Sometimes I lay in bed at night and cry...
Of course not as often as I did four months ago. Just every once in awhile I can't forget the pain.

I have been thinking about where we started out and where we are now... We were friends. I know, you tried to convince me that we were not... if I believed you then I would have to believe that my entire life has been a lie. I can't do that.

If you, my dear, were to think about us... where we first began... you'd remember what good friends we have always been.

I recall the first time I met you... I was 11 years old. I'm 42 now. Guess that makes for a very long relationship. I remember going swimming with you when we were still just kids. Panther Lake... we took inner tubes and rode in the back of a pickup truck down this bumpy driveway to the lake. I can still picture what you were wearing *smile* brown cut off shorts. hmmmm...

Do you remember camping at Flowing Lake? I loved that! We had such fun... I slept in Aunt Connie and Uncle Harland's airstream. It was such fun to get up and eat breakfast with everyone. I remember swimming out to the logs that surrounded the swimming area and playing 'King of the Log' *laughing* What fun! That must have been around 1975... wow... long time has passed since then.

Do you recall the speed boat? Who's boat was that? I remember water skiing... *lol* I wasn't very good at it!! Remember the time when we had the inner tube tied up to the boat and being pulled on that big ol' tube across the lake... Penny lost her swimsuit bottoms! *laughing* That was toooo funny!!

I spent my summer months with you, my friend... swimming, camping, just hanging out. We were friends. We had some great laughs... we shared life's precious moments
*crying* I'll be back later...

I miss you, my friend




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