing to bet they could pass a FBI lie test. They both look me in the eye, not even flinching, muscle movements, no hand movements and lie to me.

Of course they must think I'm a complete idiot. As if I'm going to ask them a specific question without first knowing the answer....

I have told Kevin over and over... don't tell me!
I don't want to hear another lie.
*giggling* Soooo... I guess I've taken on the 'don't ask... don't tell' policy

ohmy goodness... thinking about it... that's sad!

Last night was the last straw. He lied again. So today I'm looking for a divorce lawyer. I can't believe he thinks I'm so dumb as to ask a question I don't already know the answer to. I guess he hasn't noticed my pattern... that I don't ask anything unless I already know the truth.

It's over.

I can not. Will not accept being lied to.

I haven't even confronted him about the secrets that I know about. Give me time... give me space. I'm waiting till circumstances are right before I confront him with this info.

Wonder if that's the thing to do or not.